you amaze me the whole time

Chapter 5 Still Can't Escape
The classroom suddenly fell silent, how much Gu Lian wished that they could be noisy when talking to other people, and it would be best not to hear me.However, they did not.

After a while, I don't know who laughed.Immediately afterwards, many people quickly joined the laughing team.

"Haha, my hobbies are listening to music. Hey, do you think she can sing? But ah, definitely not, her voice is so ugly, and I feel ashamed to be in the same class as her, let alone listen to her talk gone."

"You see, she looks pretty, but she's useless, she's a poor little girl who can't even speak."

At this time, the teacher hurriedly stopped.

Gu Lian knew that he shouldn't care about it, yes, they were still young.But everyone forgot that she was also as old as them, and she was also raised in the hands of her parents since she was a child.

Looking at the situation, Gu Lian unconsciously remembered that year.The math teacher asked her to answer the question, and she answered it.Because she is suffering all the time, those problems are a piece of cake for her.But because the teacher didn't hear clearly, he looked at the students and asked, "Did you hear clearly?"

The students said, I heard clearly.

A classmate who usually has a good relationship with Gu Lian repeated what Gu Lian said.

The teacher asked again: "Did she say that? Would she know? Or did you answer it for her yourself?"

However, the matter did not end here. After asking, he mocked again: "Does she have no tongue? Or is her tongue broken, so she can't speak."

Gu Lian still remembered how she looked at that time, silly and embarrassed.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, Gu Lian kept telling herself: "Fool, don't cry. It's not worth it, your tears are really precious." But, she couldn't stop.

Gu Lian liked the mirror the most, because she felt that when she was crying, it might not necessarily smile.

Second, it is late at night.Apparently she forgot that she used to be a child who was afraid of rain and thunder!She often cries in the middle of the night, but she is so strong.She didn't want others to see her fragile appearance, let alone their pitiful expressions.

Gu Lian knew that he was not a good teacher, but so what.He can still hold a stable income and live an enviable life.

These are not important, but he ruined her childhood.

As a result, there is no trace of a wonderful figure in the long road of life.

Gu Lian thought that as long as she hid it well, no one would know.Everything will pass, until now, she found out that I have been deceiving myself all this time.

There has never been anything empathetic in this world.

Looking at their appearance, Gu Lian's heart sank to the bottom of the valley.

Maybe they will never know how much courage she took to stand up.How many deep breaths do you have to finish this sentence.

Gu Lian thought that this was her limit, but she never expected to be strong enough to listen to them.Perhaps, she is stronger than she imagined.

Even if the tears have wet the clothes, even if the hands have been pricked with blood, even if the heartache is so painful that I can't breathe.

Gu Lian still told herself, be strong, no one and no one will love you.Just bear it and it will be fine.

At night, Gu Lian was not in the mood to sleep.Tell them she wants to go out for a walk.

Before I could hear their response, I left.

Maybe it's because I don't want to let myself down again.
Before I knew it, I came to the secret base of Sakura again.Although Gu Lian already knew that this was the secret base of the school's three major school grassroots.

But she couldn't find a place to go, and said to herself: "Just a while, it's so late now, no one will come."

Gu Lian looked at the cherry blossom tree in front of him in a daze, and didn't notice when there was anyone sitting beside him.

"Why are you crying? What happened? Can you tell me?" A cold voice rang in my ears.

Gu Lian inexplicably felt a little familiar, and looked to the side, only to find that it was Shangguan Lie.

Hastily said: "No, just to relax."

Sorry I don't know this late.And people, I didn't come here on purpose.

I just... just couldn't find anywhere else to go.I know it's my fault.Next time, never again.

After speaking, he turned around quickly, wanting to leave.

Suddenly fell into an embrace, Gu Lian stared at him blankly.

Shangguan Lie didn't expose Gu Lian's lies, but just wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his hands.Only then did Gu Lian realize that when she was in a daze, tears had already filled her eyes.

Thinking of the lie just now, suddenly, there was a kind of liar who was caught telling lies.Feeling very embarrassed, her face blushed unconsciously.

"No interruptions," he said.

Gu Lian didn't react for a while, and looked at him suspiciously, as if asking.

He said patiently again: "You didn't bother me, you can come here if you are unhappy in the future."

"How is this possible? Isn't this your secret base?" Gu Lian asked in surprise.

He said "You are different"

With her heart beating so fast, Gu Lian suddenly wanted to ask, "Why is she different?"

But he was afraid of hearing the answer that would disappoint him.

(End of this chapter)