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Chapter 56 The Fanwai Yifeng is Really Big (Mo Xiaoran X Hu Wenyu)
When I saw him, it was in cool autumn;
When I loved him, it was in cool autumn;
It was also Liangqiu when he died.

I know he is not from this world, and neither am I.

But because of him, I am.

The first time I saw him, I was trampled to the ground, but he descended like a god.

He is dazzling under the warm sun, standing in this mess, like a noble son who has fallen into the folk, unstained by dust.

Looking down from that pair of blue eyes, he looked like the ruler of this world who controls the power of life and death, as if everything to him was nothing but mayflies and ants.

He asked me, "Do you want revenge?"

He said, "I can help you."

But in his eyes, he never intended to save me.

In those eyes, nothing can enter.

"I don't need it." I refused him.

I still have a conscience.

I don't want to bow my head either.

But then, I still found him.

Because, I killed my father;
Because I am weak and incapable;
Because, I am unwilling to succumb to this established destiny.

He brought me with him as promised and taught me a lot.

I also know him a lot.

I know he has never seen anyone else.

I know that he loves to go to Watching Cliff in Bailihai every night.

I know his loneliness and his loneliness.

I also thought I was different.

Because, he saved me.

Because, he is willing to let me watch Bai Lihai with him.

Because he is still willing to say a word to me.

But that day, between the clouds and the moon.

He told Qin Li that Qin Huan belonged to him.

I couldn't help asking him, "Do you like Qin Huan?"

He didn't call me back.

I asked him again, "Isn't he a little boy?"

He didn't answer either.

"She's a woman?!"

He looked at me coldly, "What else do you want to say?"

But my heart was still beating wildly, and a look from his blue eyes was enough to make me sink.

"I... next month..."

"I will go."

"But, remember clearly, I won't love you."

I thought he was just trying to scare me.

Because there was no love in his eyes when he looked at Qin Huan.

But she could catch his eye, but I could only fall for his glance.

I thought, maybe, when I become the eldest miss of the Mo family, I will be qualified to match him.

But he didn't think that this was just a grand ceremony he arranged for her.

And I was just an opening joke.

He taught me for a month and made suggestions for me to gain a foothold in the Mo family, just to gain her favor.

What should I say?
That day, at the banquet, I wanted to wait for him to look over.

Wait for him to tell you.

But I can't get a look back from him.

I even wanted to rush to him and ask him.

But don't ask me, I don't even have the qualifications to cry.

Because this is a banquet for the Mo family, and I am a descendant of the Mo family...

After the banquet was over, I ran from Mo's house in the south of the city to Bai Lihai in the north of the city.

The mountain god of Mogui Mountain admired the sea god and cut off his own mountain as a sea cliff to watch over the Baili Sea for him.

I ran from the north to the south of the city to keep an eye on him.

What about him?
Who is he watching in the cold wind every dark night?

I dare not think about it.

I walked towards him step by step.

"Da da da……"

Footsteps sounded loudly.

It was too windy and the waves were too strong that day, and only I could feel it.

But he still found it!
"You came."

He was also able to notice my presence.

I worked up the courage to ask him, "Why?"

But he ignored her.

Like the previous 53 nights, he was silent.

I didn't say anything after that.

I'm afraid that if I ask the answer, I'll never have the chance to see him again.

That night, the beautiful Bailihai gently caressed Shouwang Cliff with the sea breeze.

On Watching Cliff, I stared at the boy in front of me obsessively.

And he looked into the distance.

After that, I never went to Bailihai again.

It’s not that I don’t want to go, it’s that I don’t dare to go.

I thought I could safely wish them a happy life and withdraw from their world, but I still lost.

— Lose to myself.

In the birch garden, he gave me the bracelet,
"this is for you."

"Give it to me?"

"Ah."

I reached out to take it, and my fingertips gently slid over his hand. I felt the warmth in his palm and the touch of my knuckles. My heart was beating fast because I had never been so close to him. I just felt His palms were so warm.

"Thank you."

"Take it with you at all times."

"it is good."

I thought he liked me.

But as soon as he took a step forward, he turned around.

"Hey, are you leaving?"

He looked back at me, "Well, is there anything else?"

"It's okay, I, you tomorrow..."

"how?"

"I'm working in the Mo family's company recently. I don't understand some issues. Can you tomorrow..."

He interrupted without mercy, "No."

"Okay. Is there anything else you're busy with?"

"Ah."

"Let's go." He said and kept walking forward.

I still couldn't help but say something more, "Okay, you should be careful, and... don't go to Bailihai all the time, it's windy at night."

"Ah."

He responded, but never looked back...

It was only later that I found out that the necklace was just given to me by Qin Huan.

The last time I saw him was in the visiting room of the Law Enforcement Bureau.

I heard that he killed someone.

He was sentenced to death and would be executed the next day.

I go to see him.

He is still like the first time I saw him, so noble that he is not stained with dust, his blue eyes are indifferent, and he can't see anything.

I wanted to save him, but I couldn't.

He told me:
"I told you a long time ago, don't fall in love with me."

"All the bullying you received after entering school was just my arrangement.

I want to pursue Qin Huan and deal with the Qin family.

And you are just a pawn of mine. "

I told him, "I will never love you again."

He smiled.

That was the first time I heard him say so much,
It was also the first time I saw him smile.

But also the last time.

Later, I was treated coldly by the Mo family because of my mother's relationship and was kicked out of the Mo family.

Hu Shimeng saved me.

She said it was his arrangement.

He keeps me alive.

However, although I am alive, my heart has long since died.

Later, I often came to Bailihai, standing on the watching cliff every night, looking into the distance.

Hu Shimeng once came to me and said that it was windy at night.

I said, "It's really windy."

(He looked into the distance and said softly, "The wind is really strong."

The sound drifted away with the sea wind, and no one heard it. ) (see Chapter 47)
(End of this chapter)