I just want to be a salted fish

Chapter 49 Lin Jiazhou Extra Story

Lin Jiazhou was only eight years old when he first met Ruan Xiaoxiao.

He followed his father to visit Ruan Ting of the Vanity School, and the Vanity School and the Tonghui School have always been in the same spirit, at least on the surface.

He was impatient with his father and Ruan Ting's business promotion, so he ran to the back mountain alone.

Ruan Ting saw a five or six-year-old girl holding fallen leaves from the back mountain and stacking them high.

That little girl reached up to his chest, wearing two cute buns. At that time, Ruan Xiaoxiao still had aura in her eyes.

He was really curious, so he walked up and asked,

"what are you doing?"

The little girl was still busy collecting branches, wiped the sweat from her forehead and said,

"I'm building a house."

Seeing his serious and busy appearance, Lin Jiazhou suddenly found it very interesting, so he teased her, saying,
"You can't build a house if you stack them together like this. You need to find a support point to form a space inside."

The little girl in front of me couldn't understand something, and said in frustration
"Ah? It's so difficult, what should I do?"

Lin Jiazhou took the branch in his hand and said,

"I'll help you."

So the figure of one person picking up branches turned into two people. They were busy all afternoon, and finally successfully built a bulging "house", and the two people got into the branches.

The space in the house made of tree branches was extremely narrow, barely able to accommodate the two of them.

The little girl looked left and right curiously, and the ribbon on her hair brushed Lin Jiazhou's eyes unconsciously.

Lin Jiazhou could smell the faint fragrance of milk on her body, mixed with the fresh smell of leaves.

Lin Jiazhou asked curiously,

"Why do you want to build a house?"

The little girl fell silent suddenly, and Lin Jiazhou clearly felt the sadness around her,

"I want to leave here and live on my own."

Lin Jiazhou was very strange at the time, he thought that this little girl was a disciple of the Vanity Sect, and there were so many people who wanted to get started in the immortal sect flocking to her, so how could someone want to leave after coming?
Before he had time to think about it, he heard many people calling for Young Master Lin. It was getting late, and his father found out that he was missing, so he sent people together with the head of the Vanity Sect to look for him.

Lin Jiazhou noticed that the little girl seemed to see something through the gaps in the leaves, and turned to him with a look of horror, asking,

"Are they here for you?"

Lin Jiazhou nodded suspiciously, not knowing what she was afraid of, the little girl suddenly grabbed his sleeve,
"Get out, don't tell them you saw me."

Lin Jiazhou clearly felt that he was shaking all over. He patted the little girl's shoulder to express comfort. Before getting up and going out, he asked her,

"What's your name?"

The man didn't answer him.

The second time Lin Jiazhou saw the little girl was four years later.

She stood beside Ruan Ting in the five-year martial art competition.

It turns out that her name is Ruan Xiaoxiao.

His father had told him that Ruan Ting had a daughter with a top-notch physique, and she might be used as a tool for marriage in the future.

This kind of thing, only the top leaders of these sects can see it clearly, and other people can only get a glimpse of it, not the whole picture.

Ruan Ting has hidden her daughter for so many years, and the purpose of bringing her out this time is definitely not that simple.

Lin Jiazhou clenched his fists silently. He was just a 10-year-old girl, and she was only 10 years old.

In the past four years, every time my father went to the Vanity School, he went to the back mountain to look for her, but he never saw her again.

After the sect competition was over, he followed his father to the vanity sect. The first sentence was,
"Where is Junior Sister Ruan?"

He was led by his disciples to find her, but he found that she no longer remembered him.

It turns out that he is the only one who has been thinking about it all the time.

Lin Jiazhou saluted respectfully,
"Junior sister Ruan. I'm Tonghui sent Lin Jiazhou, and I'm here to pay you a special visit."

Ruan Xiaoxiao put the embroidered handkerchief aside, and made a standard female salute posture,

"Hello, Senior Brother Lin."

Lin Jiazhou found that she no longer had the aura and innocence of childhood in her eyes. He couldn't guess what she had experienced in these years, he only knew that he was getting more and more unhappy.

