Chapter 160
The accumulation of half a year, Yu Ling's several avoidances, and the shock of seeing each other clearly during this meeting were enough to make Ling Ran feel guilty far beyond the eldest lady's guilt towards "Yu Ling" in the original plot.
Yu Ling's love and protection are a thick shackle that falls on her heart, and this shackle locks Ling Ran with the moral bottom line.
She can't love her youth without scruples like in the original plot, can't say sorry words to the other party bluntly, and then throw herself into the arms of another person with peace of mind.
The moment Yu Ling coughed, Ling Ran focused all his attention on him, and had no extra thoughts to care about Xu Fanghui.
The white-clothed swordsman stood aside, watching with a smile on his face but dodging Ling Ran's hand that was reaching out to pat him on the back.
The young man looked different from what he had seen before.
Xu Fanghui saw the appearance of calling Ling Ran when the other party was unconscious, and he saw clearly the restrained love under his gentle smile.
Although Yu Ling was avoiding Ling Ran intentionally or unintentionally, the emotion in her eyes could not deceive anyone.
He does this because he cares.
Just when Xu Fanghui was about to walk away, the young man looked at him.
Inexplicably, he understood what Yu Ling said - help me.
The young man didn't want the woman he admired to see his frail appearance, so he wanted Xu Fanghui to help him.
Right now Guining is not there, the white-clothed swordsman paused for a while, then stepped forward.
"Your body has not recovered yet, I will push you back to rest."
"It's work."
The young man's words carried a different sincerity than before, and he immediately ordered someone to take Ling Ran down to rest, after all, the other party had been traveling around for days.
The eldest miss saw Yu Ling's resistance to her.
He still didn't want to see him, not even touch him.
Ling Ran looked at the figure being slowly pushed away by Xu Fanghui. The young man could only sit in a wheelchair and had to raise his head even when talking to her.
Such a proud person became what he is now because of her.
He even deliberately avoided her because he was worried that he would feel guilty.
She couldn't tell how she felt about Yu Ling. She probably felt self-blame, guilt, and regret.
It's just that she can't respond to the young man's feelings.
Although she was prepared to take care of the other party for the rest of her life, she was shamefully relieved when she heard that Yu Ling rejected her father's proposal.
At that time, when she realized her emotions, she felt that she had no face to see the other party.
The young man wasted all his martial arts because of her, and could only spend his whole life in a wheelchair. What's more, she didn't know how long Yu Ling could live without getting rid of the poisonous gas in the swamp.
Even so, Ling Ran knew clearly that she didn't love Yu Ling.
From childhood to adulthood, she treated this young man who had always been by her side as an older brother.
The eldest lady tried her best to resist the urge to cry, and left with the servants who came to take her to rest.
But Yu Ling, who was pushed away by Xu Fanghui, did not return to the room.
When the two of them were passing by the bamboo forest, the young man asked Xu Fanghui to leave first.
"Can you be alone?"
The hand behind pushing the wheelchair did not let go.
Xu Fanghui was dressed in white, with the Frost Sword on his waist. Even doing such movements, he looked extraordinarily pleasing to the eye.
The swordsman's stern and perfect face was covered with sunlight, and his eyelids were drooping. From top to bottom, he could only see the young man's black hair and a white hairband tied on top of the bun.
When the wind blows, one side of the headband flutters on the cuff of the wheelchair that is being pushed behind. The white and white are entangled with each other. If you don't pay attention, you may not see the headband for a while.
Xu Fanghui stretched out two fingers to gently pick up the hair tie, and then pressed it to the place where Yu Ling's back was in contact with the wheelchair.
"That's right. It's boring to be alone. How about Xu Shaoxia sit here with me."
For some reason, the young man changed his mind. He pointed to the pavilion on the right and motioned Xu Fanghui to push him over.
This was the first time he called Xu Fanghui.
When we get along on weekdays, Yu Ling only addresses you and me. When Xu Shaoxia's familiar name suddenly came out of the young man's mouth, Xu Fanghui was a little uncomfortable.
But he wasn't one to dwell on such details.
The white-clothed swordsman pushed the man in the direction indicated by Yu Ling.
The buildings here are very distinctive, even the inside of the mansion is quite poetic and picturesque, it is completely impossible to see that it will be a place where people from the martial arts live.
The gazebo is not big, a stone table is built in the middle, and two or three stone benches are placed beside the stone table.
The other three sides of the pavilion are surrounded by water, and occasionally koi can be seen rolling in it.
