Fast Travel System: Male God Raiders 101 times

Chapter 574

There are many things I want to tell her, but I can't say them properly.I could only sort it out in my mind and say slowly: "I...how should I put it, I am not confident in many things. It has been like this before. My brother is great at everything, so I have always been I have an inferiority complex... I feel that no matter how hard I try, I can never be the same as my brother. But today is the first time in my life that I feel that I am also an ordinary person. I just gave up on many things willfully, so I gave up in my heart. Anyun is gone."

At this moment, An Yun's sound of breathing was vaguely heard.

"I have never understood what I think about An Yun. Maybe An Yun doesn't have any feelings for me. It's easier to think like this. It's easier to just fall into depression without confirming with you, An Yun. After all, I have been That’s how I survived. I didn’t do anything, and I didn’t expect anyone, but—”

I was a little hesitant to say it.

But I must say it.

Now that we're all here, we can't go back without saying anything.

After making up my mind, I swallowed and opened my lips.Dry lips parted slightly, and said in a low voice: "But, I have decided not to be so negative anymore. Just do whatever you want. It doesn't matter what you think. Maybe you will be hated by An Yun, maybe you have already been hated, But I still came here to tell An Yun you and me."

"……here?"

An Yun spoke for the first time.

I looked around and said the name of the station I was at.

That was the street where An Yun lived.

Heard her say it before.The nearest station to Anyun's house is here, but I don't know how to get to Anyun's house, and I have no intention of going to her house.

"I'll wait for you in front of the station. It doesn't matter how long it takes. If your house is very strict, I'll wait until you can sneak out. If there's really no other way, I'll wait here until you go to school tomorrow."

It's past nine o'clock now.

If her parents were strict, it would not be surprising even if she was forbidden to go out.

"My family...is not that strict, but..."

"But..." Hearing this, I gripped the phone tightly.

Even I thought it was weird to do such a thing.

This kind of behavior is like a stalker, saying that he is near your home now, and the other person should feel very troubled.But I can't think of any other way.Even if it's considered disgusting, it doesn't matter if she says I'm disgusting.I have to obey my own thoughts now, at least by An Yun's side, here.

"...Can you wait for me?"

Hear An Yun's voice that seemed to be struggling to squeeze out the words.

"Um."

"Let me prepare...maybe...twenty minutes."

"No problem, I'll wait for you."

"...Understood. Then, see you later."

After I finished speaking and hung up the phone, my anxiety suddenly increased.An Yun's attitude was too cold, and he couldn't help but wonder if it was a hint that they would talk about breaking up later.

What are you still afraid of?
I was the one who hurt An Yun.

Even when treated coldly, I have nothing to say.After all, it was me who was wrong.

"But……"

He muttered to himself, lowered his head, and folded his hands on his chest.

Even so, I don't want it to end like this.

I remembered my brother's words.

Not everything can be explained in words - that's what my brother said.

This does not necessarily mean that something is bad or wrong in words, but that there are other more important things.

Words are but tools.

It's just a way to convey your feelings to others.

Besides words, there are many other ways to express your heart.

Such as holding hands, smiling, hugging and so on.Like the curry cooked by my brother is also a good way, as long as it can convey my heart.

I don't understand these things, I just wait silently.

(End of this chapter)