I'm not saying, your IQ is really bad

Chapter 539
"What do you mean by that?" I rubbed Chen Yihao away with my arm, "Don't think about it..."

"You don't have any thoughts in your heart?" Chen Yihao suppressed his voice and said in a breathy voice, "You really don't have any thoughts in your heart?"

I sighed, "No."

God knows what I really want... This wavering heart, I also want to make it more stable, I don't have my own correct answer, and I can't be decisive in everything I do.

How do I know what kind of liking I have for Yao Keying?The heartbeat accelerated just now, maybe it was just frightened?

Which one do you like?
Lin Feishuang?Yao Keying?
If Yao Keying's position in my heart has already surpassed that of Lin Feishuang, maybe I am also similar to Lin Feishuang. There is absolutely no way to give up.

I turned my head and looked at Li Ze and Yao Keying talking. Yao Keying's frown and smile were very beautiful. I haven't looked at her cheeks so seriously for a long time. Her fair and tender face was covered with some powder. She has a doll-like appearance, which is very pleasant to look at.

I can't say that she is beautiful, but she is not ordinary. I seem to see every step of her change, from that fatal possessive desire, that time she pinched my neck and begged me not to separate, until now. She, as if it had been a long time in the middle, this transition completely transformed her into a butterfly capable of spreading its wings, and the colors of its wings were particularly dazzling.

Everyone is changing, but I have been standing still...

"It's a bit boring here, I'm going out for a walk. By the way, let's go to the canteen, what do you want to drink?"

"Lemon tea." Sitting on the piano stool, Li Ze called back.

"Okay, then I'll buy three boxes of lemon tea." I saw Yao Keying staring at me for a long time, I subconsciously smiled at her, turned around and walked out the door, my expression changed back to the original paralyzed expression.

When will this heavy emotion be completely relieved...

I don't know my true thoughts at all, and I wander around like a wandering spirit every day. Since Lin Feishuang is talking about Liang Junhao's voice and smile, and her smile when she mentions Liang Junhao, I'm afraid it will be the same in this life. There is no way to forget it.

I touched the handrail of the stairs and walked down slowly, my heart was knotted into a knot, the picture flashed in my mind, I hope I can recall the previous memories, and completely forget the smile she had talking to me at that time, But why can't I... can't remember...

Has time diluted all my feelings for you?
Holding the armrest tightly with the palm of your hand, you may be able to remember when you calm down...

Since it was the "Heart Wall" played by Yao Keying just now, the gentle sound of the piano was echoing in my ears. I turned my head and looked behind me, but no one was there...

Since the softly played piano music will echo in my mind, is Yao Keying's performance so charming?Is it just because the artistic conception of the piano music is the same that it has been reverberating in my mind for so long, so is it that I am in the same situation as her now?No, maybe mine is worse than hers...

Since I want to be on par with others, that's enough for me...

From any point of view, I was kept in the dark. No matter how I looked at it, others knew more details than me. I wanted to have another perspective, or another ear, to hear the...things I have no way of knowing...

Why is the road to the canteen so long for me? Is there so much I can think about when I am alone?
"Linghu Yifei, is this one?"

I turned my head to look, Yao Keying took a box of lemon tea from the shelf, and she smiled at me.

"Yes... yes." I froze for a while, looking around.

"I told the two of them that I would follow, and they agreed." Yao Keying picked up four boxes of lemon tea and held them in her hands, "I saw you walking staggeringly in front, and it felt like you were thinking about something. I didn't go forward."

"Oh." I put down the drink in my hand, looked down and found that it was winter melon tea, I saw Yao Keying looking left and right in the small supermarket, and saw the snacks picked up and waited for a long time before putting them down, "I'll see you now It feels like you have your own BGM."

"What?" Yao Keying asked with question marks all over his face.

"It's okay." I lowered my head, "You can buy any snacks you want, I'll give you..."

"No, lose weight." Yao Keying was categorical.

"puff."

When Yao Keying was about to walk past me, I suddenly shrank back, and the drink I was holding fell to the ground.

"Why are you so surprised?" Yao Keying bent down and picked up the winter melon tea that fell on the ground, "Here."

"Okay." I took the box of drinks she handed me, and the moment my fingertips touched it, it was like an electric spark flashed, and my fingertips were slightly numb. I stared at Yao Keying with wide eyes, "You..."

"Me?" Yao Keying didn't notice it at all.

"It's okay." Why am I so nervous...

"Why are you so nervous?" Yao Keying poked my right arm with her fingertips.

How did she say what I thought? !Is Yao Keying so attractive? !Or did I not come out of the haze just now, and was completely shrouded in sadness?

If Lin Feishuang's mood was like this back then, she would inevitably be moved by Liang Junhao.

"I'm just thinking about things, and there are some things I can't figure out no matter how I think about them."

We happened to be crowded in the canteen that came after school at noon, and there were so many students that it was crowded, walking in small steps.

After checking out, I walked out and took a deep breath of fresh air.

"There are so many people in your school." Yao Keying pressed the sweat on her forehead with the back of her hand.

"You can blend in perfectly with the students." I wiped the beads of sweat hanging from my cheeks.

Yao Keying took out a pack of toilet paper from her pocket, "Here are the paper towels. You guidebooks definitely don't have them, so take them and don't thank me."

"Thank you..." The "thank you" face behind me didn't even make a sound, so she pointed at me and laughed.

I walked back to the music classroom with her, and she was lamenting that she didn't go to school. Some ordinary little things can make her very happy, and she can't go back to that time now...

"When I was in junior high school, my favorite thing was to go to the canteen, and then buy snacks and sit in the gazebo to eat."

"Really?" I stood at the corner of the stairs on the second floor and looked at her.

