I just want to be a salted fish

Chapter 178 The Road to Hades, Reincarnation of Hundreds of Worlds ([-])
When Meng Xia heard this, there was a hint of sarcasm in his tone.

"You and I have gone through so many worlds, Chen Zhenpei, I'm afraid you have more say than me about whether this deity loves you or not. This bet is meaningless."

If it is about falling in love, I am afraid it has already happened.

Chen Zhenpei recalled all the world, and there was a trace of desolation and pain on his face.

"Xia Xia, you know, I didn't realize it. Before I met you, I used it to wait for you. After I met you, I used it to love you. You are like my nourishment, the precious medicine I use to extend my life, but Xia Xia Xia, what am I to you? A dispensable person, a tool to revive shocking words? But after so many years, Meng Xia, I finally understand you. Why do you save me again and again? I am in the midst of water and fire? Why do you always have a different kind of emotion in your eyes when you look at me? Meng Xia, you can't hide it from me, you have feelings for me, it is impossible for you not to have the slightest emotion for me! But between us in the past, it was destined that there would be no ending."

Meng Xia listened to him.In the end, there seemed to be a sad sigh. The iceberg temperament that used to have no waves in the ancient well suddenly flashed a hint of guilt. As long as people have feelings, it is impossible to completely close themselves all the time. As long as they have been in contact with feelings, they will She is extremely sensitive to external emotions and can accurately capture them, so Meng Xia may have been able to perceive those shocking fragments and the reincarnation's strange feelings for her earlier.

What's more, there is the feeling that the so-called soul contract is attracting each other, which will break through her psychological defense time and time again.

And Meng Xia.The most cruel point is that after the collapse of the psychological defense line, she can continue to rebuild with a blank face, or she may have told herself that nothing happened, and his heart has no fluctuations. All this is just the fault of those people. Just wishful thinking.

However, although it is not too late, some sheep are lost after all, just like the feelings that Meng Xia once leaked.

Why didn't Meng Xia leave in time in the later world?Is it really the so-called watching him achieve fame with his own eyes that he can collect complete luck?
At this time, such an objective and fair voice in her heart told her no, she just simply wanted to stay there, because of guilt and because of that trace of inexplicable feelings.

Chen Zhenpei did not ignore the fluctuations in Meng Xia's expression at all. There are some things that I have no hope for, so I won't condense him out. Even the tiniest expectations in everyone's heart can be turned into obsessions, Chen Zhenpei continued.

"Xiaxia, there is a very important existence in the three thousand worlds, called the road to the underworld, the blue springs of the underworld, the reincarnation of a hundred generations, there is a special kind of flower that blooms on the road to the yellow spring, called the other shore, the other shore flower, the flower blooms on the other shore , only see the flowers, but not the leaves, life and life are wrong."

"It's like us... Xia Xia, in every small world, you never gave me any chance to sublimate this feeling. I know you don't want to fall deeper and deeper. You keep saying you love that person. , in fact, you want to escape this feeling more, so you deceive yourself. The so-called reincarnations are not the same person, or maybe what you said is indeed correct. This can indeed be used as a reason, but you must not What you don’t admit is that the reason I mentioned at the beginning holds a very important weight in your heart. Even if you have a soul contract, you can allow yourself to like someone because of your weak feelings, but you don’t know how to get along with them. He gets along and doesn't even want to go further.

But I believe that great love can transcend all fragments, all barriers, and all self-evasion.

This is the content of our bet. Xia Xia, I don’t want us to be in contact with each other like the flowers and leaves of the flower on the other side. Xia Xia, give me a chance and give yourself a chance. Accept me and accept everything. In your past and present life, you must also accept that shocking statement that is very important to you. No matter whether the outcome of the bet is a win or a loss, I will return that person to you and disappear from heaven and earth. I hope you can let go of those revolutions and let go of everything. In the past, it was as innocent as that little fox. It never became the coldness of the world and wiped out the passion in my heart. Although I don’t have your first memory, the little fox’s memory is also about Su Zizhan. I can roughly get a glimpse of it. , I always feel that you should be like that, not like you are now, just looking at it will make people feel heartache. "

Meng Xia suddenly couldn't control her emotions, raised her head and looked at him coldly, and shouted,

"Shut up! Chen Zhenpei, what qualifications do you have to analyze me well here?"

And put aside everything I said, the most real thought in my heart.

Chen Zhenpei didn't back down because of Meng Xia's stern look, and continued,

"Xia Xia, I want you to understand what love is."

Meng Xia.He closed his eyes, because he always felt that there were some unknown behaviors in his eyes that were about to be uncontrollable. Yes, he never understood what love was. She had no relatives, no friends, and her parents died to save her. Heaven and earth, she didn't even have time to look at them, and they didn't even have time to look at the little daughter they bought with their lives. Many people said that the love of parents is the basis for a child to understand what love is and how to love, so, She never understood.

Later, she took Liang Di.As her only family member, she used her immature heart to treat him wholeheartedly, and gave all the [-] million points she had to her mother to the two codes, but what she got was betrayal and death.

At that moment, she couldn't learn how to love at all, and in a world full of desolation, suddenly there was a person who was willing to come to her and exchange his life for his life.

So at that time, she was thinking, whether it was love or not, this person was worthy of saving him and worthy of her leaving a place for him in her heart.

However, she...has long since ceased to know how to love someone, how to awaken her inner emotions, let alone how to respond to the feelings of others.

Sometimes he thought of the shocking words, and suddenly touched his heart, and found that the beating frequency was not accelerated there.

Many people say that the feeling of liking someone is that as long as you want to mention him, your heart will beat faster, but why he doesn't feel anything, it seems that even that heart will not beat anymore.

She might just be "saving" Jingyan out of instinct, wanting to bring him back to life.

Sometimes Meng Xia would ask herself, and then?Then what will happen?
Like Xing Chan and Ruo Ruo.So that lovers will eventually get married and become a couple of gods and immortals?
But how do they get along and talk?How to live together?

It seems that their feelings are different again...

(End of this chapter)