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Chapter 487 The person who kisses is not the person in mind
What happened to me yesterday...

Why do my eyes look like two boiled eggs, and what is the situation...Since my eye bags are so heavy...

To be honest, I am an upright teenager and you want me to go out like this. I feel that I am no different from those zombies who can only yell at this moment, but I can't make a sound now... But the situation is different, let me go!I'm waiting for a meeting, and it seems that there are meetings to be held. I usually wear a mask so that half of my face is missing, only my eyes are exposed, um, my eyes are exposed.

It's useful to show your eyes!I'm going to cover my eyes now, these incredibly swollen eyes really seem to have been punched twice.

No wonder Taohua ran up so nervously, it turned out that my eyes were swollen into two boiled eggs...

After I brushed my teeth carefully, I wet the towel with cold water, wrung it dry and covered my face directly.

Ah... cool...

In other words, whether this cold compress has any effect, I don't know...

"Master, the honey water is ready." Tao Hua opened the door, "Master!!! What's wrong with you!"

"Ah?" I lowered my head and put down the towel covering my eyes.

Taohua pulled me towards the dining table in the living room, "Master, Taohua has prepared breakfast for the young master, the young master can eat."

"What time is it?" I felt that I was still a little groggy, "How do I remember that the hour hand is pointing to one?"

"Really?" Taohua turned her head to look at the clock in the hall, "It's the first meal of the day anyway, let's treat it as breakfast."

Is that so... Seeing me in a daze, Tao Hua unfolded the napkin and hung it on the neckline of my T-shirt, "Master, please use it slowly."

"I..." I looked at the one-meter-long napkin on my chest in confusion. Are you sure it's a fucking napkin and not a towel?I……

I looked up and thought I saw my last supper, what the hell is this feast full of tables?At first glance, it looks like a full table feast, but when you look closely, it seems that it is all vegetarian dishes, without a few pieces of meat.

"Buzz—" my cell phone.

I took my phone out of my trouser pocket.

"Leave your phone alone." Taohua quickly snatched my phone away, turned around and threw the ball over to the sofa.

"Me?" I was dumbfounded, even if you don't show me the information, you don't have to be so cruel...

ok ok, I'll just eat it...

"Ding-dong-"

"Master, continue to eat, as long as Taohua comes to open the door." Taohua immediately pushed me back to my seat.

I know that my body will be weaker, but I don't need to protect it so carefully, it's still okay to take two steps to open the door.

"How is your young master?"

"Master is supplementing nutrition."

"Is he awake yet?"

This voice is probably Yao Keying, but don't worry about her, I'm hungry now, and since I feel my body is hollowed out after sleeping, how can I not be worthy of the night I stayed up last night if I don't eat some moving stars.

"Linghu Yifei? You eat so much?" Yao Keying walked over to the dining table and looked at all the dishes on the table in surprise, "Can you finish your meal?"

"Eh, that's not it?" I looked up at her, holding a chicken leg in my hand.

"It's okay..." Yao Keying was speechless, "You eat..."

"What to eat?" I just heard some incredible voice, "What did you just say I eat?"

"I'll let you eat, I didn't tell you what to eat." Yao Keying put the things she carried on the chair next to me. She trembled a bit at first, probably frightened by my one-meter-long napkin.

"What did you bring me to eat?" My eyes immediately shifted to her bag.

"I knew you would definitely ask me this. I brought you a few bags of big seaweed that you gnaw whole." Yao Keying rummaged through the bag, "These bags are for those small snacks to satisfy your hunger, and there are You can eat some candies when you are bored and have nothing to do."

"Why are you so caring to me all of a sudden?" The corners of my mouth raised slightly.

"Don't look at me with such a wretched smile, you still have to repay me well. The final closing is for the representative Yuri to summarize. If I didn't write the manuscript quickly and let your secretary go up as a representative, you think you really Get out of the body, wake up and sit down to eat in such a safe place?!"

