canary dressed as a villain

Chapter 163
But she is born different from others, it is really difficult to blend in with the little white rabbits.

But she didn't realize this at that time, she just felt that everyone's eyes made her very uncomfortable, and she thought, if she wasn't so conspicuous, maybe everyone wouldn't treat her like that.

When she was practicing before, Little Black Rabbit was not only the one with the best talent, but also the most diligent in cultivation. When everyone else was playing, she was always cultivating desperately. She didn't seem to think it was a tormenting thing.

Even because of my good talent and fast cultivation speed, I have gained a positive sense of accomplishment, and I am enjoying it more and more.

It's just that I don't talk about talent. If I work so much harder than others and continue to be praised by the white rabbit's mother, the other little white rabbits will naturally look at her more and more hostile. Excessive behavior, but ridicule and slander are constant, sometimes cold violence is more tormenting than real pain.

Because this will make her unclear, so I suspect that it is only my fault.

In fact, she has no ability to distinguish right from wrong.

She just thought that since she was different, she should bring herself closer to everyone. She didn't want to continue to be rejected by everyone like this.

At that time, she didn't know what the right way was, and she didn't think about it for a long time after that. It's been a long time, and she saw it a lot, and she saw it again occasionally, or remembered the group of Xiaobai When I was a rabbit, I suddenly realized that I had chosen a wrong way.

——Although it was helpless for her at that time.

But she did make a mistake. The worst thing in the world is to let herself deviate from a higher level of trajectory and forcibly sink into the mud because she is too good and out of place.

It was she who narrowed her path and made herself take many detours.

Other little white rabbits always have many problems that ordinary people cannot restrain, such as impetuousness and playfulness.

The little black rabbit also started to learn to practice and then ran out to play after a while before he had a clear reaction, learned to cut corners, failed to complete the tasks left by the white rabbit mother, and was mischievous.

At that time, she felt that this seemed to be a kind of free joy, and indulging herself in depravity would also be addictive.

But she doesn't belong here after all.

After such a period of time, she seemed to be integrated with everyone on the surface, but she became more and more lonely in her heart.

Until everyone grew up, she was discovered by a big monster and took her away to practice.

She is better than all the little white rabbits who live together, although she used to let them show some limelight when she was hiding herself before, but when we saw each other again after a while, the little black rabbit had already surpassed the dust, They are no longer part of the world.

But whether he can be better than those little white rabbits is not the most important thing.

The most important thing is that Little Black Rabbit's current state is incomparable to her initial state. She seems to never be able to return to that pure time. She can practice with peace of mind all day long, and her comprehension is extremely fast.

She has developed some bad habits, and even though she has been practicing very hard, those bad habits still affect her frequently.

After practicing for a period of time, she will become restless, playful and unwilling to practice, as if her mind is not as clear as before.

Maybe it was because of the turbid breath on her body, her heart was not pure, and naturally she didn't absorb the spiritual energy so quickly.

Although the little black rabbit was sad, there was nothing she could do about it.

After that, she continued to practice, but the height she could reach was far from what Mother White Rabbit had predicted.

She could have gone to a higher height, but she herself lowered her level.

This should be the thing that made her regret the most.

And even if she realized it later and figured it out, even if she knew that she had gone the wrong way and lowered her achievement by one level, she still couldn't change it.

The influence of those things on her is really too deep, and such subtle things cannot be changed just by changing them.

As the saying goes, it is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal...

But after all, her talent used to be top-notch. Even if she was abandoned for many years, she still had some foundations when she picked it up again. Even if she was spoiled, her talent and comprehension were still there, so she had to practice hard and double her efforts. Even hard work can still make some achievements.

And she later found out that she and those white rabbits were not of the same breed at all. She was the strongest of the rabbit clan, and it was said that it was because her ancestors had the blood of the dragon clan... and it was probably a black dragon...

So Dusu's strength is still very strong, and after so many years of cultivation, she is already the best in the entire continent.

It's just that because of her somewhat indescribable childhood, she has always had a feeling of being unrecognizable to herself, especially when it comes to her own face, she has no clear understanding of her appearance at all.

Moreover, she grew up in such an environment, except for the white rabbit mother, no one would praise her for her good looks. She was a little depressed and shy because she was not liked before, so sometimes when she looked at herself, she felt that she was full of shortcomings.

It's like staring at a word for a long time and not knowing the word. Although the little black rabbit didn't like looking in the mirror since he was a child, he would dodge uncomfortably when he saw his own reflection in the river.

So she never thought she was good-looking, maybe it was because the white rabbits all had a pure temperament, she looked like a monkey with a sharp mouth and a dangerous look, which should be the reason why everyone didn't like to play with her.

And when she came out of the mountain later, she was so strong that she could see the temperament of "if you are in a bad mood and provoke me to death" across the street, no one would dare to strike up a conversation, let alone praise her for her good looks.

Because she doesn't seem to like listening to this kind of sweet talk style, there is a risk of breaking her leg.

And if she heard it by accident, she would still feel uncomfortable, or maybe she felt that she should not receive such praise logically, or because of this, she was vigilant, thinking that the other party must be lying to her, and must have malicious intentions.

It is because of this character that she seems to be unrequited love.

In fact, Song Yi didn't understand her character, but he was a little uncomfortable, and he didn't think it through clearly, so he was a little colder towards her. He didn't expect to hit her by mistake, and it just catered to Du Su's character. If he If you are really interested in Dusu, or respond to her with a playful smile, Dusu will turn around and leave.

Therefore, it is really destined for these two people to fight.

Is a coincidence, but also fate.

……

It's just that the two of them didn't dare to think so at all, or even thought about it, because they were both in the torment of ambiguity.

