This quick wear is a bit sweet

364 Who Am I 2
Xun Guang felt like he didn't know where he was for a moment.

It took her 12 years to leave here, reconcile with herself, learn to be tolerant and gentle, learn to cook, learn to take care of others, and even changed her name.

Come back now.

Back to this suffocating place, where she couldn't sleep well.

This thin door will be opened at any time, and the devil will come in from the outside and cast her into hell.

The system didn't know what to say for a while, and said cautiously: "Are you okay?"

Xunguang said: "Go offline."

The system said: "What?"

Xunguang said: "I will let you go offline!"

She doesn't want anyone to see her embarrassment and embarrassment, she is out of place here, this world doesn't belong to her, and shouldn't have her.

The system went offline silently.

The beating was still going on outside the door, and the roar of her father Su Jianguo shook the whole house, and within 3 minutes, the door of her small room was kicked and shaken.

"Lock the door for me! You are born and raised by me, so lock the door and open it for me!"

Xunguang opened the window and flipped out.

She lives on the first floor.

It wasn't raining outside. This community is an old community of the power company. The sound insulation effect is very poor. Many people stretched their necks and stood outside her house to watch the excitement. of.

There were only three street lights left in the community, and one was right in front of her house, so that these people could watch Su Jianguo's beating and Li Hua's crying.

"Oh, Lao Su, stop fighting. If anything happens, you can't hit anyone. Don't go back and hit someone again."

"Yeah, stop fighting now."

They tried half-truth and half-fake persuasion at the open door, but none of them dared to step forward to pull people, and the more they talked, the more motivated Su Jianguo became.

Xunguang sneaked under the street lamp expressionlessly, no one noticed.

It's cold outside, and winter is approaching, and the damp and cold wind makes people dizzy.

Xunguang turned over in a hurry, not wearing a cotton coat, and could not straighten his waist from the cold.

She shrank her head and wandered outside silently.

She is familiar with every place here, the electric poles stand at the intersection, the wires are all over the sky like noodles, and it is impossible to tell which one is for what.

The street is full of canteen hardware stores, and once you see a colorful signboard, you will have a unique sense of superiority.

No matter whether it’s sunny or rainy, there’s always muddy water on the ground, a mixture of rotting vegetables and fruits.

Xun Guang walked slowly on the road, breathless when he thought that he was back.

It turns out that the past can only be buried and never forgotten, even if she changes her name and leaves this place, she cannot forget it.

This is a quagmire, and people are deeply trapped in it, unable to break free.

She took a deep breath, and then took another deep breath, trying to spit out the depressed air in her heart, but the breath stuck to her body like chewing gum.

uncomfortable.

Can't spit it out.

The street lamps by the river are also on and off. When the road was built, it was said to be a sightseeing walkway, but after it was repaired, no one maintained it, and the railings were all rusted.

Just a few steps away and it’s garbage.

Dust blew all over the sky with the wind, and even the night was so dull.

Xunguang was walking by the river, struggling to jump into the river and return to the real world, but then she stopped.

What about the real world, this chewing gum can't be picked out.

A figure appeared in her sight, leaning on the railing with a cigarette in his mouth.

The boy's side face was flickering in the light of cigarette butts, his nose was straight, his eyes were calm, the color of the down jacket was unclear, but because it was a short style, his legs looked very long.

The cigarette butt was extinguished, and the boy was about to step over the railing with his long legs.

Xunguang let out a "hey", and quickly stepped forward to pull him back: "Wait, this river is not clean."

The boy looked back at her, retracted his legs, and said, "What?"

Xunguang said: "This river is very dirty, there is a paper mill upstream, and the water in the middle of the river only reaches your chin, you may not drown if you jump in, but you may get pneumonia from drinking dirty water."

The boy smiled and said, "I'm not"

Xunguang said: "Then you come here to hurdle in the middle of the night? Normal people don't do this."

The boy said: "What about you, aren't you also here most of the night?"

"Oh," Xunguang smiled, "I want to die, but I won't die here."

Yes, she will not die here, if she can go out once, she can go out a second time!
She looked fiercely at the pitch-black river, which exuded a dirty and disgusting smell.

The young man looked at her expression, touched his head, and wanted to retreat for a moment.

This man is a bit ruthless. He doesn't want to cause trouble now. If he hurts someone, he will have to be sent to the hospital.

He thought for a while and said, "Thank you, I'll go first."

Xunguang didn't even look at him, and continued to lie on the railing to let himself go, so as not to let himself be swallowed by this decaying city.

The system went online quietly and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't know this was the case."

It really doesn't know, it's a system, it can only be analyzed based on data, Xunguang has a gentle temperament, based on the analysis of her data in the mission, her family shouldn't be like this.

Looking at the cigarette butts on the ground, Xunguang couldn't help wanting to smoke, and said, "It has nothing to do with you."

"Would you like to watch something fun, SpongeBob SquarePants?"

"No, just leave me alone."

She was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "What is that?"

The system quickly asked, "Where?"

Xunguang pointed to a dark lump under the guardrail.

The system glanced at it and said, "Wallet."

"Ah," Xun Guang was suddenly embarrassed, "I went down to pick up my wallet just now, not to jump into the river."

She flipped over, picked up the wallet, opened it, took a look, and took out the ID card inside.

Song Dynasty.

She didn't know each other. Originally, she didn't know many people here, and she didn't even know a few classmates in a class.

There is also a student card in it, class [-], No. [-] middle school.

She was in No. [-] Middle School, which was a little better than No. [-] Middle School, and the teachers were not much better. Fortunately, they were all immersed in studying hard, and no one had time to talk to anyone.

Send the wallet over tomorrow.

She rubbed her hands, put her wallet in her pocket, and walked back.

She didn't want to go home, but it was too cold and she had nowhere to go.

The crowd at the gate of the apartment building in the community had already dispersed, but Li Hua was still howling in despair, coupled with the sound of the baby on the second floor waiting to be fed, it seemed very lively.

Xun Guang climbed in through the window. Before she could stand still, a bowl was thrown at her and hit her on the head.

"You still know that when you come back, you are just like your mother! You deserve a beating! You go out to meet men in the middle of the night, you bitch!"

Blood dripped from Xun Guang's head, blurring her eyes.

The door was kicked down, and at the door stood Su Jianguo, who smelled of alcohol, had yellow teeth, and red eyes.

He wobbled over and kept saying, "Tell you to run, I tell you to run, eat what I do, use what I do, how dare you fucking run!"

Xunguang only felt that the abyss was holding her back again, her head didn't hurt, the system activated the pain shield, but she felt the pain in her internal organs.

Su Jianguo slapped Xunguang on the face with a "slap": "I'll kill you, you lose money! You only know how to spend money, raising you is better than raising an animal, and you can sell some money during the holidays! I will kill you!" "

He stretched out his hand and gave another palm.

(End of this chapter)