But Yu Ling is not interested in feeding the koi, he just thinks that sitting here and watching the scenery is very good.
Due to the high terrain of the gazebo, almost half of the mansion can be seen clearly. If you sit here when it snows in winter, surrounded by silver, you can sit here to bake a stove and boil a pot of wine. It's even more wonderful.
"I never thought that there would be such a perfect place to enjoy the scenery in my house."
There was no trace of emotion affected by Ling Ran's sudden arrival in Yu Ling's words, he looked very normal.
"It's beautiful."
Xu Fanghui, who cherishes words like gold, sat on the stone bench and looked around with dignity.
"I didn't expect Ran'er to come to me suddenly."
Just after lamenting the scenery, the young man caught off guard and changed the topic.
And he was still talking about Ling Ran, and he didn't seem to regard Xu Fanghui as an outsider at all.
Facing this topic, the swordsman in white couldn't answer for a while.
But Yu Ling didn't seem to want a response and was still talking to himself, as if he was using his own method to vent the suppressed emotions in his heart.
"After all, becoming what I am now is completely my own choice and has nothing to do with the other party. She doesn't need to pay so much because of guilt."
Yu Ling is fully aware of Ling Ran's mental activities.
He knew that everything Ling Ran was doing now was out of guilt for himself.
So he didn't want the other party to see him even more.
He doesn't need these guilt and sympathy, because everything is voluntary.
He just wants the person he admires to remember his most perfect appearance, not the sick and consumptive appearance he is now.
It hurt him more than feelings that could not be responded to.
Xu Fanghui was one of the few people who knew the inside story of Yu Ling's injury. He sat behind him and looked at the young man's somewhat bleak back.
"So you want to hide from her forever like this?"
"I thought so at first, but now I don't want to."
Yu Ling shook his head, and the hair tie that was sandwiched between his back and the wheelchair came out again. He turned his face slightly, "When I saw her today, I realized that I wanted to see her more than I thought. she."
"Actually, all those worries are nothing in front of her."
When he said this, the young man laughed to himself again, "Life is only a hundred years, but it only takes a blink of an eye. When you can cherish it, you should cherish it."
Even if the cherished person cannot respond to his love.
(End of this chapter)
The accumulation of half a year, Yu Ling's several avoidances, and the shock of seeing each other clearly during this meeting were enough to make Ling Ran feel guilty far beyond the eldest lady's guilt towards "Yu Ling" in the original plot.
Yu Ling's love and protection are a thick shackle that falls on her heart, and this shackle locks Ling Ran with the moral bottom line.
She can't love her youth without scruples like in the original plot, can't say sorry words to the other party bluntly, and then throw herself into the arms of another person with peace of mind.
The moment Yu Ling coughed, Ling Ran focused all his attention on him, and had no extra thoughts to care about Xu Fanghui.
The white-clothed swordsman stood aside, watching with a smile on his face but dodging Ling Ran's hand that was reaching out to pat him on the back.
The young man looked different from what he had seen before.
Xu Fanghui saw the appearance of calling Ling Ran when the other party was unconscious, and he saw clearly the restrained love under his gentle smile.
Although Yu Ling was avoiding Ling Ran intentionally or unintentionally, the emotion in her eyes could not deceive anyone.
He does this because he cares.
Just when Xu Fanghui was about to walk away, the young man looked at him.
Inexplicably, he understood what Yu Ling said - help me.
The young man didn't want the woman he admired to see his frail appearance, so he wanted Xu Fanghui to help him.
Right now Guining is not there, the white-clothed swordsman paused for a while, then stepped forward.
"Your body has not recovered yet, I will push you back to rest."
"It's work."
The young man's words carried a different sincerity than before, and he immediately ordered someone to take Ling Ran down to rest, after all, the other party had been traveling around for days.
The eldest miss saw Yu Ling's resistance to her.
He still didn't want to see him, not even touch him.
Ling Ran looked at the figure being slowly pushed away by Xu Fanghui. The young man could only sit in a wheelchair and had to raise his head even when talking to her.
Such a proud person became what he is now because of her.
He even deliberately avoided her because he was worried that he would feel guilty.
She couldn't tell how she felt about Yu Ling. She probably felt self-blame, guilt, and regret.
It's just that she can't respond to the young man's feelings.
Although she was prepared to take care of the other party for the rest of her life, she was shamefully relieved when she heard that Yu Ling rejected her father's proposal.
