I'm not saying, your IQ is really bad

Chapter 509 Piano
She shook off all the restraints I gave her, her eyes were full of love and hate, she wanted to walk by me, I reached out to stop her, I continued to grab her wrist, I squeezed I held on until she cried out in pain, but I didn't let go.

My expression must be embarrassing now, I bit my lower lip, forced to vent all the grief, I bit my lower lip, and the bright red blood flowed out, I moved closer to her lips, she grabbed my clothes and tried to get rid of it Kind of open, I can't feel anything...

There was only a faint smell of blood, and her tears dripped down on my fingertips holding her cheeks, and the frosty cold spread from my fingertips.

The strength of her struggle began to gradually weaken, and she didn't have the strength to respond to me, so I let her go.

Lin Feishuang sobbed softly, she was breathing desperately, I couldn't help but reach out and hold her hand, her trembling fingertips made it impossible for me to transmit my own temperature to her, there was no expression on my face, she No matter how much I sobbed, I wiped away the tears with my fingertips, but I couldn't wipe away my own emotions.

"That's all..." My voice became hoarse, and there was still blood on the corner of my mouth. Saying this sentence hurt my heart, and my breathing began to hurt.

"..." She didn't speak, she just squatted on the ground, she covered her cheek, I couldn't see her expression at all.

"It's my own ability..." I stood up and stretched out my hand in front of Lin Feishuang.

Lin Feishuang stood up by herself.

"Shuang'er, I'm sorry..." I didn't dare to look at her again, but it was always her that I couldn't let go of for a long time in my heart. What was my reason?What the hell did I just do?I can't control my emotions like this, so I treat her like this...

"Are you brainwashed by work? Or did you not show your true nature to me at the beginning." Lin Feishuang glared at me angrily, her eyes were red and staring straight up at me, the hot breath she exhaled Sprayed on my chest, "Your brain only cares about everyone and others, and after you take me into your arms, you don't care, put me aside! What do you want to do?!"

"I want you to like me longer!" I raised the volume, and my voice echoed throughout the corridor, but I didn't immediately apologize, "You know I live in fear every day just to make you like me No matter how much more time I have, I would not dare to mention the word love in front of your eyes! But you have never felt that everything I do is for you!"

"You think that everything you do is for me! But have you really understood my affairs?!" Lin Feishuang shouted hoarsely.

"I can't even think about being with you forever. My last extravagant wish is that you like me a little longer. You can be with me for as long as you want, as long as you can be with me..."

"Enough! The way you live in the present, I can't see our future in my body. The breakup I mentioned with you is to let you know that I am not worthless as you think..."

"So you propose marriages to various companies!!!" I almost yelled this sentence, and she trembled slightly in fright, "Even if Lin Xing forces you, you must listen to her! You have such a six-year relationship with you One-tenth of the blood relationship, you must treat her as your own mother?!"

"Then what else can I do other than this use!? Who knew that since you terminated the contract?!"

"If you don't terminate the contract, why should I keep it?"

"Then why do I keep it!!"

"because I like it……"

"Linghu Yifei! I like you, this is not an excuse!"

"you……"

"Calm down!!!" Chen Yihao came up from the corridor on the sixth floor. He came over and pulled my sleeve, and whispered in my ear: "Do you want the whole school to know that you are arguing so loudly? Thanks to the class No one is walking in the corridors."

"I don't want to quarrel with her either..." I responded to him in a low voice.

"Let's go, I'm going to class." Lin Feishuang walked by me, I reached out and grabbed her wrist, she quickly shook off my hand, "I don't want to die in your hands again, You are not who you were in the beginning."

I watched her pace quicken, and immediately escaped from my sight. Her back really wanted to be caught but couldn't be caught. She felt like the light of my hope, but how could I catch her? They all slip through my fingers.

"Let's go, fox." Chen Yihao sighed, he patted my shoulder and walked down the stairs.

I stood there blankly, I looked at my palm, that trembling hand, but I couldn't stop for a long time, I like to touch her hair, I like her smile, I like every frown and smile of hers , I love everything she gave me, but I am getting more and more timid to say the three words "I love you", saying it seems to have completely sentenced us to death.

Like these two words but can escape.

I was the kind of timid and self-blame escape, all the motivation she gave me made me walk into the sun step by step.

"Fox?" Chen Yihao was puzzled, "Class has already started."

"Yeah." I came back to my senses, and walked down the stairs by touching the handrail.

"Is there anything tonight?" Chen Yihao asked.

"I want to play the violin in the music room."

"Go after dinner?"

"Well, I may be a late student." I said.

"Then I know, let's go back to class first." Chen Yihao patted me on the shoulder, but he didn't say much.

"Why did you run out?" Seeing that he seemed to want me to divert my attention, it's better to follow his will and make him not worry about me so much.

"I saw you said to fetch water. It's been 10 minutes since class and you haven't come back yet, so I told the teacher that I went to the bathroom, so I found you. After all, the corridor is so loud..." Chen Yi Hao hesitated to speak.

"I was excited at the time, but now I have no choice but to regret it." I chuckled lightly and shook my head.

The sound of the piano...it can make me immerse myself in sadness, the sound of the piano can express all the emotions in my heart...

It’s been a whole day, and I’ve been in a daze, so I hope that the needle will turn faster. I want to go to a place where there is no one, and express all my emotions on the sound of my piano, and let the instrument to express all my emotions. The voice is vented, so that my own ears can hear the cry in my heart.

He said that he wanted to come and play the violin, so I walked into the music and put the violin on the podium.

