The cannon fodder of fast time travel has to struggle

Chapter 213 Don’t be cannon fodder ([-])

"System, why did you show me this? This is my own life, I don't need to know the answer in advance, you have no right to do so!"

"Even if you know that there will be no good results, do you still want to continue? After experiencing so many worlds, I thought you should have understood."

The system took it for granted, and didn't quite understand why Xiang Wan was questioning it like this.

Oh, how can this be the same?In the mission world, she is experiencing other people's lives, so she can calm down and even think of countermeasures to avoid the final bad ending.But this time is her own life, because she is unknown, so there are countless possibilities, even if the final result is not satisfactory, it is the result of her own choice, her emotions are all her own, why should others intervene?
"It's different, it's different. Because this is my own life. What I want to do, how I do it, and what consequences will occur are all my own responsibility. I don't want anyone to disturb me, especially you!"

This time, Xiang Wan's tone was a bit harsh. The system knew that she was really angry, but it still couldn't understand.

"Host, we didn't stay for long, are you sure you want to waste it on a bad ending?"

These words hit the most vulnerable part of Xiang Wan's heart.She trembled all over, and the hardness of her whole body collapsed instantly.

Yes, she was afraid, afraid that her wholehearted devotion would eventually lead to such a result.Say she doesn't love He Yang, then the world of missions she has experienced is meaningless; say she loves, how can she be embarrassed by such a humble way of begging him to stay?

He Yang is not a bad person, from the time she met him to the present, to everything that happened in the plot, Xiang Wan knew that the ending would definitely be like the one in the plot, and He Yang would stick to it.But Xiang Wan wasn't sure how much he loved himself in his heart, or he didn't dare to think about it, for fear that he would get results that were completely inconsistent with his expectations.

Whether you say she is self-deceiving or blindly stubborn, she just doesn't want to believe everything that happens in the plot, and even resists, thus venting her resentment on the system.

In this story, no one is right or wrong, An Shui'er can't control her heart, she wants to care about her savior, yes, what is wrong is that she met the right person at the wrong time.She never confessed, nor did she exceed the rules, she just waited and waited silently.Perhaps it was because of this special that Xiang Wan in the plot was confused and pushed He Yang towards him.

"Host, if you want to avoid the ending of the plot, you can firmly tie He Yang's heart to yourself and not give An Shui'er a chance. Or..."

Xiang Wan understood what the system didn't finish, but couldn't accept it.

"That's all, this system can't advise you. I just hope you don't regret it."

Here it is again!She has experienced so much in the mission world, Xiang Wan, and never thought of regretting it. Why did she regret it when she came to her own world?

"Tell me, what is the mission this time? The original owner, that is, me, what is my wish?"

The system was silent for a while before saying, "Don't do things you regret."

So simple?In the plot, Xiang Wan just didn't want to make himself regret it?
Xiang Wan got up, washed up, walked out of the bathroom, and sat on the sofa in the living room, thinking a lot, without sleep all night.

Her parents were not high-ranking officials, and although their lives were not rich, they were still passable.Living under the meticulous care of his parents since he was a child, he is full of enthusiasm for life and full of longing for the future.That year, when she was admitted to university, she had hoped to meet the person who made her heart beat during college, but she didn't meet until graduation.

He Yang studied interior design. When Xiang Wan graduated, he went to her school to do social research.A chance encounter made Xiang Wan focus entirely on the tall, burly and sunny He Yang.

He Yang worked only one year earlier than Xiang Wan, and often worked overtime.Xiang Wan's job is to sort out information for the seniors in the company and record files. It's very leisurely and he doesn't have much time to work overtime.As long as he is free, he will go to the house rented by He Yang, cook for him, clean the house, and wait for his return.

The two decided to rent a house to live together, which was proposed by He Yang, because they felt that running around like this was a waste of time and money, and they were worried that it would be unsafe for Xiang Wan to go back.Because of this reason, Xiang Wan was so happy that he didn't fall asleep half the night.

They have also imagined what kind of life they want to live in the future, what kind of house they want to buy, how many children they want to have, whether it is a boy or a girl, but they are all defeated by reality without exception.

He Yang was promoted quickly because of his outstanding performance, and his salary also increased.As for Xiang Wan, all her thoughts were on He Yang, and her work came second. She always thought that her boyfriend's salary was more, and she could quit her job and be a full-time wife at home in the future, so she didn't have to work so hard, so she stayed where she was.

The salary card has always been in Xiang Wan's hand, and Xiang Wan is in charge of the usual water, electricity, property fees, rent, daily necessities, and food expenses. He Yang has never asked.Every time she saw He Yang's salary increase, Xiang Wan was happy at first, but later turned into anxiety, fearing that one day He Yang would look down on her.Therefore, after Xiang Wan prepared a sumptuous dinner, she proposed marriage to He Yang.

She was the one who brought up the matter of marriage, and I still remember He Yang's expression at that time, he looked at Wan Yi in surprise, nodded calmly, expressing his agreement.Xiang Wan, who was so happy, didn't even notice that when He Yang heard the word "marriage", there was a slight struggle on his expression.

The matter of getting married was put on the agenda, so Xiang Wan notified his parents, and only said that everything should be kept simple, and he would go back after receiving the certificate, hold a banquet, and invite relatives and friends to have a meal.At that time, she forgot that her parents had not met He Yang, and she also forgot that He Yang had not let her meet his family. She always thought that as long as she got the certificate, it would be the same to see him again.

Because many people think that Xiang Wan in the plot is not loved by He Yang's parents, but he is not disgusted either. He just gets along so plainly and sees him once or twice a year.

He Yang never said that he liked her, but she herself always said that she liked and loved He Yang, and devoted her youth to their so-called home.

Not long after they got married, they pooled their money to buy a house in their common names, and the loan repayment was basically based on He Yang's salary card.He Yang went out early and came back late as always, working overtime every now and then and getting promoted step by step, while Xiang Wan resigned and stayed at home to become a full-time housewife.

The gap between them is getting bigger and bigger, and sometimes even when they are together, they no longer have a common language.Xiang Wan carefully maintained this marriage, but failed to see that the most important things between them, besides responsibilities and gaps, were slowly disappearing.

Perhaps, He Yang liked her a little bit, but he hadn't reached the level of love yet.So, after she made a fuss about their company, He Yang didn't change his behavior, he only explained one sentence.He couldn't see Xiang Wan's worries, doubts, and fears, or he didn't bother to explain them because he didn't think it was necessary.What should be said, he said, Xiang Wan just bear it silently and think about it.

Haha, it turns out that the person you fall in love with first can be so humble. Even if you are injured, you can only lick the wound yourself, wait for the wound to heal slowly, and then continue to give.The one who is loved accepts all this as a matter of course, without even a word of comfort.

The sky turned white. Xiang Wan raised his hand to cover his eyes and smiled softly.

(End of this chapter)