Quickly wear it without leaving any regrets in this life

Chapter 120 Promise You A Taste Bud (9)

Luo Lingyu thought that what happened today was completely beyond her imagination. She knew that Jia Tianya had good intentions, and she shouldn't be like this, but she just couldn't control herself. Maybe this was her self-esteem!

The more you think about it, the bigger your head becomes, and the more you think about it, the easier it is to fall into an endless loop. Luo Lingyu doesn't know what to do next, "Maybe it's best to separate." A dark thought flashed in her heart .

"Separate?" She thought in her heart why she felt such pain when she made up her mind.

Thinking of all the things that happened during this period, and thinking of Jia Tianya's concern for her, her heart ached even more.

"We are destined not to be the same way, and we are destined to be separated. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. Rather than experiencing the pain of separation in the future, it is better to separate now!" Luo Lingyu thought in her heart.

"Can family factors really determine everything? Didn't we get along very well before? Did you give up just because you knew the gap between you and her was so big? If this is the case, then you are a coward. You don't deserve Ya Ya's care, and you are also doomed to be alone and not worthy of friends." Luo Lingyu cursed her dark thoughts in her heart.

"Maybe I'm just a coward! Maybe I really don't deserve the care of ducks! I'm really tired. In this unequal relationship, I think I have done a lot. I have tried too. But I really don't know what to do, and I don't know how to get along with her.

She used her so-called communication method to overwhelm me, and I didn't know what to do. "Luo Lingyu said with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

On the one hand, there is the desire for friendship, and on the other hand, the inability to overcome the hesitation in his heart.She couldn't breathe under the pressure like a mountain.

She also knew that the biggest obstacle to their relationship was not Jia Tianya but herself, the sensitivity and inferiority in her heart.But she couldn't overcome the inferiority complex in her heart, and the more she interacted with her, the more she felt like she was desecrating her.

In her heart, Jia Tianya is like a fairy in the sky, who can only be seen from a distance but cannot be profaned.

At this time, she seemed to have fallen into a dead end, blocking all the faults on herself.

The more she thinks about it, the more she realizes that the problem between the two of them is not necessarily her own, but also Jia Tianya's self-righteous problem, and she has forgotten that what they need is not a separation but a quiet talk.

But at this time, she seemed to be caught in a kind of obstacle, and felt that it was her fault, because she didn't want to show her miserable past in front of them.

Just as she was hesitating, there was a knock on her door.

Luo Lingyu wiped away the tears around her eyes, walked to the door, and opened the door.

When Luo Lingyu was old, she could still remember what Jia Tianya said to her when she took that step. She later said: "If it weren't for Yaya, I wouldn't be who I am today. Optimistic, cheerful, Confidence. It was she who helped me overcome my inner inferiority complex and fear. It was she who created a brand new me. It was the greatest luck in my life to meet her.”

"Luo... Lingyu, are you crying?" Jia Tianya said looking at her with red eyes.

"No! It was caused by the wind blowing over my face just now. What's the matter with you, Yaya?" Luo Lingyu explained while pointing to the open window behind her, afraid that she might not believe it.

Jia Tianya didn't really believe it even if she had achieved this level, but at this moment she didn't have any position to say anything.After all, it was herself who brought her pain!

"Then can I go in?" Jia Tianya asked cautiously.

"Okay!" Luo Lingyu then made a gesture of invitation.

Immediately after Jia Tianya walked into the door, Luo Lingyu looked at Jia Tianya's back with faint disappointment in her heart.

"What are you missing? Haven't you already decided to alienate her? Since she has already alienated you, what do you have to lose?" Luo Lingyu asked herself in her heart, but even if she comforted herself like this, she should be lost. Still lost, I always feel that I have lost the most important thing in my life, that is the concern from the bottom of my heart, and the friendship I have been pursuing.

Jia Tianya stood quietly in the house and looked at her room, which was as clean as when she left this morning, so clean that she didn't know what to sit in.

Thinking of how she sat down in her room without any politeness before, what should she do now?

Maybe I was too close to her before!Think she's the same as she thinks.But she doesn't know that she is not her, and what she wants is not what she thinks is suitable for her.On the contrary, it was because of his so-called self-concern that unknowingly hurt her.

Luo Lingyu looked at her quietly, wanting to know the purpose of her visit, but unexpectedly, the other party lost his mind and quietly looked around in the room without saying a word.

In an instant, the room fell into silence, and it was inexplicably weird to look at each other without saying a word.

"Duck, what's the matter?" Luo Lingyu was the first to break the weird atmosphere.

"This..." Jia Tianya moved her lips but didn't know what to say, so she quietly looked at Luo Lingyu, looking at Luo Lingyu's eyes, she knew that she owed her an apology.

Jia Tianya clenched her fists, summoned up her courage and said, "Luotang... Lingyu is sorry." Then he looked at Luolingyu with inexplicable hope in his eyes, but as time passed, Jia Tianya The Qi Yi in Tian Ya's eyes is gradually disappearing, she is so scared at this moment, afraid that Luo Ling Yu will not talk to her anymore.

Hearing Jia Tianya's sudden apology, Luo Lingyu was a little surprised, she never thought that Jia Tianya would apologize like her.

Jia Tianya seemed to want to make the last struggle, then said: "I shouldn't always think about things from my point of view, but ignore you and your feelings. I was wrong, can you forgive me?" Then he closed his eyes, as if waiting for the judgment of fate.

Time passed by little by little, and Jia Tianya's fists were clenched more and more tightly, even a little sweat stained her hands.

Just when she was restless, Luo Lingyu held her hand, and then smiled at her.Said: "It's not your fault, maybe I'm too sensitive!"

"What are you talking about? Friends are used to run in with each other. What's wrong with your sensitivity? That's you too. Let me tell you that you are good enough in my mind. Remember that you are the best."

"I'm the best." Luo Lingyu muttered.

"Yes!" Then they looked at each other and smiled.

(End of this chapter)