Now that she knew Du Su's background and character, she was completely joking when she said this.

She was talking like this, on the one hand, it was tortured by extreme inferiority and self-confidence, on the other hand, she was really not very good at talking, but she also liked to get close to Song Yi, and she was very interested in him.

In fact, Dusu grew up in such an environment, she is very sensitive.

And because what she experienced was cold and violent, she regarded her self-esteem more than anything else.

She likes Song Yi a little bit, so she is naturally willing to take the initiative for him. Although every time she goes back to review the game in her head, she will be embarrassed and wish to kill the stupid self before, but next time she can't help but join in. Because she couldn't help thinking about Song Yi, and wanted to test him and tease him.

Even if Song Yi refused, as long as he hadn't married a wife and had no sweetheart, she would still enjoy it.

It's just that even if she can abandon part of her sensitivity and self-esteem because she likes the other party, there is a limit to this. She can't please the other party without a bottom line, and the bottom line is even very high, because she easily feels ashamed, and because Because of his own strength and independent personality, it is even more difficult to pull down his face.

This made her even more awkward. When she was speaking, she paid attention to Song Yi's movements from the corner of her eye, but when the other party seemed to look at her, she was flamboyant and confident, and she felt as if she was radiating light.

Such ambiguous tugging is of course very interesting, but when you are in it, you know what sweet torture is.

Every day, Dusu can imagine [-] scenes when she was with Song Yi, what they said and what they did, she felt that she could write a book every day with so many brains, just write about the love between the two of them The story, of course, the specific content is all imagined by her.

When she didn't go to see Song Yi, she imagined the scene of seeing Song Yi, and even imagined the scene after they were together, some were very sweet, and some were abusive. Her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys hurt.

If someone else made her suffer so much, she would have slashed up with a sword, but Song Yi couldn't.

And no one else deserves her to be so concerned.

Sometimes Song Yi is indifferent to her, and Du Su will be so angry that he will chop down trees with the best sword, get sullen, and resolve to never talk to him again, but next time he will find a reason for himself, and he can't bear it any longer. live to find him.

Of course, Dusu herself would comfort herself, and even tell herself that she didn't want to be with Song Yi anymore, she was just bored, and she was just teasing him to relieve boredom.

And in fact, Song Yi's attitude towards her is not that bad...

But his attitude towards others seems to be so good. When they went down the mountain before, she saw that he took good care of a little girl and smiled at them. He never seemed to smile when he saw himself. What's wrong with her? Is it that annoying?

They were so angry that they wanted to cut down trees even more.

In fact, with her cultivation base, she doesn't need weapons. Even the best weapons are just icing on the cake. In fact, they don't add much to her combat power, because she is already strong enough, so powerful that she doesn't need weapons at all. Even to the point where weapons are somewhat cumbersome.

Moreover, the sword that Du Su used was actually not the top-notch, it could only be regarded as an ordinary high-grade sword at best, but she had used it for a long time and was relatively comfortable, so she didn't bother to change it.

In fact, it doesn't matter whether she uses a weapon or not, but she still carries it all the time. It is used for fighting when she needs to fight, and it is very sharp for cutting trees when she is free.

In this way, it is not bad to have a weapon at hand, it is convenient to cut down trees and people.

But the most important thing was that Dusu didn't want to kill with his own hands.

At least she doesn't want to kill people directly, sometimes there is a little psychological comfort with a sword.

On the one hand, with the medium, on the other hand, using the sword to restrict her performance, the strength is slightly weakened, and the ultimate move is not so strong.

After all, she was still influenced by the group of white stupid rabbits.

But in fact, Dusu herself didn't intend to kill anyone, and she didn't feel any pleasure from this incident, and even if someone provoked her, most of the crimes would not deserve death. In fact, she didn't have many enemies.

Of course, maybe it's because her strength is so strong that even if someone hates her, they dare not come to her to seek revenge, so her side is always very clean.

However, Dusu actually didn’t spend much time in the human world. Although she has lived in the world for hundreds of years, according to the age of human beings, she should have grown up to 12 years old in the group of little white rabbits, and then worshiped a master. Under the name, the master is not very strong, and he didn't even teach her with special intentions.

If cultivation is not properly taught, let alone being a human being, that master is still an alcoholic.

Poor little Dusu grew up in such an environment since he was a child. He just came out of the wolf's den and into the tiger's mouth.

In short, because she is too young and has no independent ability, she went around several times and tasted the bitterness of living under the fence.

But this kind of experience also made her grow up slowly, and she always has to grow up. Although it would feel stupid to look back at her previous self, it was all her own experience, and there was no way to change it, only to learn from it.

She probably grew up as a human being under the hands of that alcoholic master, and only then began to travel in the mountains. For the monster race, this should be relatively late.

And because of her personality problem, she always walks alone and has very good friends.

Maybe she would take the initiative to make some friends at the beginning, but after a long time, she found that these friends were either not with her, or had no chance to meet them later, and the relationship gradually faded, which made her willing to travel far and wide. There are very few people who want to meet, and even if they do, the two sides seem to have nothing to say.

After saying goodbye several times invisibly, she gradually became less enthusiastic about this matter.

And she's used to being alone.

It's just that she is alone, but she doesn't just stay silent all day long, suffers and hates deeply, she will play everywhere, and is also very interested in many things in the world.

Although she may feel bored sometimes, when she discovers the next interesting thing, she will feel sincerely happy and excited, and feel that the interesting things in this world can never be fully understood.

This allowed her to maintain her vitality even if she lived alone. Otherwise, why would she take the initiative to come to Song Yi, and she has been defeated repeatedly.

(End of this chapter)