Fast Travel System: Male God Raiders 101 times

Chapter 626

I never imagined such a thing.

Never thought that An Yun would be so sad because of this incident.

"Sorry...I'm not good at talking..."

An Yun tried his best to talk so much, and I tried my best to squeeze out the words.

"But, I hope you can hear to the end."

In An Yun's eyes looking up at me, tears were almost coming out of his eyes.It felt like as long as An Yun's body was gently pushed with his fingers, water droplets would flow out of those big eyes.

I smiled slightly at An Yun who neither nodded nor spoke, but just stared at me.

What an idiot I am.

I thought this was for An Yun's sake, but it made An Yun cry.

However, An Yun.You're an idiot too, I thought.

you knowI like you An Yun the most.If I can't see you An Yun again, I will definitely be very, very painful, so it is impossible to make that choice.You should also understand, right?

Feeling the thoughts in my head, my mood gradually calmed down, and I slowly said: "I have been thinking about the way out after graduation. Maybe this idea is naive, but I am disgusted with the option of graduating from college or employment... …So I’ve been thinking about what I can do, or what I really want to do. But I can’t find it. I must be too naive to pretend that I want to find my own way…”

I smiled wryly and took a sip of coffee.

His mouth was extremely thirsty, and only then did he realize that he was very nervous.

"An Yun immediately decided to go to university, right? Besides, because An Yun, you are a writer... From the point of view of me, who is worthless, you are really a very good person... You have already decided what you want to do... In short, go away It’s only now that I said that I actually feel a little inferior to you, An Yun. Although I’m dating you, I still don’t know why you chose me until now. Although I’m glad you said you like me, I still feel uneasy. I really Is it worthy of you? Because I don’t know anything, I don’t have anything I want to do.”

Seeing that An Yun was about to say something and moved his lips slightly, I shook my head.

"I know this must be a childish prejudice. Although I understand it, if it continues like this, I don't think I will be able to be with you forever. I am worried that one day you will get tired of me, and I am very worried. So I think hard. The things I did... in order to be able to be with you with full confidence, what should I do?"

So I laughed again.This may be a poor confession.Even if An Yun was told the whole story, she might not be able to understand it.But that's exactly how I feel right now.

"I thought and thought... and in the end I realized that apart from the hope of doing something for An Yun, I couldn't think of any ideas. I also felt that I was stupid, but I finally figured it out recently. In fact, this is not the case. Not bad. That’s why I made up my mind.”

Having said that, I inhale and exhale slowly, and then look at An Yun.

"Me, I want to be a translator."

An Yun tilted his head slightly.The film of tears covering the pupils wobbled like jelly.However, the tears did not fall, and they tried hard to stay in An Yun's eyes.

"Please don't laugh at me... I hope that more people can read An Yun's novels. Not only in China, but people from all over the world. And, just thinking that I have something to do with your book... I feel super happy Yes. But now I don’t know any foreign languages ​​at all, and my English scores are not particularly good. That’s why I want to go to the United States to see. To be honest, I’m not confident that I can learn English well in China. If I were in China... in Anyun If you are by your side, you will keep making excuses for yourself, but in the end you will spoil yourself. I think as long as An Yun is still around, it’s fine for me to be a boring person like this.”

So I close my eyes.

(End of this chapter)