I just want to be a salted fish

Chapter 35 The best salted fish on campus ([-])
On the second day after Sui Fang's verdict came out, Meng Xia felt that he had done his best.

10086 still didn't wake up, and couldn't see it in the task judgment. It happened that this body was about to lose its hold.
Meng Xia felt that he could finally leave this terrible world, and when he thought of those paper textbooks and workbooks, Meng Xia felt apprehensive.

Go, go, go, go, just don't need the college entrance examination!

In front of the hospital bed, Song Jingxing looked at Meng Xia who was so pale and transparent on the bed, and couldn't help but shake her hand.
"Xia Xia, you will be fine."

Meng Xia didn't break free, looked at Duan Chunchun behind Song Jingxing,
"Xiao Chun, take care of yourself."

It is not easy for them to have the fate of the two worlds. In the future, there should be no day to see each other again.

Meng Xia looked at the lawyer next to her again. One-tenth of the original owner's inheritance was given to Sui Fang, and the rest was donated to charity.

Song Jingxing and Duan Chunchun didn't need her money.

Meng Xia finally said to Song Jingxing, who was trying hard to hide his backache:
"Song Jingxing, one day, you will become a dragon. I will see that day in the dark."

Of course she can see it. Even if she doesn't want to know, 10086 will tell her in the future.

Three years later, when Sui was released from prison, he saw Song Jingxing and Duan Chunchun who had come to pick him up. They were already in their third year of junior high school, and the years had given them maturity, stability, and success.

And his three years were nothing but wasted time.

"What about her?"

The person he wanted to see the most didn't come. Was she still blaming him?

Duan Chunchun tried her best to hide her emotions, and said to him with a smile,
"Let's go back first!"

He had just regained his sight, and it would be too cruel to let him know the news of Meng Xia's death now.

Sui Fang naturally captured the flash of sadness in Duan Chunchun's eyes, as well as Song Jingxing's sad expression next to him.

He looked at Song Jingxing and asked word by word
"Let me ask you, where is he?
Song Jingxing finally couldn't control his emotions, and the resentment accumulated over the years turned into a fist and struck Suifang's face.

"You and I asked where she was, before the trial, when she wanted to see you, where were you? Before the hospital bed, before she died, where were you?"

Sui Fang, what face do you have now, to ask where she is?

Sui Fang heard the news like thunder, but he still didn't want to believe what Song Jingxing said.
He is lying to him, he must be lying to him!
It can't be, before they separated, she was fine...

No, not right.

She was never better.

The first time he saw her, she was thin and small, with white and transparent skin.

After he got acquainted with her, he found that she was extremely lethargic, but he never got to the bottom of it.

The last time he saw her in the courtroom, she was more fragile and thinner, looking a little paler than usual.

At that time, he didn't even say a word to her.

Even if it's just one word.

Regardless of Duan Chunchun's obstruction, Song Jingxing dragged Suifang directly to the cemetery,

On the tombstone is the person he dreamed of, with a pale face and resolute eyes. Her eyes are always so clear, as if she can see through people's hearts at a glance.

Song Jingxing looked at Sui Fang, who was pale and morbid because of not being exposed to the sun for a long time, and could no longer control the jealousy and pain that had been suppressed for so many years.
"Do you know what she did before she died? She gave one-tenth of the inheritance left to her by her parents and gave it to you."

One-tenth of the tens of billions of inheritance is enough to satisfy any of his wishes.

Money, beauty, power, mansion.

But without her, what's the point of having these things?

"Why, why are you being so nice to me?"

Suifang stroked the pale face in the photo and murmured.

Song Jingxing looked at Sui Fang who was crying like a child in front of him,

He shouldn't be excited.

But when he thought of that person, he didn't know how to deal with himself.

Meng Xia's posthumous affairs were all handled by Song Jingxing. Everything was arranged for the best and in such an orderly manner that Meng Xia's professional managers could not find any faults.

However, Song Jingxing hesitated about the name on the tombstone.

He has selfish motives.

He has already finished the stele of his beloved wife Meng Xia, but he hesitated when he thought of Meng Xia's actions before his death.

Although the man didn't show it on the surface, but in his heart he desperately longed for freedom.

How could he be so despicable, forcefully assign his name to her tombstone without her knowing after she died?
Finally, he carved another piece,
"The Tomb of My Best Friend Meng Xia"

What he can't get, naturally won't let that person get it.

Time passed, from gorgeous to dull.

Forty years, Duan Chunchun's grandsons will call him Grandpa Song.

Sometimes Duan Chunchun would hold his grandson and persuade him to find someone.

He just smiled.

Sometimes he really envied Sui Fang and went with her the next day after learning about Meng Xia's death.

He also wanted to be as carefree and straightforward as he was.

But he has a big family, and Meng Xia's last sentence,

You will become a dragon, and I will watch you in the dark.

After so many years, he has become a new leader in the medical field. He is proficient in both Chinese and Western. Everyone who sees him should respectfully call him Old Song.

How many people have praised his family's medical practice for generations, and now it has reached a new peak because of him.

Many people said that he had magical powers of rejuvenation, and that all difficult and complicated diseases were relieved before his eyes.

However, no one has ever known,
He doesn't like being a doctor, even though he comes from a medical family.

Just like that person once, who obviously didn't like studying, but agreed to participate in the physics competition with him.

Also, he is not able to rejuvenate all diseases. For so many years, he has broken one legend after another in the medical world, conquered one difficult disease after another, and created one impossible possibility after another.

However, only he knows that the person he was when he was young can never be saved again.

He is not as omnipotent as the outside world says, in his own eyes, Song Jingxing is a waste, a waste that can't even save the girl he likes.

Everything he did later was related to her.

He started to eat spicy food. People who obviously can't eat spicy food were sent to the hospital because of acute gastroenteritis.

Duan Chunchun said that he was torturing himself.

Yeah, he was torturing himself.

On the hospital bed, he held his burning and stinging stomach. He didn't know whether it was because of the stomachache or the pain in his heart, so he cried like a child.

Xia Xia, are you really looking at me in the dark?

Why, I miss you so much, you don't even want to see me in your dreams.

I live according to your last wish and become famous, but do you know that I live in torment all the time.

There's a piece of my heart missing, you know, how much does it hurt?Do you know how much it hurts?
He was 17 years old, and the whole family was happy for him when he just got the admission letter to the medical school, except his grandfather.

"Jing Xing, although you have been influenced by me, you are not interested in studying medicine at all, probably because of that girl."

His grandfather said that Meng Xia was not his blessing, she was his sin.

He proved to everyone that Meng Xia made him a better version of himself, but only he knew that for so many years, his life was worse than death.

(end of this world)
　Don't scold me, there will be surprises in the next world????????
　　
　
(End of this chapter)