How many times have I tried to give up missing you

Chapter 153 I Want to Be the Me in Your Eyes

Lin Yicheng continued to sit at the bar, and ordered a few more cans of beer: "Have some too?" Handed Ye Yixuan a can, Ye Yixuan pulled the tab and suddenly swallowed: "Do you know? You are so inexplicable Let's go, how worried everyone is about you."

Lin Yicheng paused slightly when she pulled the ring's hand: "Really? Will everyone worry about me?"

Ye Yixuan put down the wine in his hand, and asked in a cold voice: "What do you think? Do you have a conscience? When you were unconscious, there were three people guarding you and never took a step away. But when you woke up, it was How did you do it? Are you sorry for everyone?"

Lin Yicheng lowered her head: "I'm sorry, I'll pay attention next time!"

Ye Yixuan took a deep breath: "From what you mean, do you still want to have a next time? You still want to be injured and unconscious. Do you still want us to worry about you in fear?"

"I don't mean that. I just think that I have dragged everyone down too much. I don't want to make anyone sad because I am sad. I just want to be a good actor who can bring everyone happiness. But the water in this circle is too deep .”

"Sometimes you do something unintentionally. Others don't know how to retaliate against you. And you have to maintain your own image and suppress your temper. You can't explode, and you can't retaliate against others. Defense. Others are in the dark, but I am in the light.”

"I don't want to be a loser in this war. But I also can't be a winner in this war, because I can't hurt others."

"Ye Yixuan, do you know this feeling? When you are not good, everyone will laugh at you and say you are not good. When you are good, some people will frame you and make you not good."

After Lin Yicheng finished speaking, she took a few sips, and Ye Yixuan snatched the wine jar from her hand: "Don't drink it. I know you have gone through this. I will feel sorry for you too. But I hope you are still the one who dares to pursue Dream, be positive and optimistic. You who are not afraid of any difficulties.”

Lin Yicheng put her head in her hands and cried bitterly: "I also want to be who you think I am, but I can't do it. Everyone knows that I have a bad temper. But in this circle, since three years ago, I have been After snatching the first female lead. My first play. There will be no more after that.”

"For the first time, I realized that I was also timid. If Cen Shaoyu hadn't been by my side, protected me, cheered me on, and encouraged me, I might not be able to live the way I want. We have gone through four years .In the past four years, we have slept in a rental house and lived in the basement. We have no home yet, so we spent the night outside."

"Because his mother left. The income of the cake shop was not very high. Later, they couldn't pay the wages of the employees, and many people resigned and left. Do you know how hard he works? He can study all day long. A maximum of four or five hours of sleep a week."

"And he can't afford to pay his employees. The money is used for my classes, teachers, and tutors. Otherwise, I can't get a double-degree college diploma. He also likes acting, but if he enters In this circle, there won’t be so much space to protect me.”

"So he also went to learn cooking. It wasn't until two years ago when I became popular that he had the money to continue to find employees and bring everyone back. The cake shop was also upgraded to a cooking shop and kept going."

Lin Yicheng snatched the wine bottle and continued to drink until the can was finished.She raised her head and looked at Ye Yixuan with teary eyes.

(End of this chapter)