Chapter 22

My name is Guo Mingmei, and I am an ordinary girl. I had a dream of being an actor since I was a child, and I dreamed of being able to reach the top one day. But when I was an assistant and gradually had my own roles, one person broke my dream and expectation.

I was poor, and eventually died in a rented house. I had no relatives or lover, only this messy room and extremely dirty body.

But when I opened my eyes again, I found that everything was different, I was reborn, reborn on the day I became an actor.

God was kind to me. I met Nan Xuanchen, Susie's husband in her previous life. He suddenly became interested in me and gave me many privileges. At one point, I thought it was a dream. I was uneasy and panicked. I was at a loss, especially when he met Susie, I was afraid that this kind of happiness would go away from me, but I found that he didn't have any other thoughts about Susie. Give it to him, because I know that what is not available is always good.

I thought my life would be smooth and I would grow old with this man who loves me, but when I met Suzy again, my life changed again. There were twists and turns, sorrow and laughter, but this is the final precipitation accumulation.I am very satisfied with my changes, because I have found a life that is more suitable for me.

Susie has changed, she has become more laughable, more aggressive, more relatable.Because she actually invited everyone to drink and eat fried chicken in the crew, this combination will still become the target of everyone's imitation in the days to come.

That day, she overwhelmed me with her acting skills and I couldn't resist. After several failed attempts, the director finally got mad and yelled at me. He analyzed the characters and told me the plot alone, leaving me in the lounge to find my feelings alone until I finally found it. I felt like the character, when I wanted to shoot it again, I actually saw a scene that was unforgettable and warm in my life. Of course, I didn’t feel warm at that time. I only felt anger, raging anger. I added the hatred of the two lives together. , and vowed to make her beg for mercy and make her pay the price.

On the second day, I deliberately brought Nan Xuanchen to the set, and made a show of it, just to make Su Xi jealous and make her envious. Originally, I was in a good mood, very proud, and very happy, but her words made Nan Xuanchen angry. It's so choking, it's really interesting to think about it now, she is very courageous, a lot of courage, she is the only one who dares to talk to Nan Xuanchen like this, she has always been such a dazzling existence, different from others.

Later, on the day of the charity gala, I thought she would beg for mercy like Nan Xuanchen, because of Nan Xuanchen, she had already lost many cooperation contracts, but she was still as beautiful as a fairy with a bright smile, and she was as peaceful as ever. I admire her very much and envy her very much.

Nan Xuanchen had a little aunt that night, Su Xi.

It's a wonderful fate.

I felt a sense of crisis and wanted to hold onto Nan Xuanchen with my body. I knew it was not a good way, but I loved him, and I firmly believed that he loved me too, so I gave myself to him, but the Susie I met, His words made Nan Xuanchen suspicious, but she had no choice but to carry out the purpose of dedicating herself.

Afterwards, I learned that Nan Xuanchen was very afraid of Nan Ge, so I wondered if it was Nan Ge, would my road to revenge be better?I must have been a demon at the time, otherwise I would not have thought of such a method, which is ridiculous and sad.

That day was the first day of my grief. I was thrown out of the Nan Zhai by Nan Xuanchen. At that time, I felt ashamed. I felt hatred. I hated this society deeply. Why did I have to be born in an ordinary family? Let me be reborn, and I have to go through such an embarrassing thing. I hate Nan Xuanchen for being ruthless. When he loves you, his voice is sweet. If he doesn't love you, he presses you every step of the way. I am ridiculous and pitiful at the same time.

The second day was the low point of my life, but not the lowest point. On that day, I was blocked by reporters and Mu Xi in the lobby of the hotel by Nan Xuanchen. Absolutely, at the same time I also know that I lost, I lost to Susie, I don't know how much she participated in these things, but I'm sure she must have done something, or Nan Ge did something.

Afterwards, the post about my going to the hospital completely drove me into the abyss. What I hadn’t done, actually appeared in everyone’s field of vision so truly. I didn’t even have a chance to appeal, but even if I explained it, it would be fine. If it doesn't help, who can trust me anymore?I sometimes wonder if I did, it's ridiculous.

I held onto Mu Xi tightly, without any sense of security. At that time, I was grateful for his persistence, but maybe it was my nervousness that kept him away from me. Maybe it’s really best not to get it. I don’t know. .

When I was clearer, I went to Susie, and I wanted to ask her why she wanted to hurt me like this, and whether she was satisfied with my result, but her questioning made me feel ridiculous, so I first targeted She, she just fought back, how can I have the face to question her?

I once wondered why God made me reborn?
Suzy let me know to live better.

I really hope that Susie can also be reborn and reincarnated.

I sold my family property, ended my relationship with Nanxuanchen, and went to Dashan alone to support education. I gave the rest of my life and enthusiasm to Dashan and to the children. I passed on my experience to them and let them Establishing correct values ​​since childhood, especially for little girls, I summed up the best lessons to them. From their innocent eyes, I can't see ridicule, I can't see disgust, I only see innocence and respect, and I feel that I am the real Get the meaning of rebirth, live well, for living and for atonement.

I will go out of the mountains every once in a while, use the Internet to get news about Susie, pay attention to her from time to time, and bless her. The news of her marriage makes me happy, and I bless her. Akane is committed to charity, I am delighted and happy for her, I think what I do is charity, right?Small acts of kindness can really have a profound impact on people.

When I learned that Nan Xuanchen and Su Qian's assistant Nian Xiaoxiao got married, I was relieved. Nan Xuanchen is so good, he is suitable for a better girl, and Nian Xiaoxiao followed Su Xi. Su Xi valued her so much, I think She is also good, I bless them, fate is really wonderful sometimes.

Mu Xi said loudly that I lied to him, that he no longer believed in love, but how could I lie to him?If he really loves me, will he despise and loathe me because of my experience?What's more, I'm innocent, he just doesn't want to believe me, love?How many people will know, but I believe that he has found love again. It can be seen from his peaceful life with his wife, and I also wish him well.

When I was in the last time in this remote mountain village, I thought back on this life. Although the second half of life was hard, I still felt complete. At the moment when I closed my eyes, I was grateful to Susie. I thought if it was true Do it again, I still want to meet you, fight against you, and be awakened by you, I have no regrets.

Thank you for waking me up in time, thank you for giving me a new life, thank you for my salvation. —Susie.

Memoirs of Guo Mingmei.

(End of this chapter)

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