Marriage first and then love: the president enforces the pet

Chapter 441 Monologue (4)

I'm Han Jingchen.

Never thought that one day she would leave Xiaowan in that way.

Really, very sad.

I know I am domineering, but because I love her, I will be domineering to her.

From childhood to adulthood, I have been responsible for every detail of her, even the first time she came to be an aunt, I have witnessed it.

I remember every bit of her, no matter how many years apart.

After finally sending her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate, he left her before he could grow old with her.

Think about it, still sad.

I don't know what will happen to her and the child after I die. I just hope that if she can meet someone she likes again, she can have someone to accompany her for the rest of her life.

But in the bottom of my heart, I still hope that she will never meet.

I'm very selfish, I'm not generous enough to let my woman be with others, but I can't bear her alone.

So, let God decide everything.

But even if she is with someone else in the future, I still love her very much and hope she is happy.

Because I know that I can no longer give her happiness.

But, after she has someone else, will she always love me?
I will!After all, she said that she only loves me.

Think about it, still sad.

----split line----

I am Mu Wanqing.

After half a life full of calculations, the result is still unable to escape the calculations.

The nightmare at the beginning seemed to be my nightmare, but after the killing of death that night, I finally remembered it.

That dream, what grandpa said to her, and the person who patted her on the shoulder and wanted to take her away.

Grandpa told her to leave and never come back.

The person behind her who patted her was the only one who was not in the sea of ​​flames, that is, my dad.

It's a pity that I don't remember him at the time, and I don't remember my mother either.

He wanted to catch me, but Grandpa told me to run away, so I ran away.

On the way to escape, I met Han Jingchen and Han Jingshen, but they got separated in the end.

On the way, I met Qiao Tang, the man who warmed me up for countless years.

He was a few years older than me and took good care of me. Even when I was hunted down, he didn't leave me alone to run for my life.

Based on this alone, I regard him as my best friend.

Later, it proved that I was not wrong about the person, he helped me in many things, especially when investigating cases or other materials.

Unfortunately, he died because of me.

If I had stopped him at that time, perhaps nothing would have happened to him, but in the end, there is no if.

Not only him, but even my brother died because of me.

He just recognized me as his younger sister, but he always stands in front of me and protects me when danger happens.

What he said, he delivered.

But the person I would rather die is me, not him.

Grandpa Gu and Grandpa Tang, they are the two remaining guardians of the family. With their death, the real secret about the tattoo totem seems to be buried in the loess, and no one will know it anymore.

After these things happened, I thought about dying, but the children are still young, and their hard-working property has not yet stabilized, so I can't die.

So after doing everything, I left City A and went to a place where no one knew.

I have done a lot of things and learned a lot, but I like my last job best - killer.

It seems that only killing can make me feel the beauty of being alive and wash away the dead silence in my heart.

I don't know when I will die, but I think, maybe before I die, I will be a killer to kill until I am killed.

　[The author has something to say] Destined, we will meet again!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)