It was only later that he found out that Ruan Ting had loved Ruan Xiaoxiao superficially all these years, but in fact, he had been taming her secretly like a small animal, destroying his heart and humanity.

Like, a slave.

Only these, he knew too late.

It was rumored that the two of them were childhood sweethearts, but in fact, he was the one who stalked her all the time in the following years.

He later frequented Vanity Fair, bringing her the newest and most interesting gadgets he found.

After reminding and hinting many times, Ruan Xiaoxiao finally remembered the fate when they met when they were children, but it was just a memory.

Lin Jiazhou couldn't see that Ruan Xiaoxiao was half excited.

Over the years, she smiled less and less.

No matter what Lin Jiazhou did, it had no effect. He suddenly remembered what Ruan Xiaoxiao said when he was young, and wanted to leave here.

Maybe she can be happier if she leaves the glitz and glamour.

Just when the ancient secret realm was discovered, the various factions discussed how to divide up the resources. Regardless of his father's objection, he distributed most of the resources his sect should get to the Vanity Faction in exchange for a chance to marry.

He admitted that he had selfish motives.

Ruan Xiaoxiao logically proposed that she wanted to go to the secret realm with him, and he knew what she wanted to do.

Lin Jiazhou watched her packing her luggage at the inn, and watched him leave the vanity group and him.

He knew that she had never liked him, and she agreed to the marriage because she knew that she was forced to do nothing and could not make the decision.

Also, she saw the best opportunity to leave these sect disputes.

The day Ruan Xiaoxiao escaped secretly, Lin Jiazhou escorted her all the way. He could do nothing but give the girl he had loved for 10 years the last protection and blessing.

When he reunited with "Ruan Xiaoxiao" near the secret realm, he knew at first glance that she was not Ruan Xiaoxiao.

Ruan Xiaoxiao's eyes had never had that kind of aura that was compelling, he deliberately tried words, and everything was as he expected.

He was attacked by "Ruan Xiaoxiao" and lost consciousness. When he woke up again, "Ruan Xiaoxiao" had already left, and in front of him was a stunning woman with silver hair.

She told him that Ruan Xiaoxiao never existed, and she was just an illusion in everyone's eyes.

He heard some words that he had never touched before, space, world line, data, he had no way to understand, he could only capture that most crucial sentence, Ruan Xiaoxiao had never existed before.

If she really doesn't exist, then what is his love for so many years?
If everything is false, why is the pain in his heart so real?
The woman said to give him a peerless exercise, on the condition that she would not mention this matter, and help the current Ruan Xiaoxiao to smooth things over if necessary.

He accepted the secret book as a promise. In order to reassure them, the origin of these two people is unknown and their strength is unfathomable. He had to think about his sect.

After the woman left, he threw the secret book into the stove beside him without even looking at it.

The flames burst out, burning the book that he had never opened, and turning it into ashes, along with his decades of love.

All to nothingness.

　Let’s take a look at the following two planes. As for the Demonic Castle plane, I personally feel that if I don’t like this kind of subject, I can just skip it (mainly because I feel that my writing is a bit broken haha). Regarding the God Realm plane, there is no way to solve the chapter. Edit, I can only say it here first. Some readers reported that after seeing this, they felt that the female protagonist was walking between the male protagonist and the villain, and there was some green tea. When I wrote this, I did have some entanglements between the male protagonist and the villain. They are all soul fragments of the person the heroine likes. The heroine's feelings towards the hero and the villain are more like Aiwujiwu, so the heroine will save them equally, and will also get closer unconsciously, but it can be seen that her restraint and Resistance, because the heroine firmly understands that they are not a "house" after all.After this world, the male protagonist will become a human being, and the heroine will also undergo some changes.But what is clear is that the heroine does not understand love. Because of her original family, the hurt she has suffered, the abnormal growth environment, etc., her heart has long been tightly closed, even to herself. Don't know where I left the key.She doesn't understand love or how to love, so please give her some time to learn to grow.At least in my story, there is such a male protagonist who is even willing to torture himself to teach his girl how to love. (Originally, I wrote a paragraph that was more successful than this paragraph. It was simply a "flow of ideas", but I accidentally deleted it. Wow, dear readers, please understand the spirit~)

　　
　
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