Fast time travel, I became the big villain

Chapter 129 The reason for the tragedy? !

"looks like?"

A deep and hoarse voice reached Song Nan's ears, and Song Nan looked around in horror: "Who? Who are you?"

"Don't ask who I am, just say that the little girl looks like you?"

Song Nan didn't want to answer this question, she pursed her lips tightly and looked around vigilantly.

Although she already had the answer in her heart, she still didn't quite believe it: how could there be such a nonsense?

The voice didn't seem to care about Song Nan's answer, and continued: "I know you must have the answer in your heart, but you don't believe it."

Song Nan's nervous throat was a little stagnant, and she asked hoarsely: "Who? Who are you? Am I that little girl and what does it have to do with you?!"

"Can't you help yourself to be happy when you see that little girl happy, sad when you see her sad, and heartbroken when she hurts herself? Song Nan , admit it, you are her, she is you. I believe you have seen that girl, oh no, it is not that girl, it is you, I believe you have seen your previous 18 years of experience and understand why you wanted to do that."

Song Nan seemed unable to support himself, and squatted on the ground unexpectedly, losing all his strength.

Her eyes were empty, and her mind was full of her final feelings before: If there is an afterlife, I would rather not be born as a human again.

She knows, she knows, that kind of pain, if you don't experience it yourself, how can you feel the pain in your heart?
she knows……

She knew why she had to give up her life and the desire to live in this world.

She was only 15 years old at the time.

Surrounded only by friends and family.

When she was dividing subjects, she transferred to a new class by herself, a class with no friends. In which class, most of the people in the class were from the original class. When she got off the horse, she felt that she was a small lonely boat squeezed out by others, dangling, lonely and boundless.

Then there was the incident at home. The day she discovered it, she was in a trance, not knowing whether she was in a dream or in reality.

How she wished it could be a dream, just a nightmare imagined by herself.

However, everything told her that it was not a dream.

The two things were superimposed, and she didn't know what to do.

She went to her ex-friends to vomit bitterness, and was depressed every day, like a rotten coffin that never sees the sun.

Intimidating.

Stay away.

My friend finally got tired of this kind of life and asked her if she could stop doing this. She was also very annoyed, and she was under a lot of pressure.

Song Nan clearly remembered the broken feeling.

What was broken, she didn't know, maybe it was the hope of life.

From then on, she buried everything in her heart, suppressed it by herself, and let the wound rot in her heart completely, festering and festering to the whole heart.

She started to please the people in the new class, hoping to get a little attention.

Sometimes she just wants to become a transparent person, so that everyone will not know her existence, so that if things are revealed one day, will anyone pay attention.

She is crazy, like a psycho, like a lunatic.

Her grades began to drop crazily, she began to be suspicious, she no longer trusted anyone, she began to be afraid of being deceived, she began...

The two emotions collided in her mind day and night. She wanted to expose the reality and let everyone stop their mistakes. She was afraid that after exposing the reality, her home would be destroyed by herself.

However, just keeping silent like that, she felt that her conscience was set on fire and tortured.

She was even dreaming about that thing, she frantically stepped forward to stop it, but it was useless, useless...

She kept it a secret for two years.

During those two years, she couldn't sleep all night.

She dared not close her eyes, she dared not fall asleep.

She didn't dare, she didn't dare... She didn't dare!

She just deceived herself and buried the matter in her heart for two years.

In the past two years, she has studied countless ways to end her own life.

But she didn't dare after all, not because she was afraid of death, but because she was afraid that she would not die.

He was also afraid that things would be investigated after his death.

In that case, isn't her suffering these days useless?
She carved countless death-seeking words on the wall, but no one knew it.

She drew bloody pictures on her arms, alleviating the pain in her heart one at a time.

Until I met those two scientists, until I took that pill, everything came to an abrupt end.

But, why...why do you want her to relive the despair at that time now?

I have never been afraid of the dark, if I have never seen the light.

I have never feared hell, if I had never seen heaven.

When she was a child, her family was poor, and she wore unwanted clothes and ate two or three dishes in rotation throughout the year.

She never said anything, she is very content, she loves her home very much.

But... When she grows up, why tell her that everything is an illusion?
Those who gave her fairy tales tore her fairy tales to pieces.

She never feared hell, if she never saw heaven...