She was shocked suddenly, she stared at me with wide eyes, her hands holding on to the railing began to tremble slightly, so suddenly, I was also a little scared, I looked at her, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and my ears were a little bit hot.

I immediately turned my head to look elsewhere, "Let's go." Speeding up to the table tennis room.

I didn't dare to look back to see if she was following me. I was in a hurry. The four boxes of drinks in my hand were icy in my palm, and the water droplets from the surface penetrated my fingertips. Unable to bear the temperature of my palm, I walked into the music room and found that Li Ze and Chen Yihao had gone somewhere.

These two guys...

I took out my mobile phone and looked at the WeChat messages, only to see the two of them sneaking away to eat, and slipped away while talking about cooking for us.

"Where are they?" Yao Keying walked into the classroom one step later than me. She looked around and slowly approached me.

"They went to cook for us." I put the drink on the podium, and immediately kept a distance from Yao Keying, "How about letting you taste Nanxin Canteen?!"

"I said Linghu Yifei." Yao Keying put her arms around her hips, "Do I have a virus? Why do you keep a distance from me when you see me?"

"Hahahaha?" I laughed awkwardly, sitting on the plastic stool on the podium, "Isn't it good to keep a distance? Do men and women kiss each other?!"

"You..." Yao Keying leaned on the podium table with her elbows, she squinted her eyes and stared at me, "Do you have anything to do?"

"No." I replied.

"Then why did you..." Yao Keying hesitated to speak.

"It was nothing just now." I frowned and bit my lower lip.

"Tell me about it." Yao Keying sat down, "If you want to say something but dare not say it, you will bite your lower lip." Yao Keying squinted her eyes and pointed at I smile slightly.

"..."

I have to say something to finish the story. The incident just now has nothing to do with Yao Keying. If I arrange the word order incorrectly, it will be like putting all the responsibility on Yao Keying.

And I just looked at her so many times with the utmost impoliteness, she asked me several times but couldn't answer her question, if she ignored me, then she would not have come to the school long ago...

Irritable... who is my heart facing...

If it was Lin Feishuang, now I am the only one who is stubbornly wanting her to come back to me; but Yao Keying has been opposed several times, and she is slowly changing again, I am not worthy of her at all, what am I? exist……

"Don't think of yourself so inferior." Yao Keying stood up, she walked to the piano and sat on the piano stool, "I like a song very much, it was just before you came, I was singing The song I played, I have practiced it almost a hundred times, and every line of its lyrics is similar to my state of mind."

"Similar..." I approached the piano and stood behind her.

"I don't know how to play any famous music, I only play some popular songs." Yao Keying touched the black and white keys with her fingertips, "I haven't studied for a long time. I heard that someone likes musical instruments. His instrument can play nice songs with the piano. I found that there is nothing to do with cramming, but it is good to learn a little."

"It's good to learn a little bit, maybe he knows?"

"The violin he plays is the best sound I've ever heard." Yao Keying lowered her head and touched the keys, "The world he lives in seems to be incompatible with mine, and I want to break into his world. But he wants to make another People brought him into his world, I thought the opportunity would come back again, but I didn’t expect it to be just my own illusion, this time I don’t want to escape my feelings again.”

"You can face your feelings directly, but I can't face my feelings at all." I frowned and looked at the window. The sunlight that came in was just like this, through the glass, only on the floor, and it could be seen I'm a little on tiptoe.

Yao Keying shook her head, "At least you have the courage up to now, but I don't."

"I'm really not as good as you think..." If it was really that good, wouldn't there be more people who could stay by my side...

"You are the best with me."

"..."

"You didn't lock your heart, so I will always be here."

"you……"

Yao Keying tapped the keys, "Actually, I don't know anything...but I can sing well, I've been practicing for a long time and I want you to listen to it..."

"Okay." I nodded.

"Looking at the blue sea and the blue sky alone ~ the plastering in my heart is lighter..."

After she softly sang the first line of the lyrics, her fingertips began to walk on the keys. Her singing made me feel comfortable, clear and pleasant, without any trace of breathing disorder. Every breath she took was singing to perfection. The sound of the piano at her fingertips did not drown out her own singing.

On the contrary, the sound of the piano has become her own chord, which is not like the sound of the piano as an accompaniment at all. When the keys are tapped, the gentle sound of the piano surrounds my ears, and the whole music room is full of her. singing and violin.

Hearing my pores stand upright, I choked on the breath in my throat, like a ball of air stuck in my breathing tube, the infectious power of her singing hit my heart directly, and every time she dragged her voice was calming down It touches my mood, breathing and conversation are so beautiful, I feel that my world view has been refreshed again.

When I was always playing the violin, I was said to be a canary trapped in a golden cage, but now I can see the lark breaking free from the next cage, flying into my golden cage, standing in a place that does not belong to her. On the branches, sang melodious songs.

As if she was intoxicated in her own singing, she sang high notes with her eyes closed, and shook her head slightly while buffering. It was as if the classroom was infused with magic power by her singing. Everything around her looked particularly comfortable, and she breathed lightly. The raised shoulders, the hair sweeping by her arms, and the sound of the piano, all I can hear are all her thoughts immersed in her heart.

The yearning that was about to fill her heart was calling out in every tone of her singing, which was completely invisible to her emotions on weekdays, but she could clearly know it when she sang like this.

At the end, she raised her arms slightly, put her hands on her thighs, and took a deep breath.

I looked at her back, and the lingering sound of her playing was lingering, and her singing was always echoing in my ears.

She turned her head and looked at me, her cheeks were slightly red, her eyes were squinted and smiling, her curved eyes were curved, and the corners of her mouth were raised in a beautiful arc, she smiled sweetly, and said with a sweet voice: " Does it sound good?"

(End of this chapter)