Quick travel life mentor system

Chapter 313 Black Mandala ([-])
Zhu Sang waved to the cockatiel beside her, and the parrot immediately flew over and landed on her hand obediently.

"Now you have two choices. One, I will send you to a small town far away from the imperial city, where you can spend the rest of your life in peace. Second, you can take revenge on Liang Shi'an, no matter which one you choose , I will help you, so you only need to ask your heart which path you want to choose, and you don’t need to think about whether this path is difficult or easy.”

Ye Qingnian was silent for a long time, she still hasn't completely let go of Liang Shi'an, but if she just leaves like this, she will only spend her life in guilt and remorse.

"Don't worry, I have plenty of time, you can think about it slowly, and tell me when you think about it, um... now it's already high in the sun, you should be hungry too, I'll go cook, what do you want to eat?"

Just as Ye Qingnian was about to say no, her stomach growled, and she covered her stomach in embarrassment, "I...I don't have anything to eat, just cook whatever I want, sorry for the trouble."

"it is good."

Zhusang handed her the parrot in her hand, "This is... raised by me, it's called Xiaobai, please take care of it for me, the bird food is in the cabinet next to the bed, and it's in a white porcelain jar."

Ye Qingnian was pecked in the eye by a thrush when she was a child. Fortunately, it only hurt the eyelid. Since then, she has been more resistant to birds, but even though her face was full of resistance, she still took Xiao Bai and agreed. "good".

Xiaobai was very obedient, she stood obediently on her finger, making sure that it would not hurt people suddenly, Ye Qingnian then looked at this little parrot, with a light pink beak and paws, small black eyes, the most rare thing It was a pure white and flawless feather, and it was expensive at first glance. Thinking of this, Ye Qingnian felt that she couldn't treat it badly, and immediately went into the room to find the white porcelain jar that Zhu Sang had just mentioned, and put the A little bit of bird food was poured out on the table, and Xiao Bai immediately flew over, lowering his head to peck at the food.

After a while, a smell of food wafted in from outside the door. Even if there was hunger, Ye Qingnian could be sure that even the imperial cooks in the palace didn't have such skills, and she didn't care about etiquette. She ran out with her skirt on, and Zhusang was walking this way with two plates. When she saw her coming out, she handed over the plates naturally, "You take the dishes first, and I'll bring the rice."

"it is good."

A plate of vinegared shredded potatoes and a plate of stir-fried pork, very homely dishes, it's amazing to be able to make such a great taste, after eating enough, Ye Qingnian volunteered to wash the dishes.

"After all, I'm eating yours and living yours now, so it's better not to do nothing."

But when she broke the third plate, Zhusang saved the last bowl from her hand, even if she could make it without limit, it was not such a wasteful way.

Ye Qingnian looked down at the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, "I'm sorry, I really... can't do anything well..." She thought of her brother who died because of her, tears streaming down her face.

"Hey..." Zhusang looked at her and sighed deeply, "No, then go learn, no one is born with everything, blindly obsessed with the past is not a good thing, you can look back, But we have to move forward."

"I……"

"Think about it. Regarding your future, I certainly hope that you can go back to take revenge. That would be more interesting to me. However, as entrusted by others, Mingzhu hopes that you can live according to your own ideas. , so in the end it’s up to you to make your own decision.”

Ye Qingnian lived in the wooden house for half a month. Apart from the rudimentary fantasy, it was actually no different from the life in the palace. But when she recalled her past now, it seemed like a lifetime away.

She also thought about whether everything would have been different if she hadn't rescued Liang Shi'an, or hadn't met him that day at all. She couldn't forgive what Liang Shi'an had done, but the love and admiration for more than ten years, isn't it? So easy to let go.

But after seeing Liang Shi'an's true face, and recalling the sweetness of the past, Ye Qingnian only found it extremely ironic and ridiculous.

Finally, in the early morning half a month later, Ye Qingnian looked at Zhusang who was feeding Xiaobai, and said her decision, "I want revenge, revenge for my brother."

Zhusang smiled, "I'm very happy that you made such a decision, then what you have to do next..." She handed Xiaobai over, Ye Qingnian caught it in a daze, and then heard Zhusang The voice sounded again, "Kill it."

"what?"

"Kill it, whether you pinch it, step on it, or the most troublesome thing, poison it, kill it."

Ye Qingnian looked at the girl who was still smiling in front of her, and suddenly felt fear in her heart, "No... I can't... This is also a life... How can I..."

"Then you still say you want revenge. Do you still want to let Liang Shi'an go and let him have a chance to make a comeback? Of course not, but now you can't even kill a bird, let alone kill someone."

"No...it's not like that..."

"Then let's do it."

Ye Qingnian held Xiaobai in her hand, trembling and slowly tightening it, sensing the danger, Xiaobai began to struggle violently, she let go of her hand suddenly, and slumped on the ground powerlessly, "I... I'm sorry... "

Xiaobai flew back into Zhusang's hand again, and Zhusang looked at Ye Qingnian who was sitting on the ground crying silently, "You don't need to tell me you're sorry, after all, what's the matter with me? The only one you're sorry about is yourself."

In the next few days, Ye Qingnian didn't have much energy. She looked at Xiaobai who was eating, and struggled in her heart. Finally, she held her breath, slowly stretched out her hand, and held Xiaobai firmly in her hand until It didn't struggle anymore, Ye Qingnian let go of his hand suddenly, and Xiaobai's body hit the ground with a "boom".

Ye Qingnian was gasping for breath, her stomach couldn't help but churn, she ran out quickly, grabbed a bamboo, bent down and vomited, until she couldn't vomit anything, she slowly went to go inside.

Zhu Sang was sitting on the chair by the table, and Xiao Bai was jumping up and down happily on the table, as if everything just now was just Ye Qingnian's hallucination.

"How is this going?"

Zhusang raised her hand and tapped Xiaobai's head lightly, it disappeared in an instant, and then appeared on the other side of the table, "You should know, right? I'm not human. Since I'm not human, it's normal to know some spells... …always, you’ve taken the first step, and then it’s time for the second.”

After a short period of shock, Ye Qingnian calmed down instead, maybe it's not surprising.

(End of this chapter)