Fast time travel to approach my male god

Chapter 22 School Grass with Dual Personality

Nightmare wakes up

When the first ray of sunlight in the morning passed through the glass in front of the window and shone warmly on his face, his expression was dazed for a moment. Is this a dream and he has not yet woken up?He didn't want to open his eyes, he was obsessed with the warmth of this moment, maybe he couldn't dream of it next time.

If yes, why can he feel the glare of the sun?And the warm temperature, he can even smell the fragrance of lotus in summer.He closed his eyes, his eyelashes were fluttering slightly, and he told himself that's it!Open your eyes!Even if everything was caused by his overdeveloped imagination, he still wouldn't let himself go, and he couldn't let her go.

He would rather face the reality soberly and let the bloody wound continue to hurt rather than apply medicine. He must clearly see every suffering he suffered, so as to offset his guilt and endless longing for her. .

What did he see? The simple and familiar style of the dormitory. Every scene of his youth slowly emerged from the depths of his memory. Every scene full of vitality seemed to slowly resurrect his dead heart. He didn't dare Blinking, afraid that the world in front of him would disappear before his eyes, he quickly looked around and saw the messy beds and messy desks of his roommates, as well as the large game equipment that made the boys excited. They stayed up until dawn every day, when they were young. , I always feel that youth has the capital to squander. Even if I don’t sleep at night, I will still be energetic the next day with my panda eyes. I seem to have endless energy in my body. I never feel tired. I live a wanton and simple life. How beautiful. ah!
It made his eyes turn red, he could still feel the heat of the sun in his hands, and the scent of flowers filled his nose, which made him cry, let the tears fall, and the uncontrollable tears fell drop by drop under the sunshine and shone With the crystal brilliance, he smiled lowly, at first it was a bit bitter, but later he really accepted the fact that he was redeemed: he was reborn, and when he was reborn before he met her, could he be If there is a chance to protect her, then can he have a lifetime to love her and take care of her, then can he spend his whole life to make up for the mistakes of his previous life, then can he prevent her tragedy from happening, I really want to hurry up Go see her!This time he will not let her suffer a little bit of harm, he will give him a lifetime of joy and happiness.

He will also think that she doesn't know him yet, and his desire to see her is too strong now.How should he give her happiness? After all, at this time, he couldn't even support himself. He was relying on part-time jobs to earn tuition fees. He seemed too far away from himself in the previous life.

But he doesn't worry about this now. His ability in his previous life was not limited. Soon he will be able to gain power with his own ability and ability to predict the future, so that he can help her.

What will she look like at this time? She should be full of youthful vitality!I want to see her quickly, I want to appear in front of him immediately, but it will scare her!

At this moment, his heart was completely filled with the joy of rebirth and being able to see her again and her in the future, and he couldn't see other real problems.

What ability does he have to take care of her?Will she accept him?

He thought again of the first time she met him. If she had not left at that time and let him know that she saved him, then everything that followed would not have happened, and would there be a future between them.

Could it be God's will? God's will caused many misunderstandings between them, so that they had no chance to become a married couple.

No, he wants to go against the sky.

He must be able to change the ending of himself and her, he must protect her well, even if he sacrifices his life!
Chu Xuan's oath was probably paid attention to by God. He really used his life to protect the people he wanted to protect.

How wonderful it would be if life could only be like the first time we met!

That day, due to the whole day's part-time job, the whole person was exhausted, and because of the rain, it was cold to the bones. He had a fever, but he didn't know it until his eyes went dark, and the whole world turned into chaos in his mind. As if hearing a gentle girl, she said: "Student, wake up?"

He really wanted to open his eyes to see what this girl looked like, because she was so gentle, and the warmth of her palms made him reluctant to pass out, but when the illness came like a mountain, he couldn't hold on at all, and fell into a coma completely.

Because of this coma, he had a dream. He dreamed of his time in the orphanage. Chased out the door, he begged them not to do this, but they didn't let him go, they still let him face the dark night alone, cold and hungry, giving him the illusion that he was going to die, he couldn't stop Praying, praying that someone would come and save him.

But the night in the dream seemed to never pass, and he seemed to never see the sun of tomorrow.

The cold wind was piercing, and he seemed to ignore the departure of his life. He felt that the world was so indifferent.

Why no one came to rescue him?

It's not that people are kind at first, but these children are not kind at all. They are all demons, and they only tease him, hurt him, insult him, take pleasure in his pain, and take his pain as pleasure. Ugliness is treated as a joke, and there is no hope of positivity and warmth in his world.

Did he do something wrong?Why punish him like this?He felt that before he died, he wanted to ask why his biological parents abandoned him.Did he really not deserve to be in this world?
However, at some point in the dark world, a warm sun appeared, which not only warmed him physically but also warmed his soul. He wanted to grasp this hope, the sun that gave him hope for life, and finally the nightmare passed, and he He also passed the dangerous period safely, but he also missed the time to know the truth. The person who gave him hope in the darkest time was thrown into hell by his own hands, and the nightmare has been repeated since then.

The sunshine in his life was thus wiped out by his own ignorance and loyalty, and since then his life has fallen into despair and self-blame.

He must kill that vicious woman Gu Xue, because of her jealousy, such a simple and kind girl was forced to die without a good ending.

And he also thought of the child between them, he wanted to say: "Son, don't blame your mother for not letting you come into this world, everything is his fault, your mother is the best person in this world, It was my father who single-handedly contributed to my mother's death, I'm sorry for you."

He wondered if his tone had been gentler at that time, would she have had the courage to live because of this child, and would he have a chance to make up for her.But the past is gone and cannot be undone.

The pain in his heart seemed to be that only she could make his sins less severe.

(End of this chapter)