Leng Shao Chasing Love: Baby, don't try to escape

Chapter 142 I Feel Scared For The First Time

Because there is no mother to take care of them, they can only go to boarding school, and part-time workers are hired at home. When they come back on weekends, part-time workers take care of their lives and clean up.

Later, Aunt Ye Wanrou came.

Zhao Xiaoshuai paused, took a big sip of wine, and said:
When my aunt brought Lele here for the first time, I was very disgusted because Lin Xiaoshuai had a mother and a younger sister, but I became an orphan.

Rebelliously, I broke the bowl, dirty the floor, and spilled the rice on the table. I deliberately bullied Lele, smeared the dirty things on her face, scratched her clothes, and saw her crying and complaining. , I am very happy, I am waiting for my aunt to scold me, waiting for Lin Xiaoshuai to help his sister beat me up, waiting for my father to beat me to death!
I thought in my heart, as long as they provoke me, I will do more bad things until I drive them away!

I just want to get Auntie and Le Leqi away, and I don't want to drive Lin Xiaoshuai away, because I know that if Lin Xiaoshuai leaves with his mother, I will be even more lonely!
I kept changing tricks, time and time again, trying to piss them off!
But everything I was waiting for didn't happen. Auntie cleaned up the broken bowls, mopped the floor, and changed Lele's clothes. She didn't scold me, Lin Xiaoshuai didn't beat me up, and Dad didn't beat me up!
Lin Xiaoshuai ignored me as before, and Lele still came to play with me. Auntie treated me the same as she treated them. There was no difference in food, clothing, and play, and sometimes she even treated me more. Well, especially Lele, she would scold Lin Xiaoshuai, kick him, tell him to get lost, but she was very kind to me!
Sometimes I feel as if I am my aunt's son and Lele's elder brother, while Lin Xiaoshuai has become an orphan instead.

Whenever this happens, I will feel proud of him while feeling pitiful for him.

Lin Xiaoshuai was doing sabotage at home like I did before, but his aunt beat him and he ran away!

At that time he was seven years old, I was more than six years old, and he was only a few months older than me.

He didn't come back that night. My aunt was very anxious and looked for him everywhere with my father. Only Lele was very happy. She clapped her hands and shouted: "Oh! Oh! Oh! No one is robbing my mother!"

I gave her a hard look, pushed her away and ran out.

For the first time, I felt scared. I was afraid that Lin Xiaoshuai would never come back. I was afraid that after Auntie and Lele left, I would be alone in this house. I panicked and started to help Auntie find him.

When it was dark, I didn't dare to go far, so I searched in front of and behind the house. Sometimes Lin Xiaoshuai and I got angry and would hide around the house until he came out to look for me, and I went back with him.

But I did not find him.

It was almost dawn when Auntie and Dad came back exhausted. Auntie started to cry and said she shouldn't have hit Lin Xiaoshuai: "This kid doesn't like to talk since he was a child, and he doesn't have any friends. Where can he hide?"

That reminds me, I don't think I have any friends either, where would I hide if Dad hit me?
Of course it is to go to the person who loves us the most and cry, because then we will be comforted!
I remembered a place, turned around and ran out.

I ran to the grave of my grandparents, and sure enough, Lin Xiaoshuai fell asleep in front of my grandma's grave.

I breathed a sigh of relief and sat there waiting for him to wake up.

We've been like this all the time, one gets mad and the other never yells, doesn't apologize, just sits together for a while and then it's over.

(End of this chapter)