Chapter 121 You like yourself too
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Mohen touched her delicate and smooth face with trembling hands, his eyes seemed to be covered by a layer of water vapor, and he couldn't find the focus.

His voice was low and hoarse, and his voice became very small. If you don't listen carefully, you can't hear him talking.

"Manman, if all my darkness is in front of your eyes, can you still be friends with me?"

He asked very carefully, and even dodged his eyes. He wanted to hear her answer but didn't dare to listen to her. He just lowered his head and quietly put his ear close to her lips.

Yunyan pulled him to the sofa and asked him to sit, while she sat opposite him, her lips pressed against his ears.

"Mohen, everyone is imperfect, even angels can fall, so what if you have a dark side? I want to be friends with you, not just the perfect you."

"You can tell all your thoughts that you can't usually express, and I promise that I will never stay away from you because of this. I will always be by your side."

A gleam of light flashed through his dark, gray eyes. He bit the tip of his tongue and said with determination: "I'm indifferent. I didn't stop seeing other people abuse cats in the community, and I didn't care if someone strangled a rabbit's neck in the laboratory."

"I even have the idea of ​​​​sewing his mouth shut when someone talks to you, so that he can no longer harass you."

"I even want you to talk to me alone, and tie you tightly to my side to wait for evil thoughts."

"I"

"Okay, Mohen, even though you stood by before, you knew you were wrong, right? And you didn't implement those dangerous ideas, did you?"

Seeing that he was getting more and more agitated, Yun Yan started to pinch his palms like before, so she interrupted him hastily.

Yun Yan stuffed her small hand into his palm, and he restrained his strength subconsciously.

"Don't think about it, you are just sick. Mental illness is always difficult to cure, but we can work together, don't worry, okay?"

Mohen opened his mouth and wanted to say that he had never actually thought of letting her go, and he would not change this unless he died.

But he still didn't say it in the end, he was still afraid in his heart.

His emotions began to ease, his body gradually relaxed, and he no longer trembled.

Yunyan patted the back of his hand lightly, and a gentle voice came slowly, "Moreover, Mohen is a very good person to me, and he is very good at taking care of others. You see, I am already fat."

"If it weren't for you to take care of me, I can only deal with it casually every day. Maybe I will be starved to death when my father comes back."

"And we, Mohen, will go to feed the little night cats regularly. Without you for a while, they will probably starve to death. You are not scary at all, you are a very warm person."

Yunyan's soft and waxy voice gradually dissipated the gray mist in Mohen's eyes, and his pupils became astonishingly bright.

All the beautiful words in his life were heard from her mouth. She said that he was a warm person, not scary, and a very good person.

All he heard from other people were perverted, indifferent, unreasonable, and neurotic.

He heard a lot, and he believed it. After going to the hospital, the doctor also said that he was mentally twisted. He always knew that he was abnormal.

"Mohen, don't give up on yourself, okay? I've always liked you, and you like yourself too, okay, don't always hurt yourself."

Mohen shrugged his shoulders and nodded, his body trembled slightly, but this time it was not because of anything else, but because of his words of liking, which stirred up a storm in his heart.

The knock on the door brought them back to their thoughts, and Yu Man got up to open the door.

Father Yu stood at the door in his pajamas and glanced gossipingly at the inside of the room. It was clean, bright and tidy.

He said kindly: "Manman, it's time to go home, it's too late."

"Okay Dad, I'll be right back."

Yun Yan poured water for him, watched him take the medicine before saying goodnight to each other and going back.

After she left, Mohen quickly washed up, then went back to the room with the computer in his arms, took a deep breath in the room, her smell was everywhere, he made a big smile with satisfaction.

(End of this chapter)

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