you amaze me the whole time

Chapter 198 Is justice really important?
"So you're popular now, you don't need us anymore? Isn't that right? Haven't you always been gentle and watery before?"

The crowd didn't know who came up suddenly.

Immediately, the atmosphere became lively again.

"Am I not gentle enough? I still don't understand what happened to make you hate me so much?"

Everyone didn't believe that Gu Lian would not know that such a big thing happened.

At one time, she thought that she was pretending to be pitiful again, trying to trick their sympathy.

"Everyone, don't believe her. Isn't it bad enough that we were deceived by her pitiful appearance?"

"Yeah yeah!"

It turns out that there is no degree of true despair.

"I really regret that you fell in love with me."

"Mu Chen is gone!"

Although I haven't spent a lot of time with him, Gu Lian knows that if it involves his own affairs, he will definitely care about it.

Today, he will definitely do a very good job.

She doesn't want to owe anyone any more.

She doesn't care about anything anymore, those who believe in her will believe without explaining, and those who don't believe in her, even if she tells her the other way around, will still say that they are hypocritical.

What is the need!

Anyway, sooner or later you have to leave.

Gu Lian didn't know that when she turned around, Mu Chen looked directly at the person who caused trouble just now, as if he was looking at a dead person.

The empty house was lifeless, without a trace of fireworks.

An inexplicable feeling of emptiness and fear.

Summer nights should have been unbearably hot.

However, Gu Lian felt that she was so calm that it was frightening.

"so cold!"

"Would it be different if my mother was here?"

Lie down with the sofa.

On this day, as usual, Gu Lian just returned home after class. Today was her birthday, and she was in a particularly happy mood.

"Lian Lian, get out of class is over, thank you for your hard work! The meal will be ready after a while!"

She smiled extraordinarily brightly, like a flower that just bloomed, attracting the yearning of countless people.

"it is good!"

"Mom, this is delicious!"

"I know you like it, so eat more if it tastes good!"

"It's better than mother!"

"Lian Lian, mom is gone! You have to take care of yourself, be happy, and live for yourself!"

"Mother!"

Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, he cried and laughed.

"I can't even bear to dream of you, how can you tell me to forget!"

Take the key and go out the door like a fugitive.

Walking aimlessly along the road.

No matter how lively the passers-by are, she is not among them.

Unintentionally looking up, the corner of the sky attracted her.

Go through the alley, turn the corner.

This is a place where beggars often appear. Here, everything you see is not surprising.

Fighting, robbing, and stealing are commonplace.

Of course, everyone here knows it.

In the past, Gu Lian was always thinking, even if it is like this, why does it still exist!

Until this moment, she understood.

There is no right or wrong in this world, if you think it is right, then it is right.

Conversely, if it feels wrong to you, then it is.

The world does not allow beggars to do this, but what about beggars themselves!
Besides, she found, most of them had the severe kind.

At least, she didn't see them robbing old people or children.

She felt that there was nothing wrong with them. If it was not a last resort, she believed that no one would choose this path!
There are all kinds of ways to make money, but if they exist, don't treat them differently.

After all, what you know, whoever chooses to go that way, wouldn't know it!
"Look, what I don't like, I allow her to exist."

"However, this world still doesn't seem to allow me to exist."

I wanted to leave, but my feet involuntarily went in a certain direction.

Looking up at the place, there was a beggar in a tattered overcoat with his head down and his back against the wall.

At first glance, it is obviously the same as the others, there is no big difference.

However, Gu Lian was inexplicably attracted by his temperament.

It was as if, he should have stood in the light and accepted the attention of everyone, instead of spending the rest of his life in this dark alley.

At this time, a person walked up to him.Dropped some money in.

After that, Gu Lian heard him say something.

"I know you are short of money, how about giving me a hundred for reading a poem!"

There's nothing wrong with that.

Getting money is easy and easy.

However, other beggars are not envious of coming.

"Hey, look, someone came to him again. If it was me, I would have agreed. What a great opportunity, I don't know how to cherish it! I deserve to be hungry all day long."

"You haven't gotten used to it yet! He's just like that, I thought he'd change!"

"Hey, I heard that he used to teach, and he taught well. Later, he seemed to be resigned because of some things."

"I heard that the talent is very good, otherwise, it would be impossible for so many people to come to him all day! However, I am surprised that the talent is so good, why can't you find a job?"

"Is there even a need to ask! Someone must have been punished!"

"I can't even get enough to eat, so what kind of morals do I need? Sure enough, nine out of ten scholars are fools."

Gu Lian unconsciously listened to their conversation.

After looking at it, the person who was being discussed by everyone was still the same, and he didn't even raise his head.

"I'm sorry, I won't!"

"Really, spoil the fun!"

He left after swearing, obviously not the first time.

"Thank you!"

The man finally made a movement, raised his head, and then lowered it again.

The movement was quick, but Gu Lian, who had been paying attention to him, could see his appearance clearly.

Unexpectedly, the meeting again will meet in this way.

He knew more or less what happened back then.

However, it was limited to him being resigned by the school, and she didn't know more about it, and she never took the trouble to understand it.

After all, she never thought about meeting him in the future.

"Teacher, do you regret it?"

Gu Lian noticed sensitively that his shoulders were shaking all the time.

Gu Lian knew that this was fear, no, it should be said that it was a variety of emotions!
He slowly raised his head, like a soulless, controlled puppet.

The eyes were dull, so dark that it made people feel frightened.

He didn't ask her.

As a result, Gu Lian didn't know whether he recognized her or not.

It probably didn't matter to her, though, or to him.

A person who is full of disappointment in life, a person who is full of despair in life, his heart is dead.

"It's been a long time since anyone called me that!"

"I've always done things I like all my life, so why regret it!"

"I think you know what I'm talking about!"

"Even after doing that, don't you regret the result now?"

"I was born knowing that I should insist on pretending to be righteous. Afterwards, I came into contact with people who defend justice. There is nothing wrong with teaching and educating people, and I don't regret it!"

"Teacher, I want to know, is integrity really that important in this world?"

"Important! More important than life!"

"Is the truth important?"

"That's not important, it's dispensable!"

Gu Lian suddenly had nothing to say.

(End of this chapter)