The cannon fodder of fast time travel has to struggle

Chapter 238 Don’t Be Cannon Fodder (29)

“I haven’t seen my dad since I was a child, and my mom never mentioned him in front of me.

When I was young, I would ask where he was.Later, I stopped asking because every time I asked, my mother would wipe her tears and beat me severely.From now on, I will fight with anyone who dares to laugh at me for not having a father, and beat them to death. No one in the whole village dares to mess with me.

One day, there was suddenly more meat in the house. I was ecstatic. For several days, I spent every day feeling satisfied.At that time, I had no idea where this meat came from.Until later, my mother told me that this was her last meal of meat and she would never give it to me again.I didn’t understand and had to ask, my mother slammed her chopsticks on the table. She looked me in the eyes and told me that if I was like my father in the future, she would never see me again.

Until the end of my life, I only knew that my mother would never forgive what my father did.She can do the heaviest work for me, give me the last bite of food, endure the ridicule of the villagers and do the rough work that a man can do, just to get me out of the mountain village.

You may not understand how difficult it is for a rural child to get out of the mountains.I worked hard just to win my mother's breath and make our life less tiring in the future.But you know, when I got the admission letter from the university, my family was already too poor to let go.My mother borrowed all the relatives, and she almost knelt down, and still didn't make up enough tuition fees.I carried my luggage secretly by myself, thinking of finding something to do outside, and scraping together the tuition fees by myself.

I did, and got into school as I wished.But when I was full of ambition and wanted to get ahead, I found that the people around me could get everything without making any effort, interpersonal relationships, learning resources, living expenses, eloquence, work, everything seemed to be in their eyes. Not a big deal.When they could afford to buy a computer, my mother had to run tens of miles of mountain roads even to make a phone call; When I can send gifts to my parents with two taps of my phone, I can't do anything, I can't even maintain my own life.

When I arrived at university, I realized how out of tune I was with this society.I have no money, no friends, no eloquence, no confidence, and even my studies don't seem to be that important anymore.I also thought about why this world is so unfair, others are born with everything, but I am struggling in this city!
I don't complain, really, I think, I can live the life I want by my own efforts.But when I went home to visit relatives, I saw my mother desperately suppressed her cough in order to hide her physical discomfort. She ran outside the house in the middle of the night and covered her mouth with a towel to prevent herself from making a sound, for fear that I would hear it.

At that moment, do you know how unwilling I am?

I've seen enough of my mother's humiliation when begging for help, and enough of people who are stalking people, why is it so slow for me to make money?I'm afraid, when I hold a lot of money, all I see is my mother's grave!
So, while my mother was not at home, I found something about my dad.Although the things my dad does are dangerous, they can make a lot of money in a short time.

I understood how much my mom hated my dad, but I didn't know how else to get the money quickly.So, after I returned to school, I wrote a letter telling my mother that I was going to join the army, retain my student status, and get a good salary every month.My mother was very happy, and specially asked someone to write the letter back.

I joined my dad's organization, trained hard, and then went on missions to send money home.I thought that this way, my mother would be able to go to the hospital for a checkup with peace of mind. Who knew that she was still thinking about my future life, worried that I would not be able to start a family without money, and insisted on saving the money.

I didn't expect that my mother would meet you the first time she came here.To be honest, you are different from those people. There are no other unnecessary emotions in your eyes. Moreover, my mother also likes you very much and encourages me to pursue you.

I also thought that if she got better, maybe we could try it.But you, what did you do when you were with me?Take your so-called boyfriend, swear to my mother that you already have a master, and say that my career is not clean!

My mother became suspicious and forced me to tell the truth with death.I said I was a soldier, but she didn't believe me, so she insisted on taking her to my barracks to see.Talking about my dad again, she said that she really wanted to see him again.

I know she's already suspicious, and I know I've looked through my dad's stuff.I acquiesced, and she had a big fight with me and kicked me out of the ward.I thought she would calm down, but who knew that the next day, what I saw was her dead body, her brains burst, and she died with regret! "

Wu Xiaole spoke expressionlessly, but his eyes never left Xiang Wan's for a moment.

"You know, the only reason I have been doing missions these years is to make my mother live happily. Killing, arson, robbery, kidnapping, what kind of scenes do not have bloody scenes? I am used to seeing them, and there is nothing I can't see. It's just , I don’t know how to live in the future, without the passion to fight, at least, I have to fulfill my mother’s last wish.”

Alarm bells rang in Xiang Wan's heart. As soon as he got up, Wu Xiaole pressed his shoulder.

"Xiang Wan, you are my mother's last wish. Stay and come with me to see her. We will get married underground, and she will be very happy."

Wu Xiaole's eyes were full of indifference and indifference to life, which made people feel creepy.

"Wu Xiaole, are you crazy? Your mother just wants you to live well, don't be so extreme. We are friends, what can't we talk about?"

Xiang Wan slowly held the coffee cup with both hands. At this moment, she regretted not having a self-defense weapon with her.

She really didn't expect that her aunt's death would be related to her, nor did she expect that Wu Xiaole was not a soldier. The warning Qiu Rui told him suddenly flashed in her mind.I was too angry at the time, thinking that he just said that because he didn't want her to take care of Xu Jinlian.Now that I think about it, I realize that Qiu Rui was really worried about her when he said that.

Wu Xiaole didn't move, and Xiang Wan didn't dare to move, for fear of angering him and causing everyone to panic.She thought that Wu Xiaole shouldn't be so insane in public.

In fact, she was wrong, Wu Xiaole clasped him with one hand, and slowly opened his clothes in front of her, revealing the explosives around his waist, and the timed time was no more than 5 minutes.

The people around saw it and immediately ran away screaming.Xiang Wan couldn't sit still anymore, picked up the cup and threw it at Wu Xiaole, wrestling with him.

The people in the shop had almost run away, Xiang Wan thought, even if he couldn't dismantle the bomb, he must not let him hurt others.Therefore, she spared no effort, and Wu Xiaole, regardless of life or death, attacked frantically, just to keep Xiang Wan behind.

Someone called the police, and the police who stayed behind at the opposite hospital rushed over quickly, but they didn't dare to approach, and the sound of the police car was getting closer and closer.

Xiang Wan was skilled, but not as strong as Wu Xiaole, and gradually began to struggle. He wanted to dodge and escape, but he blocked his way.Seeing that the timer on his waist had counted down to less than 20 seconds, Xiang Wan caught a glimpse of a figure slowly approaching from the corner of his eye. It was Qiu Rui!

(End of this chapter)