The hero of quick time travel always tricks me

Chapter 189 Secrets of the Shrine (41)

Ye Shuying would not know Mu Jin's troubled mood at this moment.

In fact, even if she knew about it, she wouldn't take it to heart.

Some things, once you choose, there is no room for regret.

What's more, Ye Shuying never regrets what she has done, she only regrets what she did not dare to do for various reasons.

So this is also the reason why Ye Shuying knew that Mu Jin had drugged Xiao Qi, but she didn't reveal it for a long time.

Anyway, Hibiscus can be regarded as fulfilling one of her thoughts.

And apart from that one thing, Mu Jin has never done anything to be sorry for her master.

So sometimes, there is really no need to kill everyone. If you leave something on the line, you can also have more escape routes, for example...

Ye Shuying subconsciously touched her slightly raised belly, and an unspeakable pain flashed in her eyes.

This child who is destined to be without the love of his parents after birth, he still needs someone to take care of him.

The more Mu Jin feels guilty towards her now, the more attentive she will be in taking care of this child in the future.

This can be regarded as the last thing her mother can do for this child.

She can't grow up with him, but I hope that with Mu Jin's careful care in the future, he can also live happily.

As for Xiao Qi... Ye Shuying couldn't help but licked the corners of her lips bitterly.

She never thought of telling Xiao Qi about the existence of this child.

Of course she didn't do this to revenge Xiao Qi, after all, she never hated him, did she?
She just felt that she had done something that made Xiao Qi unhappy so recklessly, so as compensation, she would naturally not be able to bother him in the future no matter what.

She couldn't go, and neither could her children.

Thinking of this, Ye Shuying's eyes suddenly filled with sadness.

Just in this way, she really felt sorry for this unborn child.

Tormented by the self-blame and sadness in her heart, Ye Shuying was no longer in the mood to cook tea.

She quickly put down the tea set in her hand, turned to Mu Jin and said, "Mu Jin, help me out for a walk, I'm really bored after hiding in this room all day long."

Ye Shuying had given such orders, so Mu Jin certainly had no reason not to listen.

So she hurriedly stepped forward to hold Ye Shuying's hand, and the master and servant went out for a walk by the small pond together.

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The border, Dongliguo army.

In the majestic tent of the Chinese army, Xiao Qi was sitting in front of the desk, frowning and thinking.

However, what he was thinking about was not about the next battle. After all, Beizhen was no longer a climate, and it was only a matter of time before he retreated and surrendered.

So there is nothing to worry about in the war, and they will be able to lead the army back to the court in three months at most.

So what Xiao Qi feels troubled and embarrassing now is actually what happened after he went back.

Now that his mother is looking for a wife for him in the capital, Xiao Qi knows about it.

Of course, he had told his mother countless times in letters home that he didn't need anyone else to be his wife.

But my mother never took his words to heart.

What's more, the more he resisted, the more intense his mother's reaction was, as if she wished to arrange a marriage for him before he returned to Beijing.

The marriage of children is the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker. Xiao Qi has no way to change his mother's mind, which makes him very depressed and helpless.

But after being helpless, most of them are still uneasy.

Because he didn't know what kind of appearance he should appear in front of Ye Shuying in such a situation.

If Ah Ying heard that his mother was so eager to choose a wife for him in Kyoto, he would be very sad, right?
Would she misunderstand that it was his own idea?Misunderstood that he wanted to be with another woman?
Xiao Qi didn't know, but because he didn't know, he felt more and more worried.

He was very sure that he only wanted to be with Ah Ying in his life, but she didn't know, she probably always thought that he didn't love her?

However, Xiao Qi couldn't explain this to her.

In other words, since he figured it out, he hasn't had the chance to explain it to her.

Thinking of this, Xiao Qi felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart.

He knew that he should let her understand his mind as soon as possible, but he didn't know how he should speak.

Some things, thinking and doing are completely different things, there is no way to compare them.

So how should this game be solved now?What should he do to give her happiness as he promised her?
Xiao Qi didn't know.

He felt that he might be able to ask Emperor Wu De for help, but Xiao Qi was not sure whether Emperor Wu De would help him.

Although before he set off on the expedition, Emperor Wu De did promise him that he would not prevent A Ying from continuing his relationship with him in the future.

But the question now is whether Ah Ying is willing to start over with him or not, this is still an unknown thing.

Xiao Qi thought, maybe he should think of a way to find out Ye Shuying's thoughts first, and then make a good plan for his next move.

All in all, he has already made up his mind.

In this life, his wife can only be Ye Shuying, even if he has to pay a huge price to be with her, he will not hesitate.

With a direction in his mind, Xiao Qi immediately calmed down. Worrying about gains and losses has never been in line with his character, is it?

Thinking of this, a rare smile finally appeared on Xiao Qi's handsome and gentle face.

Aying, just wait a little longer, I will be back soon.

This time, I will definitely treat you well, cherish and love you with all my life...

Xiao Qi thought very well, and all his thoughts at this time were from the bottom of his heart, which was the deepest desire in his heart.

If he really has the chance to return to Kyoto and see Ye Shuying again, then he will definitely not break his promise and will stay with her.

Unfortunately, there are always too many surprises and surprises in this world, so no one will ever know whether your plan can really be implemented as smoothly as imagined.

It was as if Xiao Qi never expected that when he happily returned to Kyoto and wanted to start over with his beloved girl, he would hear such terrible news that made him feel heartbroken.

She is gone, and she will never come back in this lifetime.

Ye Shuying died, on the delivery bed, because of dystocia, and also because there was nothing to love in life.

From now on, he will never see her beautiful face again, and he will never have the chance to start a new life with her. Between them, this life is destined to end in tragedy.

(End of this chapter)