The Cannon Fodder of Quick Transmigration, she turned black again

Chapter 509 Breaking the Bigger God (24)

"I'm still scared." Song Ze continued.

"afraid of what?"

"I'm afraid that one day when I don't know, you will suddenly leave my world, so I hope that the original Long Yue has already been reincarnated and will never come back. I am also afraid that the time is too short and I worry that it will not be too late to hold you. In my arms, you're gone."

Looking at the person in front of him, Song Ze's eyes were never serious before. This may be the only thing he can be serious about in the past 20 years, except for hating that bastard who killed his mother.

And this seriousness can even last a lifetime.

Shen Ci was silent. In fact, hearing this, Shen Ci was fully satisfied. On the surface, she was calm, but in fact her heart was not calm at all.

To be honest, after so many worlds, the two of them can be considered an old couple, but Shen Ci's emotions have always been in a period of insecurity.

There are many things to be afraid of, and sometimes I even worry about who I am in love with, which separates one relationship after another.

For her, who has always been emotionally indifferent, this was something Shen Ci thought would never happen, but it just happened.

Knowing for the first time that everyone she fell in love with was actually a different fragment of the main god, this was really a maddening thing, at least for Shen Ci.

If this was an ordinary relationship, she would have even thought about killing that ghost master and keeping it by her side. This idea appeared in Shen Ci's dreams countless times.

But from the first time her heart softened, she was destined to be unable to do so. She would never be able to do anything to this special "person", so she needed a sense of security, and she needed to search for him countless times to satisfy her illusory desire for possession.

So every time this happens, she will feel very happy, but she will ignore it over time, and every time the other party seems to lack these things.

Even love harder than yourself. After all, chasing an uncertain person is not something everyone can do, nor can everyone have the courage to persevere.

Shen Ci also used her actions to give the most obvious action to Song Ze who was also insecure in front of him.

Hugging is the most direct way for humans to express their feelings, and kissing is a further step, and Shen Ci wants to give all of this to the person in her arms.

"I won't leave, just keep entangled like this, don't let anyone go." Shen Ci said with a smile, her tone was more serious than ever.

From this moment, Shen Ci let go of all the burdens, and truly accepted all the feelings that happened at this moment.

My heart also became firm.

Song Ze hugged back in surprise, as if the long-term indifference to everything had turned into a solid foundation, with a sense of reality to this world, this identity, and being alive.

"who are you?"

Shen Ci suddenly felt a stabbing pain in her head, and the system was jumping wildly, trying to stop her, but was quickly blocked by Shen Ci.

"My surname is Shen. When my adoptive father brought me home, I broke a beautiful white porcelain, so that became my name."

"Shen Porcelain?"

Shen Ci pinched Song Ze's waist hard, and the next second his wrist was grabbed, "Shen Ci, that's great."

Shen Ci: "..."

This is not the first person to call her name. Since her death in the apocalypse, and later in the Space-Time Management Bureau, she has played the role of countless people, helped countless people avoid various predetermined endings, killed many people, and saved many people.

She is a passer-by in everyone's life, and everyone is just a passer-by in her life.

But she actually felt real after being caught by someone, and after a long period of time, she finally found this person.

"I don't know your name yet, I look forward to the moment when I can meet you."

Song Ze frowned, "I'm Song Ze?"

Shen Ci: "I know."

"Then who are you asking?" Song Ze asked this question, and he even wondered if he had got some substitute script.

Shen Ci smiled and said, "Don't think so wildly."

Song Ze felt relieved, and then became even more curious about Shen Ci's identity and past, so he quickly turned into a hundred thousand whys.

"Ah Ci, can you tell me about your past? I would like to know more. For example, were you killed by someone in your last life? Are you resurrected now?"

Shen Ci: "..."

Human brains are indeed quite big, and this is not limited to anyone.

"No one can kill me. Those who tried to kill me all died in the end. The first world I lived in was the end of the world. That world was full of monsters that eat people. It was not easy to live. In order to protect everyone I Those who care about turn themselves into a killing machine." This is the first time that Shen Ci began to describe her original world carefully with a person.

She didn't mean to care too much, and everyone didn't think she had any emotions of caring.

"I don't just kill zombies, I even kill people. After all, people in that world can't even be called human beings. Even the lovers who were close one second can draw their swords at each other the next moment. My adoptive father died very early, leaving behind a Sister, I also have a boyfriend who was a university professor before the end of the world, he chased me for two years and treated me very well, he became my boyfriend naturally, and we even got engaged."

When Shen Ci mentioned the word engagement, it was obvious that the hands holding her were straining, and even her breathing slowed down.

"I don't love him. It's just normal for someone to pursue him, and then I agree because of loneliness."

Song Ze pretended to be relaxed, "No need to explain, I don't care, he's dead anyway."

Shen Ci: "..." The tone didn't sound like she didn't care at all.

Shen Ci couldn't continue to say, "The three of us depend on each other for life, and it has been like this since the end of the world. Later, he fell in love with my sister, and because I killed too many zombies and too many people, I was stained with blood and blood. The death of the zombies, they felt scared, so they wanted to let me leave forever, so they played a show with my opponents and imprisoned me, and even wanted to deprive me of my abilities, and finally I pulled them , destroyed that world."

Shen Ci used a calm tone to describe the whole process, but if she was not careful, she felt her shoulders were wet.

It turned out that at some point, this Song Ze actually wept on his shoulder.

Shen Ci: "..."

Song Ze asked, "Were you scared back then?"

Shen Ci: Are you afraid?At that time, apart from being a little disappointed, she didn't have any normal emotions at that time. The only thing involved was her adoptive father's upbringing and her responsibility to her sister.

So there is no fear, and even a sense of relief.

But inexplicably, Shen Ci's tone became aggrieved, "I'm afraid! They're pointing at me with knives."

Song Ze hugged the person in his arms hard, "I'll kill them, bastard!!!"

Shen Ci burst out laughing, "There will be a chance."

(End of this chapter)