My attribute of fast time travel is upside down

Chapter 463 Farming Shanlihan (28)

At that time, pens and paper were rare and expensive, and poor people could not afford them.Cui Erniang had these things left by the man before he left. She couldn't bear to waste them, so she put them away, and she wouldn't use them until the important moment.

Whenever I want to write, I use the branches as pens and the earth as paper to relieve the pain of lovesickness.

Tweety was also like this when she was learning to write. Under her mother's supervision, she practiced for a certain amount of time every day, regardless of the weather.

She didn't understand her mother's intentions before, and she thought that peasant children would learn what to do, and they didn't take the number one exam, so they would succeed if they had strength.But her mother insisted, not allowing a moment of slack.

It was only after reading the letter that Cui'er understood her mother's good intentions.

Because the man once said that reading can tell right from wrong and know etiquette, even if it is a girl, it does not need to be the number one scholar, even if it is a farmer, it seems useless to the future life, but it actually has a far-reaching impact.

He said that if there is a child in the future, regardless of gender, he will definitely teach the child to read, read, and understand etiquette and reason.

Now there is a child, but the man is gone.

Cui Erniang taught her to read and read, not only for their original promise, but also for self-consolation. The man who deceived himself and others is still there, and he has been teaching the children to read and learn etiquette.

The letter did not mention the identity of the man, but only recalled the sweet time between Tweety's mother and the man, and expressed his longing.Occasionally, Tweety will be mentioned, saying that the older she is, the more she looks like him, and she will talk about some trivial and troublesome things in life.

Just like an ordinary couple chatting and getting along, Cui'er's mother used this to deceive herself that her man was still around and they were as happy as before.

It was only after reading this letter that Tweety understood the profound meaning of her mother's hesitant to speak when she was dying.

Her mother has always loved this man deeply in her heart, looking forward to his return, but also afraid of his appearance.

Years of no news and fruitless waiting made her mother fearful, afraid that all this was just her own wishful thinking. The man had already married in an unknown place, married and had children, and the house was full of children and grandchildren.

If her mother can't accept this fact, she will definitely go crazy.

Apart from these, Cui'er knew that her mother was still full of unwillingness and longing for her lover when she said those words, because she could no longer wait for the man she loved, and even if he came back, she would never see her again.

From that moment on, Tweety, who was originally full of resentment towards the man, suddenly felt less hatred in her heart.

In the past, her hatred came from her powerlessness and mother's sadness when she was bullied.Later, when she grew up, she was able to protect herself, and her hatred for the man was only his disappointment and harm to her mother.

Now she understands that her mother actually loves this man in her heart, and she will miss him even to the death. How can she hate such a strong love.

She knew that her mother would not want her to harbor hatred towards her father.Before she died, she gave the jade pendant to herself in the hope that one day she would recognize her ancestor and return to her clan.

Tweety is a filial child, since her mother expected her, how could she go against it.

After reading the contents of the letter one by one, Tweety packed up the belongings, and according to her mother's last wish before she died, took the body into the mountain and buried it in the designated place.

The place of burial was mentioned in her letter by her mother. When the man was still there, the two had an agreement. A hundred years later, they would be buried together at the place where they first met.

Her mother did not explain how she met the man, but only mentioned a location, explaining that she would be buried there after her death.

Her mother also had her last words, so there is no need to engrave them on the tombstone, just leave an empty one.

Cui'er was shocked, crying and unwilling.An empty monument with no name or surname. Doesn’t the mother even want her as a daughter?I would rather come and go without a master.

Her mother didn't explain the reason in depth, she just said that she was unworthy, couldn't bear the original name, and didn't want to use the current name.

Cui'er was puzzled, but before she had time to ask, her mother closed her eyes completely.

Countless despair overwhelmed her, she cried bitterly, she was sad, but she was helpless, because even she herself didn't know her mother's name.

For the first time, Cui'er felt that she knew so little about her parents, that she was not worthy of being a woman, and that she didn't even know her parents' names.

She immediately thought of Grandpa Cow and Grandma Cow.They have always taken good care of their mother and themselves, just like their own daughter and granddaughter.They must know something, she felt, that she didn't.

As it turned out, her guess was right.After the old couple heard her mother's last wish without words and empty monuments, their eyes were full of pain and helplessness, and the heavy sighs that surpassed each other all showed that they knew each other well.

But apart from sighing, they just told her to do what her mother said.Others, I don't want to say more.

Tweety understood. They seemed to have reached a tacit understanding with her mother. Regarding the past events and her father, they all insisted on not speaking to her.She was puzzled, she was puzzled, but she had no choice but to do what her mother wanted.

She felt that the empty stele was too desolate, so she made her own decisions and carved the word "dead mother" on the stele.

Since then, Tweety has become a veritable orphan.She lives alone in the house at the foot of the mountain, except for Grandpa Niu and Grandma Niu, she seldom contacts with outsiders, she wholeheartedly guards the house left by her mother, and lives with the fields in the mountains and forests, and her life can be regarded as leisurely and carefree. There is no competition in the world.

Besides home, Tweety goes to Houshan most often.The mountain is dangerous, and she usually only moves around the vegetable field at the edge of the foot of the mountain, and only occasionally enters a slightly deeper place to pick some wild vegetables and fruits to eat, and she also goes to the grave to worship during the two sacrifices of life and death every year.

There is also a special day. She doesn't know what the specific meaning of that day is. She only knows that her mother will leave home and go into the mountains every year on that day, and stay there for a whole day.

She didn't know where her mother had gone. She was curious when she was young, and she wanted to secretly follow her to find out what happened, but she was found out, and then she was beaten severely. It was the worst time her mother beat her in her memory. She cried She screamed, but she didn't arouse the slightest pity from her mother, but was driven down the mountain with a sharp voice.

Afterwards, she didn't get the slightest comfort from her mother.

Although Tweety is small, she has experienced the warmth and coldness of human relationships early on and learned to read people's hearts by observing words and expressions.In her limited memory, Mother only lost her temper when she touched taboos, and those taboos all have one thing in common, that is, they are related to the father who has never met before.

She knew, and so was this special day.Maybe it was the day when they met, maybe it was the day when they made love, maybe it was the day when they separated, or maybe it was a day that was very important to them.

Cui'er didn't know the specific reason, but she could guess the reason why her mother didn't want to see her.

Because she has that man's blood on her body, and she is that man's child.

Mother didn't want to see her on such a day, because when she saw her, she would think of the misery of the past ten years, and think of that man's breaking his promise.

(End of this chapter)