There used to be an ensemble with Lin Feishuang here. I looked at the upright piano over there, and I could vaguely see her figure there. She was wearing a white gauze dress, and her fingertips were jumping on the black and white keys, playing out The sound of the piano is graceful and graceful, walking briskly back and forth in the entire music room, the smile on the corner of her mouth slightly raised when she played the piano, she likes the notes bouncing back and forth, her slender fingers can play the black and white keys Colorful music.

I touched the keys of the piano with my fingertips, glanced at the piano bench, and sat down.

There is no score on the music stand. I have indeed read a lot of piano fundamentals, but the music played may not be as good as Lin Feishuang's professional level. I touched the keys with my fingertips, and the keys were as cold as ice. The tunes echoed in my mind, but I couldn't find the few ones I knew.

I raised my arms, my palms hovered over the keys, and my fingertips touched the keys. I closed my eyes and recalled the scene of Lin Feishuang playing "Dream Wedding", and my fingertips dropped to press the first white key. , Accompanied smoothly with my left hand, I tried to play the wedding in my dream, but I didn't finish the first section, and I was quickly stuck by the notes.

I took a deep breath and looked at the black and white colors on the keyboard. I raised my hand again and placed it on the first section, and my fingertips jumping on the black and white keys stopped soon.

Try something else...haven't I always been incapable of playing something that seems cheerful?The sound of the piano sounds so weird...

There is indeed such a piece of music in my mind, is it really okay for me to play it at this time...

But it is the same state of mind that I leave the piano and start playing the violin now, and I am indifferent to thinking about other songs.

I pressed my finger on the bass key, played a small prelude, and then entered the lyrics, my fingers jumped back and forth between the white keys, and my left hand pressed the accompaniment key, and the heavy beat beat steadily Touching my heart, the sound of the piano is melodious, and the sound of the piano is gradually reaching a climax. I frowned tightly, my fingertips jumped between the black and white keys, and the pedals on my feet began to gradually lose their strength.

The black and white in front of me gradually merged together, my sight became blurred, but my hands couldn’t stop. I went up a scale and continued to play this short section, I could only feel my heart being tightly grasped.

The sound of the piano is melodious and slow, the high notes are too clear, and the keys are too cold.

Even the piano seemed to be singing this heart-wrenching song. I forced the notes to switch to another emotion. The sadness spread to the whole room. The sound is a regret that I haven't said for a long time, so that now I can only use the sound of the piano to tell myself how sad I am.

Every time I reach the orgasm, my throat seems to be pierced, the pain is there, and even my breathing hurts. At the end, I raise my arms slightly, and my fingertips slowly leave the keys.

The drops of water dripping from the keys are my tears?

I touched the tears on the key, pressed the key, and let out a crisp "So", the key had no warmth, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, and covered my cheeks with my hands.

Tears wet my hands, I couldn't open my hands, my breathing became short of breath, I stood up and turned away from the piano, but fell to the ground as powerless, I supported my body hard, tears continued to flow from my eyes Slid down and dripped onto the floor.

I gritted my teeth and tried my best to hold my breath. In order not to make any sound from my crying, I bit my lower lip so tightly that I couldn't even feel the pain.

My fingers slowly retracted into my palms, I clenched my fists and slammed on the ground.

I don't know what mood...

Anyway, I just know that I am in pain now.

The self-confidence that came from was destroyed step by step by myself, she...

"Shuang'er...I like you..." Tears welled up in my eyes, my voice trembled, and I kept repeating this sentence: "I like you...I like you...I like you..."

The word "love" opened his mouth but he couldn't make a sound. He just liked it, so he could escape responsibility. He just liked it, so he could do whatever he wanted. He just liked it, so he could use it as a reason for everything.

No, no.

What I really want to like is to keep the feeling I have for you from the beginning, just to keep the throbbing that I have always had for you, just thinking... like, can replace a lot of things I can't do to you All the favourites.

like you... like...

Shuang'er... I said I like you, this "you" means you must be in my heart, if I say I like you and it's no longer you, what's the point of me saying it.

I just want to have you. People like me who have a short memory just want to be with you for a longer time, and I can recall every bit about you all the time. Now I don’t even have the original intention when I recall it.

Standing up and sitting on the floor, I looked up at the light tubes hanging from the music room, the white light was particularly dazzling.

The place without you is as cold as ice, but you have that heart-warming smile, I haven't seen you smile at me for a long time, even if you don't smile at me, your warm sun is facing No matter others, as long as you are always happy, is that person next to you me...

I also……

I don't want to think about it anymore.

About your present or your future.

Because none of them belong to me.
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the next day.

I played a piano piece last night and never stood up again. I was in a daze waiting for the end of the get out of class. I didn’t even feel hungry. I started to feel confused. I didn’t know where I should go next. .

Sitting in my seat, I stare at my computer screen, the blank desktop is like my heart.

"Fox, the class has been changed today. The fourth quarter in the morning is physical education." Chen Yihao bumped me with his shoulder.

"Ah."

"This way we can go directly to the dining hall to eat!"

"Ah."

"Fuck you! Don't make love like Yang Wei!" Li Ze grabbed my collar, but he quickly let go of me, "I'm sorry, I think you've been listless for several days recently."

"Alas..." I stood on tiptoe and stroked Li Ze's hair, "I'm fine, I was just thinking about something else."

"We never thought that you would break up with Lin Feishuang..." Chen Yihao sighed.

"I haven't thought about it either." I said softly.

I couldn't get back to my train of thought. Lin Feishuang said that I am different from before, what does this sentence mean, and also said that my EQ is low, so why does my IQ drop along with it? But since she told me that she can't see the future?
　Piano track "Eternal Love (One-Glance Ten Thousand Years Repertoire)"

　　
　
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