This quick wear is a bit sweet

399 Who Am I 37
Song Shi stood in the darkness, the car lights shone on him, he was the only light in the darkness, he searched for the light and followed him, without taking his eyes off, intertwined with love and hate, and full of blood.

"stand up."

Song Shi exuded a repressed coldness all over his body, like a cold-blooded animal. Seeing that Xunguang hadn't moved, he hugged Xunguang and stuffed him into the co-pilot.

Xunguang only felt that he was dreaming, and everything in front of him was unreal. Song Shi leaned over to fasten her seat belt, and she suddenly grabbed him.

"Song Shi?"

"it's me."

Song Shi's hands were trembling and he couldn't get the seat belt in, so he could only give up and stare at her with his cold eyes while leaning on his seat.

"Xu Huaiyi called me and said that you are missing here. Do you know how scared I have been these few hours? Why did you come? You clearly know that your English is not good, so why did you come here?"

Before he finished speaking, Xun Guang bit him hard.

Every sentence of Song Shi, every word aroused her desire, and the temperature and breath deeply locked in the memory were quickly unlocked, like fireworks exploding in front of her eyes.

Song Shi hugged her with both hands, only to feel a sigh from his body, wanting to rub Xunguang into his arms.

He could no longer remember his persistence and rationality, and love flourished, brushing away the tears welling up on Xunguang's face.

"I'm sorry, I'm here, I'm here."

Xunguang couldn't say a word, only tears kept flowing. The seven years of grievance and pain turned into tears, and he didn't stop for a moment, until he was tired from crying and fell asleep on Song Shi's shoulder.

Song Shi gently flattened the seat, took her back, changed her clothes, took a clean shower, and did not wake up after looking for light.

"Why is she thinner than in the photo?"

Song Shi looked at her sleeping face. She was much thinner than in the photo. He could feel the bones in her body while holding her.

He held Xunguang's foot, applied medicine to her, and even his hands trembled slightly.

After taking the medicine, he didn't leave, but knelt and sat beside the bed, staring at Xunguang without blinking.

His girl.

It was as if God stretched out his hand and sent her to his side, but the devil also appeared at the same time, asking him to make a choice.

A message came in on the phone, it was from Xu Huaiyi.

"Master Shi, have you found him?"

"found it."

"Thank you."

Facing the word thank you, he couldn't justly say no thanks, this is mine.

He looked at Xun Guang's face in the darkness, not even daring to blink.

Xunguang couldn't sleep well, curled up into a ball, and woke up with a start at dawn, sweating profusely.

"Song time."

Song Shi turned on the light in the dark and said, "I'm here."

He sat a little farther away, Xunguang turned over and got off the bed, rushed over and hugged him.

"Are you hungry? I'll make pasta. You can eat a little. I'll take you back to the hotel after dawn."

"what?"

Xun Guang let go of him and looked at him almost in astonishment.

"You don't want me to stay here? Why? Why do you want to leave, why don't you want me to stay here?"

"Don't ask, it's best for us to separate."

"Why can't you ask!" Xunguang became angry, and all the joy of reuniting after a long absence turned into anger, "Why can't I ask, you left suddenly and left me alone, do you know how I live, every minute Every second hurts! This place hurts so much I want to dig it out! No painkillers work, it tortures me as long as I'm awake!"

Her hand pointed to her heart.

"Why in the end!"

Song Shi looked at her coldly, he had never been so angry before, because of Xunguang's questioning, because of Xunguang's pain, and because of himself.

"Because I'm a coward, a waste, I don't have the ability to fight against the Song family, I can't be good, I can't be praised, I can't even be mentioned by name, I will go back to be with you, I can't even draw, you go abroad If you stay with me, you will give up all your ambitions, I am afraid! I am afraid that if time goes by, we will become bitter couples, another Su Jianguo and Li Hua!"

Hearing these two familiar and unfamiliar names, Xunguang suddenly became quiet.

She slumped and took a step back, only Song Shi's roar was left in her mind.

She hadn't thought about such a long-term thing.

"But how do you know if you don't try?"

"I don't have to try to know."

Both of them were like deflated balls, very tired.

After a while, Song Shi finally said, "We all need to start a new life."

Xunguang looked at him, as if he didn't know him, under the light, he was still very handsome, a bit more mature than before, the slightly drooping corners of his eyes, melancholy and charming.

"Okay, I will start a new life, thank you last night, goodbye."

She picked up her clothes and bag, and said goodbye to Song Shi.

Song Shi said with a sullen face, "Quit smoking."

Xun Guang turned around and said loudly: "You have nothing to do with it!"

She strode away, leaving Song Shi with an empty room.

She really left and won't come back, the two of them really separated?
This knowledge filled him with fear, and neither light nor sunrise could dispel his panic and fear.

He grabbed the key and rushed out.

Xunguang has already arrived on the lawn outside the door, wearing those ill-fitting high-heeled shoes, with blood oozing from the gauze, stubbornly refusing to turn his head.

He drove after him and stopped in front of Xunguang: "Get in the car, I'll take you back."

Xunguang bypassed the car without saying a word.

Song Shi got out of the car and grabbed her: "Your foot is hurt, I'll take you back."

His voice was very low, his eyes were full of pleading, and he looked ugly as if he was begging for mercy.

Xunguang looked at him, looking at him persuasively: "In what capacity are you sending me off?"

"Xiao Xun," Song Shi held her trembling hand, "Friend, I send you off as a friend."

Friend, not boyfriend.

Song Shi felt that his heart was bleeding, and his whole body seemed to be shrouded in clouds and mist, and he couldn't see clearly, nor was he real.

Xunguang looked at him coldly, the corners of his slightly drooping eyes were red, like a poor puppy, loved and hurt.

"I beg you." Song Shi pushed her into the passenger seat, not even daring to fasten her seat belt.

The two of them were silent all the way, and when they arrived at the hotel entrance, Xunguang said thank you politely, got out of the car and left, without looking back at them from the beginning to the end.

As soon as she reached the elevator entrance, she suddenly turned her head and saw that Song Shi was reversing the car. The elevator was still on the eighteenth floor. room card.

But the room card was also against her, and she couldn't get it out no matter what, she could only pour out everything, picked up the room card to open the door, and rushed to the window.

She looked out through the gap in the curtains, and she could no longer see Song Shi's car.

Song Shi left.

Damn the elevator, the damn key card, and the damn Song Shi.

She couldn't hold back her tears, and watched the damned man come out of the open parking lot with hazy eyes.

Instead of leaving, he parked the car here.

"Miss, do you need help?"

The waiter interrupted Xunguang's peeping with broken Chinese, pointing to something that Xunguang had scattered at the door.

"Ah, sorry, I'll clean up right away."

Xun Guang was very embarrassed, so he put away the things he had forgotten at the door, closed the door, and when he looked outside, Song Shi was no longer there.

Only his dark green classic car, which he found second-hand somewhere, was staring at the two big headlights in response to the light-seeking gaze.

(End of this chapter)