You are the only first love in this life

Chapter 59 New and old
She has always been very confident in her appearance, and her suitor Huancheng has never just talked about it. In addition, her parents' excellent genes are there, even if she has no makeup, she will not panic at all. Such a question is just a casual question. Unexpectedly, Zhao Sheng answered honestly, it seemed that he was really restless.

Zhao Sheng also knew that he had already reacted, and he was a little helpless: "Jinshu, are you testing me?"

Yi Jinshu felt that this was wronging her: "I never tried to test you, and I never felt that it has anything to do with respect or not. What's more, you can only marry me in the end, so what happens now is just a matter of circumstance. All it takes is to experience married life in advance.”

Zhao Sheng couldn't talk to her, so he just shut up.

"I'm already 26, and I can take on anything I do, it doesn't matter what you and my dad promised."

Zhao Sheng: "..."

"...So, I'm inviting you."

Yi Jinshu crossed his legs and propped his head, looking at him with a half-truth and half-fake expression.

Zhao Sheng: "Jinshu, I..."

"You can not?"

Choking for a while, Zhao Sheng felt that if he didn't do anything else, he would be a man in vain, so he leaned forward and kissed him, and finally got out of hand.

At the last moment, Zhao Sheng stopped in time: "Jinshu, I'm sorry, I, I can't..."

Yi Jinshu was speechless, and he also showed himself that he was not bad, so why did he hesitate to take the last step.

"Okay, okay, forget it."

Yi Jinshu lost interest, pushed him away and walked into the bathroom.

Zhao Sheng sat outside silently.

Don't want to?
impossible.

But he couldn't convince himself in the end.

He couldn't help but wonder, if he really took this step and the two had a relationship, but in the end they didn't get together due to various force majeure, if she married someone else, would that person look down on her because of it? ?

He was the last thing he wanted her to suffer any harm.

It's not that he has no hope for their future, but that this force majeure includes his unnatural death.

He wasn't sure if he could live a long and healthy life, because people with this condition never lived long, without exception.

Although there are too many exceptions in him, for example, autism has never had a high IQ champion, and there is no possibility of cure, but he is not sure enough to live a happy and healthy life like her, although he hopes so.

Although thinking that in the future, when he really dies, she may smile in someone else's arms, she will fall in love with someone else, and someone will love her for him, just like they used to...

Maybe occasionally she would think that there used to be such a person, but he was already dead...

Just thinking about it was enough to make him miserable, but he kept thinking about it over and over again.

Of course he knew that Yi Jinshu couldn't let Yi Jinshu know about this kind of thinking, otherwise it would be light to be scolded.

Fortunately, this idea was not known to Yi Jinshu. Taking a step back, she never lived for others to see. Even if this day really comes, she will never regret what she has done .

Apart from Zhao Sheng, she really doesn't know who else can make her love like this, even if he dies, even if for the heir, there is a new man by her side, Zhao Sheng will always be the moonlight in her heart, no one else Can and.

(End of this chapter)