Chapter 5 Depression
Fortunately, that person stabilized his figure at a critical moment.

He turned around and looked down at Su Su with his hands behind his back.

At this time, Su Su had already run in front of him from the stairs.

Eyes meet, one lowers his head, the other raises his eyes, his clothes are fluttering, as if he has stepped into a fairyland full of flying flowers, wading across the water and looking at each other from afar, all of them can be painted.

There was a hint of sweetness in the hearts of the two of them for no reason.

"Who are you?" His voice was low and peaceful, like a clear spring flowing through white snow, with a hint of indescribable melancholy mixed with gentleness.

Su Su raised her eyes and looked at him. He was wearing a white shirt and jeans. He had an exquisite appearance, and there was a hint of sadness between his brows, which added a unique charm to him.His grade does not seem to be very old, but it gives people a feeling of being out of the world.The whole person is more beautiful than the Uranus superstar on TV and movies.

It would be a pity if such a person jumped off the building and died.

"My name is Su Su!" Su Su's beautiful concubine lips spit out words, "What's your name?"

Su Su racked her brains, trying to dispel the other party's idea of ​​committing suicide by jumping off the building.

"I'm Murong Han."

Su Su noticed that he said "I am", this feeling, as if she should know his name of course.

Su Su blinked suspiciously.

"Host, Murong Han wanted to commit suicide by jumping off a building because he was suffering from depression. Depression is not only a mental illness, but also physiological factors can cause the other party to be overwhelmed. People who have never suffered from depression can never imagine what kind of pain it is. No matter how cheerful people are, after suffering from depression, they will feel depressed for no reason. The reason for their illness may also be due to biological, psychological and social factors. Murong Han suffered from depression because of his physical problems. It’s not a psychological problem. You have to persuade him to come down, and if he dies, you have to jump off the roof of the building!”

The voice of the system sounded from Su Su's mind again.

With sweaty palms, Su Su said softly, "Can you come down? I want to talk to you!"

"Are you worried that I'll fall?" Murong Han jumped down from the top skillfully, and smiled at Su Su. Even though he was smiling, there was still a trace of sadness on his lips that couldn't dissipate.

However, Su Su could still see that there was pure and tenacious vitality in his eyes.

It was a desire for life.

It seemed that he didn't want to die either.

"Su Su, I remember your name, and I will never forget what happened today. See you next time!" Murong Han waved to Su Su, laughed and left the top floor.

"How is this going?"

Su Su couldn't react. Depression is a very unreliable disease for Su Su.Su Su never thought that in real life, she would meet some people who died of this disease.However, Su Su occasionally learned about depression from bits and pieces of information on the Internet. She knew that depression is a serious disease. Many people live unhappy lives because of depression. The thought of dying.

However, she didn't use words to enlighten Murong Han, why did Murong Han leave obediently!

"This is because Murong Han is a very strong person! Although Murong Han suffered from depression, he never wanted to die in the past. Just standing on the roof, it was also because of depression that drove him to do it. When the host hit After stopping his behavior, he suddenly came out of that depressed mood. Now, he should be rushing back to take medicine. Taking medicine can suppress the onset of depression." The system explained to Su Su.

"strong?"

Do strong people contemplate suicide?
Su Su was somewhat skeptical of what the system said.

"Is the host suspicious of me?" The tone of the system suddenly became dangerous. It felt as if the blade had been pasted on Su Su's skin. There was a sharp coldness that made her goose bumps all over her body. Woke up.

Su Su had an ominous feeling.

Sure enough, soon, Su Su heard the system say: "Ding! Congratulations to the host for triggering the depression experience, and the time limit is 1 minute."

As soon as the words fell, Su Su suddenly felt a little sad.

When she was young, everyone else had parents, but she didn't.They used to tease her about it at school.It is said that children are innocent, but sometimes, children are the cruelest. He only regards this matter as a fun thing, but he doesn't know that this matter hurts the other party deeply.

The female classmates also came to bully her, but no one came to stand up for her. Only when she became strong, could she get out of the predicament.She also wants to find someone to rely on!

When she was sick, no one noticed her, and no one knew that she was suffering, so she could only fight through it silently.

She saw other people wearing beautiful clothes and eating expensive snacks, she wanted it too!
She also doesn't want to spend all her time on part-time jobs after school, she also wants to play, she also wants to make friends, go to the playground with her friends!However, in order to survive, she had to give up the life that these normal girls can have.

And grandpa, she missed him so much, but he went, and she would never see him again.

Why is God so cruel to her?Why take away her only remaining happiness?
When she took the senior high school entrance examination, she was clearly the number one student in the high school entrance examination. For tuition and living expenses, she entered a noble high school.Because the conditions offered by that noble high school are the best, after she enrolls, not only will she be exempted from tuition and miscellaneous fees for three years, but she will also receive a living allowance of [-] a month, which is more favorable than the enrollment conditions of those key high schools.However, in the noble high school, those students looked down on her, and the teacher only used her as a signboard to decorate the school's honor, and after recruiting her, they treated her coldly.

In addition to subjects such as Chinese, mathematics, foreign language, science, and literature, Noble High School also has courses such as horse riding, archery, playing the piano, flower arrangement, tea art, etc., but she has never learned these courses before, and she can't keep up with them at all.Moreover, some utensils must be brought by herself, and she has to spend money to buy them.She is short of money!
Sometimes, she even wondered if she would not have such pain if she had money.

If they had money at the beginning, their parents would not go out to work, would not go out to work, and would not die due to work accidents.

If he had money back then, grandpa would be healthier, he would have good medicine to treat illnesses, and he could stay with her longer.

If she had money now, she wouldn't be ridiculed and ridiculed by the noble high school students.

However, she has no money.

What happened in the past cannot be undone.

Everyone dislikes her.

Nobody cares about her.

What's the point of her being alive?
Before he knew it, Su Su had tears streaming down his face, climbed up to the rooftop, and looked down from a high place.

"One minute is up! The depression experience is over!"

This voice appeared in Su Su's mind, and with a sway of her legs, those sad and sad emotions receded from her heart like a tide.

Su Su looked at the dense flow of people at her feet, like ants, and she broke out in a cold sweat.

She was almost about to jump from this height.

Fortunately, she woke up in time.

The 1-minute depression was so severe that Su Su could easily imagine how much Murong Han was in pain.

It turns out that this is the feeling of depression. You obviously only have a little sadness in your heart, but it will magnify your sadness, make you lose control, and make you act irrationally in extreme grief.

It's not that I'm not strong, but depression is too strong.Now, Su Su believed that Murong Han was a very strong person.

(End of this chapter)

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