I clasped my hands together and raised them above my head, "Thank you very much, President Yao."

"Are you in a posture of worshiping God..." Yao Keying looked at me with eyes narrowed.

Disgust is written all over this face, I thank you so seriously, since you still dislike me?
Wait, maybe Yao Keying knows why my eyes are swollen like this. Could it be that someone punched me twice while I was asleep!
"Yao Keying, do you know why my eyes are swollen like this?"

"You..." Yao Keying hesitated to speak, Tao Hua walked over with a cup of black tea and placed it in front of the empty seat next to me.

"Miss Yao, let's sit down and talk." Taohua put the stained glass chinaware containing sugar on the table, "Candy?"

"I'll do it myself." Yao Keying smiled, pulled a chair and sat down, "Now only Miss Peach Blossom can call me Miss Yao." After Yao Keying finished speaking, she sighed, feeling that this sigh has many meanings inside.

Before I could think through all the meaning of her sigh, she spoke immediately.

"At that moment, I almost wanted to shake you awake." Yao Keying picked up a cube of sugar and put it into the black tea, picked up a small iron spoon and stirred back and forth in the cup.

"What's wrong with me?"

"Sleep with eyes closed..."

"Then someone took the opportunity to punch her twice, and her eyes became like this?"

"Linghu Yifei, don't run away." Yao Keying put down the iron spoon, "Don't you know what you dreamed in your dreams? Will someone cry while sleeping?" Yao Keying finished speaking, She didn't continue talking, but just looked down at the vortex in the cup.

I?But I fell asleep and didn't dream of anything. What I dreamed was darkness, and I didn't continue to say anything.

I am very familiar with the word escape, but I just don’t want to accept the happiness I took from myself, so I let it go again. I know that I can’t let go of that relationship, it’s my own self. Thought it was reduced to the current situation.

"I just have no choice..." It's just that there is no way to accept this reality. I would rather be in a dream now, and when I wake up, I can find that everything here is fake. I just fell asleep one day. I dreamed So far it's all because of my own delusions.

But with such a painful personal experience, I can't help but admit that this is true...

"Did you hold things back too much to be like that at that time? If you can't tell others, you can tell me? Linghu Yifei..." Yao Keying called out to me in the last sentence name.

"I'm sorry..." I pulled off the napkin hanging around my neck, turned around and walked to the second floor.

"What's the use of telling me you're sorry? Didn't I do something that made you feel sorry for me? Linghu Yifei!"

I slammed the door shut, staring blankly at everything in the room, my vision slowly blurred, a breath stuck in my throat, I looked around uneasily, the sudden pain in my heart made me Unable to breathe, I felt a stream of heat run across my cheek, but it pricked my skin very stingingly.

I opened my mouth and exhaled, but I only felt my breath trembling. I wanted to shout something, but I couldn't say anything.

I sat on the ground with my back leaning against the door, hugging my knees, with my head slightly sideways looking at the window sill of the bay window, and the sunlight came in through such a small gap.

Just don't let any light come in...

It's really painful, my eyes are unbelievably swollen because I "beat" myself to swell...

I really don't believe that all of this is true... The promised pure love, the promised things that will be together, the promised promises just disappear like this, why must the things I like be deprived...

So many years have passed, and there is nothing that I like for a little longer, and my hope has really become a luxury...

i like you...i like you...

i really like you...

What do I like about her?I have always liked you... Please let me stay by your side without identity, even if I have no identity with you, let me feel a little disconnected from you, even if I don't, give it to me Stay by your side, I really want you to be by my side longer...

The feeling of crying is so painful, the whole person can't breathe, the heart seems to have stopped beating, and the throat is choked all the time, I really like it... I really like it, I am no longer a child's play, if If you give me a chance, I can become perfect enough, even if the ending will be the same as now.

Without your feeling, I feel like a whole chunk of space is empty.

