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Chapter 64 [Pure Love] First Love is Shameless (20)

What do you mean?
Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?
Bai Chunfei froze in place, staring at Chu Wei. He was very scared and even wanted to yell.

He didn't want to continue listening to Chu Wei.

Why weren't they together in that dream?Does Chu Wei want to break up?I want to say something like "I can't make my mother sad, so I'm sorry", is that right?
Obviously just now he was talking to his father about whether it would be better to break up, but now he realized that in fact he didn't want to break up at all.

Even though he knew in his heart that their relationship would mess up the relationship between Chu Wei and his mother, and would cause the other party to face many family problems, but he selfishly believed that Chu Wei only needed to be loved by him.

"In that dream, you transferred to another school..."

"Don't say it!" Bai Chunfei interrupted Chu Wei.

What dream, what transfer school, how could he transfer school?It was simply because Chu Wei thought that he would transfer to another school, so he dreamed of such unrealistic things.

Chu Wei didn't want to be with him, so in Chu Wei's dream, they couldn't be together.

"After leaving you, I realized that only..."

"I told you to stop talking!" Bai Chunfei interrupted Chu Wei again, his whole body trembling, and he roared heart-piercingly, as if he was going to spit out his internal organs.

So sad.

He knows that he has brought harm to Chu Wei, and he knows that if he loves, he should let go for the other party.

But his love is this kind of selfish feeling, he just wants to be with Chu Wei!

"What's wrong with you?" Chu Wei asked Bai Chunfei worriedly, trying to sit up from the bed with the help of his mother's hand.

Mother Chu quickly reached out to support Chu Wei, and said in a low voice, "Be careful."

Bai Chunfei also hurried over and reached out to support Chu Wei, but the expression on his face was very dissatisfied, as if he was having a fight.

What is he awkward about?
Chu Wei thought to himself that Bai Chunfei probably didn't want to hear him say "They are not together".

But he was clearly talking about a dream, did Bai Chunfei have too much consciousness?
"Mom, I want to talk to Bai Chunfei alone." Chu Wei said.

Mother Chu looked up at Bai Chunfei, nodded after thinking about it, stood up, and said to Chu Wei, "Then I'll go back today, Xiaobai will accompany you, and I'll come see you tomorrow."

Bai Chunfei couldn't react, what is this?I always feel that Aunt Chu's reaction is a little unreasonable.

You obviously tried your best to prevent them from being together before, why do you still say you want him to accompany Chu Wei now?

Chu's mother left the ward. Bai Chunfei was stunned for a while, then walked over and sat down by the bed, reaching out and grabbing Chu Wei's hand.

"Actually, I just wanted to tell you"

"I never agree to break up!" Bai Chunfei said.

Chu Wei was taken aback for a moment, and then he couldn't help laughing. Although he felt a pain in his back when he laughed, and the anesthetic had almost lost its effect, he still couldn't help laughing.

He said: "You really misunderstood. How could I break up with you? You have no idea how difficult it was for me to be with you."

"Then what do you want to say? In the dream, we are not together. Don't you know that you think about it every day and dream about it at night?" Bai Chunfei said dissatisfied.

"I just want to tell you that only after I had that dream did I know that the only place where I can see you is my world."

"What do you mean?"

"You were not here just now, and my mother and I came out. I said that as long as I can be with you, it doesn't matter if I die. You must not know. My mother said that if I dare to like the same sex, she will kill me with her own hands." I."

"..."

"In fact, my mother is a well-educated woman with a good background. She is a gentle and beautiful mother in normal times, but she is not normal most of the time."

"What did you say?"

"My father is gay, he has many gay lovers, and his style is very dirty and corrupt. My mother was hurt very badly because of those people.

I was kidnapped by that person's lover, kept in a dark room for a week, without a sip of water, and injected with strange drugs!

I don’t even know how I survived at that time.

I heard from my mother that I was in a coma for a long time, like more than half a month.

In fact, I don’t have any special memories of those things. It’s just that I’ve become a coward since I woke up. I’m afraid of everything, and I’m afraid of everyone, so I’m very happy. At that time, you came to talk to me, and I was obviously scared. Terrified, but mesmerized by your smile, afraid to approach you, but expecting you to approach again. "

Bai Chunfei didn't speak, but leaned over to hug Chu Wei tightly, and kissed his hair gently.

Chu Wei said that his mother is abnormal most of the time, and she is very gentle when she is normal, so when she came to kill you with a kitchen knife, Aunt Chu's nerves were actually in that [most] state.

"That person... is my father. He deceived my mother into being his wife, and hurt her again and again. Later, because of too many lovers, he contracted a strange disease and died. His lovers came to me My mother asked for money, kidnapped me, and injected my mother with drugs... Let’s not talk about the past, Bai Chunfei, although my mother hates homosexuality, she loves me."

"I know."

"I said I was willing to be beaten to death by her as long as I could be with you, and she said it was up to me. Now that I think about it, she must have been sober just now, the sensible and gentle one."

"Don't talk about Chu Wei, I don't know, I don't know these things, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Auntie, but I can't do it, I can't break up with you, I really don't want to be separated from you."

"So didn't I say that my mother won't stop us anymore."

This time he was injured and was almost killed by his mother. Of course, she would not continue to be entangled in this matter, because she regretted hurting Chu Wei more than anyone else. She really loved the child Chu Wei.

In his previous life, when Chu Wei came out as gay under such circumstances, his mother only beat him to a limp, and he recovered soon after.

"I know that when you recover and are discharged from the hospital, I will go back with you and kneel down to apologize to Auntie. Although it is arrogant to say this, I will definitely make Auntie Chu believe me. I am different from the man she knows. I want to be with you because I love you.”

Even in the normal relationship between men and women that people think, there are scumbags and scumbags, so he wants Aunt Chu who has been hurt to understand that they are not the same scumbags.

He just loves Chu Wei deeply.

If it weren't for Chu Wei, no one would be able to do it.

In this life, he will only be with Chu Wei, not anyone else, and he will not hurt other innocent girls just because he cares about the society.

All he cared about was whether Chu Wei loved him.

"Now that we've talked about it, don't put on a sullen face, Bai Chunfei, I'm hurt, I need you to kiss me to heal."

(End of this chapter)