Heaven……

hell……

Song Nan hugged his head tightly in despair, pulling his hair desperately, trying to numb himself and the pain in his heart.

Seeing that Song Nan was in such pain, the voice sounded again: "Painful? Do you know why you have encountered such a thing?"

Song Nan didn't answer, he was still pulling his hair desperately, as if he was in a daze.

"Because, you are a villain in ten lifetimes, and you have done all the bad things in your previous ten lifetimes. So in this lifetime, your destiny has been arranged with ups and downs, twists and turns, leaving you physically and mentally disabled, and letting you be destroyed by everyone. Betrayed and abandoned by the one you love!
If, if you don't take that pill, what will greet you next is that you will work hard for a year to improve your grades, and your most beloved father will personally ruin your college entrance examination for "disciplining you".You worked hard for another four years and finally got admitted to the school of your dreams, but the place was removed by someone behind the scenes, and all your efforts were in vain.You will find a best friend who can talk about everything, you will give your whole body to her, you will have a boyfriend who loves you to the bone, and then your best friend and boyfriend will betray you...

You will be lifted up to heaven and then down to hell.

It's a pity, it's a pity, you chose to escape without even going through the first level, Song Nan, Song Nan, you are really cowardly!

But, in view of your contribution to the human world after your performance, at least the singing you released saved tens of thousands of lives that were about to end themselves.

Therefore, we are discussing to give you a chance to let you go through it yourself. After you have completed your tasks in these ten worlds, then you will forget about this matter and reincarnate.

And if there's a world left unfinished...then you're stuck in nightmares day and night! "

Song Nan straightened up and finally recovered, he had a little bit of energy to think about everything the man said.

She said hoarsely: "Then you sealed my memory when I was doing the task."

"Hehe, little girl, what are you thinking! How could your memory be sealed? The deeper you remember, the greater your determination to complete the task will be! Also, if you don't complete the task well, But it will make you feel your punishment in advance!"

The man said it was easy, but Song Nan shuddered coldly.

"You... who are you?"

"I, I am the god in the sky, I can't understand your evil deeds in the world, so I come to punish you on behalf of the people."

Song Nan's eyes were red in an instant, but she tightly controlled it, not letting herself show it.

The void suddenly lit up, and an unknown object rushed out.

"This hairball will be the one who will accompany you through the ten worlds in the future. It will supervise you until you complete the task or accept punishment for failing the task."

Song Nan heard the man's voice fade away, and knew that the man probably left.

Then he looked at the unknown object that suddenly rushed out:

——It turned out to be a white, fluffy little dumpling!

It was a round lump, and I couldn't tell where it was the neck. Four small round balls protruded from the big one in the middle, symmetrically distributed on both sides.

Song Nan guessed that it was probably the hands and feet of this dumpling!
When the tuanzi was silent, he only showed a pair of big black shiny eyes, blinking at Song Nan.

If the soft and cute dumpling is normal, Song Nan will definitely soften his heart.

However, when she thought that this group was sent by that person to supervise her, Song Nan looked at this group with inexplicable dislike.

Song Nan didn't want to deal with this group, she just wanted to organize her thoughts.

what the hell!

What evildoers!
The past is all over, so why let the present her pay off the debt!
She doesn't agree!
Obviously her life in the first life was miserable enough, and in the second life she also worked very hard to help others.

why!why!
Song Nan couldn't figure it out.

Seeing Song Nan gradually falling into madness, the little dumpling came to Song Nan with its little feet.

Blinking and looking at Song Nan, as if asking her: Is something wrong?
Seeing that Song Nan didn't answer and seemed to be gradually immersed in a very scary world, Xiaotuanzi became anxious, stepped forward and jumped onto Song Nan's hand, then bared his small fangs and slapped Song Nan's hand fiercely a mouthful.

Song Nan was pulled into reality by Xiaotuanzi's sudden movement, she looked at the blood flowing from her hand, and showed a crazy smile.

"Master! Master! What's wrong with you!" A childish and clear voice suddenly came out of his mind, and Song Nan immediately became vigilant, regardless of the blood on his hands, and looked around nervously.

She thought the man came back again, but she didn't hear the sound for a while, Song Nan relaxed her vigilance, thinking that she was suspicious.

(End of this chapter)