I know it's my original self, but I just don't want to admit it...

"fox!"

The wooden door can be regarded as having outside voices, but now I have no way to face anyone at all, and there is no way to open the door in my world anymore.

just leave me here...

I can't accept your coming, am I that kind of ruthless cold-blooded animal in front of you, don't you all look at me with fear or admiration, how much can you accept with my current appearance.

Let me stay here and dry up my tears, I may be able to welcome you with my original face, put on my mask again, the current self is completely unrecognizable, there is no mask on my face, all those expressions for external use, They all fell to the ground and shattered the moment I closed the door.

I also have no way to switch my status immediately...

I'm sorry...why am I living in this world alone...

"Kakkaka..."

The door lock rang for a long time, and soon stopped.

I tiredly looked up at the door lock above my head, then lowered my head in disappointment, I slowly crawled to the edge of the bed, my arms rested on the edge of the bed, my body was limp on the edge of the bed, I closed my eyes slightly, trying to sleep with exhaustion, But the tears never stopped.

despair!
With this crisp sound, I didn't have the strength to look up again, but there was a bright light shining in from the door, and it disappeared quickly.

Yao Keying came over in a few steps, squatted beside me, she held my shoulder, "Linghu Yifei, can you accept the reality?"

"..." I looked at her blankly, she forcibly dragged me up, and I didn't have any strength to respond to her.

But this is my business, why is she crying...

What is she talking about...

My ears seemed to be deaf, but I vaguely saw Yao Keying shouting something, the tears in the corners of her eyes kept flowing, her pain seemed to be close to my pain, I slightly raised my hand and reached out to touch her The corners of her eyes were flushed from crying, and she looked at me in surprise.

"Don't cry..." My voice was hoarse, but I was able to bear the pain in my vocal cords to say such a sentence, the breath was stuck in my throat instantly, my breathing was blocked, I couldn't say anything, now I You should realize how painful it is to love someone.

Yao Keying grabbed the back of my hand, she lowered her head and shook her head, she choked up her breath and began to twitch slowly, Yao Keying sat on the floor, her tears dripped on the floor but did not dissipate for a long time.

I put my arms around her waist, but my body was already exhausted. When she saw my behavior like this, she shrank back in fright. I held her in my arms, her fingertips were trembling, but Grab my neckline tightly.

"If I can't hold it back..." My voice couldn't make it louder.

Yao Keying stretched out her arms to hug me, she was crying quietly, her fingertips were trembling while holding me, the strength of her hugging me gradually became stronger, I felt my shoulders started to get wet.

I can clearly understand how much Yao Keying likes me.

Now I can clearly understand how much I like Lin Feishuang.

At this moment, my mood is the same as that of Yao Keying back then... Rejected by the person I like, hated by the person I like, that kind of opportunity that will never come back, that kind of happiness that can be kept in the palm of my hand, is being rejected by the person I like, and the kind of happiness that can be kept in my palm. His vexatiousness and self-righteousness were destroyed and let it slip through his fingers.

People who are also heartbroken, hugging each other is just two pieces of ice warming each other. This kind of meaningless behavior, on the contrary, makes me feel more dependent.

"Yifei..." Yao Keying grabbed my back tightly.

I was called by such a name, my heart tightened, I let go of Yao Keying, I looked at her face flushed from crying, I stretched out my hand to pinch her chin, tilted my head slightly, I closed my eyes, kissed her When I touched Yao Keying's crying-white lips, it was as if I had kissed soft cotton, with the bitterness of tears in it.

It's over...

I let go of Yao Keying, opened her eyes slightly, her eyes were still glistening with tears, the tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and dripped on my fingertips.

This pitiful face, my vision blurred, I aimed at her lips and kissed her again, I didn't let go of her for a long time, the tip of my tongue pried her lips apart, but she responded softly to me.

But in my heart I was very guilty/cheaply calling her name...

Frost...

(End of this chapter)