time is my shadow

Chapter 439 Retiring in the face of difficulties (5)

I miss someone very much, but I don't have the courage to go to him.

Lin Mengmeng looked at Xia Tian's QQ avatar in silence. Xia Tian's QQ avatar was dim, which meant that it was offline and no one was there.

If you hesitate for a long time, your courage will disappear.

At the beginning, I was free from scruples, and I carefully considered the length of my words.

A friend sent Lin Mengmeng a message. He was a stranger and someone he didn't know.

"Sometimes you give your heart to others, but others often feel that it is in the way, so loving yourself is the biggest wave in life." Wanyue.

"Giving your heart is romantic in itself, and it has nothing to do with who you are to. Whether it is to people, cats or dogs, or things you like to do."

"Who are you and why do you say these things?" This person is not my classmate, so why did he say so many words inexplicably, directly poking at the pain.

"You don't know me, but I know you." Zangyue.

"funny."

"Missing is not not not loving, but not being qualified." That person suddenly appeared in Xia Tian's comment.

When Lin Mengmeng opened Xia Tianshuo again, there were hundreds of comments in it, which frightened Lin Mengmeng, there are so many QQ people in Xia Tian.

"I always can't control my stupid self. It's been more than a year since we broke up, and I still can't help but watch my ex-boyfriend's space all the time. I feel cheap every time I watch it, but I still go and torture myself over and over again. It's good. Damn, how should I save myself."

"I used to watch it directly, but now I secretly read about him. I can see it at school. Sometimes I want to attract his attention or go into the ground. About him, I don't care about it. I care about it and think about it, but I can still be happy."

"I always think of him, it's been a long time, even if he has nothing to do with you, you can still have fun, especially if he doesn't like it, he won't like it."

"Yo, we both have the same experience, I'm a man, do you want to make a couple?"

"Hahaha."

"I love you, I have no money. I love you, I play games."

"I love you too. I'm rich and I love you too. I can play games."

"Is it time to start playing the guess who I am game?"

"Yes"

As they talked, they pulled out their romantic history, and what they said made people feel distressed and regrettable.

"I really want to go back to that winter, looking at the dim street lights on the campus outside the window, with your joy and laughter around me. It's just that time has passed, and you who didn't notice at the beginning have become your proud self. How powerless, the cowardly and ruthless self at the time .”

Lin Mengmeng looked at this comment and fell into deep thought. If time could go back, what would I be able to capture?

However, summer is really good.

I always send me messages from time to time, and I always answer with um, no matter what, I still have feelings for you, because I saw my former self in you.

Lin Mengmeng stopped reading this, because except for a full stop, Xia Tian never replied to anyone, so it was impossible to guess what he was thinking.

Lin Mengmeng, don't think too much.

Xia Tian is already very good, he gave up a lot for you, you have to learn to be content, don't ask too much.

He is not yours alone.

Xia Tian may post this to say that this is to give up something, don't be sad.

Lin Mengmeng opened the game assistant, and saw that Xia Tian was carrying the game alone, there was nothing wrong with it, he was playing alone.

"Xiamen, do you want to fight the exciting battlefield together?" Lin Mengmeng asked.

"Wait for me, finish it right away."

What Lin Mengmeng, who was watching the battle, saw was that Xia Tian blew himself up to death.

(End of this chapter)