Things before and after marriage

Chapter 143 What should I do

"Wait!" Fang Qian gently stirred the coffee, as if expecting Meili to say this. "Don't you want to know what the secret I'm talking about is?"

Meili stood still, turned to look at Fang Qian, but did not sit down.

Fang Qian looked confident, put down the spoon slowly, and took a sip of coffee, "Miss Zheng, do you like children?"

She raised her eyebrows beautifully, not saying it was a secret, why did she suddenly change the subject again, and so abruptly.

"I think I like it! After all, there are only a few women who don't want to be mothers. If that's the case, then I advise you to carefully consider whether you want to continue to be with Zhongnan."

Hearing this, it would be too dull to say that Meili has no doubts.

"What do you mean?"

"Do you think I'm really that fickle? Just let Zhongnan, a man with excellent conditions and impeccable appearance, not want to go, but to find another man. I was also forced to help him, Zhongnan. He is infertile."

One sentence was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and the thunderbolt made Meili feel stunned, and she fell down on her seat.

"impossible!"

No, it's not true.This woman just wanted to sow discord, and wanted her to leave Zhongnan for this reason.

He said it was impossible, but his heart was already confused.

The two have been together for four months, and there has been no action but nothing has been done. Meili always thought it was her problem, and was so anxious that she started to take traditional Chinese medicine to recuperate.Because when the abortion operation was performed, the doctor said that her body had a low chance of pregnancy, so she never suspected that it was Sun Zhongnan.

No wonder, no wonder Sun Zhongnan did not take measures from the beginning, and he always disagreed with her to see a doctor, let alone take traditional Chinese medicine, saying that medicine is three-point poisonous, saying that he doesn't like children, it is because he knows the root of the problem Where is it.

"He won't lie to you, but he won't tell you the truth. I know Zhongnan too well. He can't let go of his man's self-esteem. I have been married to him for two years, and we divorced for one year. He kept saying that he loved me, but never He refused to go to the hospital for a check-up and take medicine. He just let me quarrel, let me quarrel and let me cheat, and then acted as if it was all my fault."

"Then how can you be sure that it's Zhongnan's problem?" A glimmer of hope rose in Meili's heart. Without a medical certificate, it means it's not absolute.

Fang Qian was a little embarrassed now, she lowered her head, "It was because I was pregnant that Zhong Nan agreed to the divorce."

The hope that Meili had just raised fell again, but her mouth was still stubborn.

"I don't believe it. Don't think that by making up such a reason, I will leave Zhongnan and give you a chance."

"But you believed it, otherwise you wouldn't cry." Fang Qian said calmly. She was right. Zheng Meili wanted a child very much. It seemed that Zhongnan would still come back to her side.

Meili stretched out her hand to touch her face, and it was slightly cold.

When did you cry?She didn't feel it at all, all her thoughts were taken away when she learned that Sun Zhongnan was sterile.

Seeing that she had achieved her goal, Fang Qian said excuse me and left.

Sitting in the peninsula western restaurant, Meili couldn't believe it and couldn't accept this fact.

Isn't it said that God is fair? When one door is closed, another door will be opened for you.

But why is it so unfair to come to Zheng Meili.She managed to get out of her emotional pain, thinking that meeting Sun Zhongnan would make her grow old hand in hand, but this gave her another test.

Is it because she has made mistakes, because she has repeatedly given up the opportunity to be a mother, so God is angry and wants to torture her with this?
The sun in August is shining brightly, scorching hot like fire, but beautiful but feels like the twelfth lunar month of winter, which only makes people feel bone-chilling and cold hands and feet.

It wasn't until Sun Zhongnan called and asked her when she would be home that Meili realized that she had been sitting in the western restaurant all afternoon.

She lied and went back to her parents' house. If she didn't go back to their place tonight, she hung up the phone.

She really didn't think about how to face Sun Zhongnan. She was afraid that if she couldn't help herself, she would question him why he lied to herself.I was also afraid that my questioning would hurt Sun Zhongnan's heart and let him leave me at the same time.She could neither accept Sun Zhongnan's infertility nor his leaving her, neither of which was the result she wanted.

Lingyu fell silent after listening.

She understands Meili's desire to be a mother too well, and at the same time understands her fear of losing Sun Zhongnan.Because, this is undoubtedly my current state of mind.

"What should I do? What should I do? What can I do?" Meili murmured softly, her words were full of sadness, fear and despair.

"Do you love him?"

"Yeah." If it wasn't for that, why would it be so painful.

"Do you think the child can make up for your pain of losing him? If you can, you let go. If you can't, then follow your heart and be with him. After all, it's hard to meet such a man who can hold hands for a lifetime, Just let it go, I'm afraid you'll regret it."

After saying all this, Lingyu didn't know if it was right or not, but it was indeed the truest thought in her heart at the moment.

Because Lingyu has been hovering between confessing and letting go.

She didn't know whether she should tell Chen Cheng the fact that she was infertile, and she didn't know whether she should let Chen Cheng pursue happiness, if he and Xiao Hong were real.

She both hoped it was true and feared it would be true, but she didn't ask Chen Cheng. Chen Lie was out of character, and a bigger reason was because she couldn't conceive.

She started trying to conceive after the Chinese New Year, when she confirmed that she was not ovulating in June, and when she took the ovulation medicine, it still didn't work, and now she has given up hope.Otherwise, with her temperament, she would not take the medicine and not take it.

And from the beginning, she was hesitant to tell Chen Cheng, then she was determined to hide it, and now she is hesitant to let it go.

Hesitation—struggle—hesitation, it was inevitable for Lingyu to listen to the sound of frogs every night for three months.

Confession and concealment, renunciation and possession, like a balance, have been swinging left and right in her heart.

Shaking her in a trance, shaking her physically and mentally.

A rattling sound came from outside the window, and the sound pierced into the heart, as if determined to shatter the balance in Lingyu's heart.

The sudden ringtone rang again, it was an unfamiliar number, Lingyu didn't answer it, and let the ringtone ring loudly.But he didn't want to, the other party seemed to decide to fight endlessly, calling in continuously.

"Hello, Zhou Lingyu. Who are you?"

"Auntie Lingyu? I'm Cheng Siyu." The soft and sweet child's voice rang out, warming the ears and heart, making people unable to bear to hang up the phone.

Lingyu searched in her mind, but she didn't remember ever knowing such a cute and well-behaved little girl.

"My dad is sick, can I trouble you to come to my house and take him to the hospital? He is very bad and refuses to let the driver take him there. I almost don't want him anymore."

The little girl didn't forget to complain about her father while pleading, her tone was mature like a little adult, it was so cute.

Lingyu guessed that she made a wrong call, "Auntie doesn't know your father, why don't Auntie call 120 for you?"

"You know each other. Dad always talks about you. My dad's name is Cheng Qian."

(End of this chapter)