At that time, when she realized her emotions, she felt that she had no face to see the other party.
The young man wasted all his martial arts because of her, and could only spend his whole life in a wheelchair. What's more, she didn't know how long Yu Ling could live without getting rid of the poisonous gas in the swamp.
Even so, Ling Ran knew clearly that she didn't love Yu Ling.
From childhood to adulthood, she treated this young man who had always been by her side as an older brother.
The eldest lady tried her best to resist the urge to cry, and left with the servants who came to take her to rest.
But Yu Ling, who was pushed away by Xu Fanghui, did not return to the room.
When the two of them were passing by the bamboo forest, the young man asked Xu Fanghui to leave first.
"Can you be alone?"
The hand behind pushing the wheelchair did not let go.
Xu Fanghui was dressed in white, with the Frost Sword on his waist. Even doing such movements, he looked extraordinarily pleasing to the eye.
The swordsman's stern and perfect face was covered with sunlight, and his eyelids were drooping. From top to bottom, he could only see the young man's black hair and a white hairband tied on top of the bun.
When the wind blows, one side of the headband flutters on the cuff of the wheelchair that is being pushed behind. The white and white are entangled with each other. If you don't pay attention, you may not see the headband for a while.
Xu Fanghui stretched out two fingers to gently pick up the hair tie, and then pressed it to the place where Yu Ling's back was in contact with the wheelchair.
"That's right. It's boring to be alone. How about Xu Shaoxia sit here with me."
For some reason, the young man changed his mind. He pointed to the pavilion on the right and motioned Xu Fanghui to push him over.
This was the first time he called Xu Fanghui.
When we get along on weekdays, Yu Ling only addresses you and me. When Xu Shaoxia's familiar name suddenly came out of the young man's mouth, Xu Fanghui was a little uncomfortable.
But he wasn't one to dwell on such details.
The white-clothed swordsman pushed the man in the direction indicated by Yu Ling.
The buildings here are very distinctive, even the inside of the mansion is quite poetic and picturesque, it is completely impossible to see that it will be a place where people from the martial arts live.
The gazebo is not big, a stone table is built in the middle, and two or three stone benches are placed beside the stone table.
The other three sides of the pavilion are surrounded by water, and occasionally koi can be seen rolling in it.
But Yu Ling is not interested in feeding the koi, he just thinks that sitting here and watching the scenery is very good.
Due to the high terrain of the gazebo, almost half of the mansion can be seen clearly. If you sit here when it snows in winter, surrounded by silver, you can sit here to bake a stove and boil a pot of wine. It's even more wonderful.
"I never thought that there would be such a perfect place to enjoy the scenery in my house."
There was no trace of emotion affected by Ling Ran's sudden arrival in Yu Ling's words, he looked very normal.
"It's beautiful."
Xu Fanghui, who cherishes words like gold, sat on the stone bench and looked around with dignity.
"I didn't expect Ran'er to come to me suddenly."
Just after lamenting the scenery, the young man caught off guard and changed the topic.
And he was still talking about Ling Ran, and he didn't seem to regard Xu Fanghui as an outsider at all.
Facing this topic, the swordsman in white couldn't answer for a while.
But Yu Ling didn't seem to want a response and was still talking to himself, as if he was using his own method to vent the suppressed emotions in his heart.
"After all, becoming what I am now is completely my own choice and has nothing to do with the other party. She doesn't need to pay so much because of guilt."
Yu Ling is fully aware of Ling Ran's mental activities.
He knew that everything Ling Ran was doing now was out of guilt for himself.
So he didn't want the other party to see him even more.
He doesn't need these guilt and sympathy, because everything is voluntary.
He just wants the person he admires to remember his most perfect appearance, not the sick and consumptive appearance he is now.
It hurt him more than feelings that could not be responded to.
Xu Fanghui was one of the few people who knew the inside story of Yu Ling's injury. He sat behind him and looked at the young man's somewhat bleak back.
"So you want to hide from her forever like this?"
"I thought so at first, but now I don't want to."
Yu Ling shook his head, and the hair tie that was sandwiched between his back and the wheelchair came out again. He turned his face slightly, "When I saw her today, I realized that I wanted to see her more than I thought. she."
"Actually, all those worries are nothing in front of her."
When he said this, the young man laughed to himself again, "Life is only a hundred years, but it only takes a blink of an eye. When you can cherish it, you should cherish it."
Even if the cherished person cannot respond to his love.
(End of this chapter)
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