A teacher with zero training in the Hanging Class

Looking at the night sky, Zhujue said: "There is a very simple and unsolvable topic in the world. I still remember some remarks on this topic on the earth, but there is no single answer. I would like to hear your opinion on this topic now. answer."

"What topic?"

Qin Yanran's gaze simply followed Zhu Jue's gaze towards the night sky.

For herself, tonight is her last time in this world. It doesn't matter what regrets, hatred, or misery she has. She just wants to be with this lonely mentor who has helped her. After chatting for the last time.

"Why do people live?" Zhu Jue dropped the topic.

After Qin Yanran heard this topic, her eyes were slightly lost. It took two or three seconds before she said: "You asked the wrong person about this topic. I can't give any answer. In my opinion, I am a loser if I live. It only adds to your misery. If you insist on an answer, my answer can only be: it is better to die.”

"How do other people in your world answer this question?" Zhujue asked again.

Qin Yanran said: "The most common thing I hear is that you live for the important people around you. Then it's for dreams, fun, etc. Some say you live to prove that you have lived, and you live just to wait for death... "

"Besides dying, what is your most recognized answer?" Zhujue asked.

"I don't agree with any of them." Qin Yanran said without thinking.

Zhujue understood what she could say very well. There was no important person around her, and for her, the people around her were the source of pain to her. As for dreams and fun, at the moment, Qin Yanran's greatest interest is to finish the last book, and her biggest dream is to leave this world.

Since none of the other answers are acceptable to her, it proves that she has completely thrown her life into the abyss.

Zhujue continued to speak: "I remember someone on earth said that this topic is too simple and superficial. Advanced intelligent creatures like humans will never be able to find the answer. Instead, the best answer will be found in some in the brains of lower creatures.”

There is no solution to this kind of topic, and benevolent people have different opinions and wise people have different opinions.

After hearing this, Qin Yanran said: "I thought you were going to use this topic to elicit some words to dissuade me from committing suicide. I didn't expect that you just wanted to chat with me."

"I really want to induce you to say something that will make you give up committing suicide, but there is no way. I don't have much wisdom, and now it's just a small talk." Zhujue said helplessly.

Seeing Zhu Jue's frank look, Qin Yanran suddenly felt that this person made her feel much more comfortable than the psychological counselors she had contacted in the past.

"So don't try to dissuade me, just give up."

Very rarely, Qin Yanran's mouth showed a slight smile: "I'm very grateful that you can be so considerate for me, a loser."

After she finished speaking, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket again, entered the author software, and planned to complete the last three words of her work.

Looking at Qin Yanran who took out his mobile phone, Zhu Jue quickly moved his feet towards her. She was about to jump off the building, and he had to adjust his posture to catch her.

Although Zhu Jue didn't have much confidence in being able to catch Qin Yanran, a cultivator, as a mentor, he felt that it was his responsibility to do his best to save his students.

Seeing Zhu Jue take half a step closer to her, Qin Yanran's eyes moved from the phone screen to Zhu Jue, and the expression on her face couldn't help but become bitter: "Teacher Zhu Jue, please don't do this again, I will survive. It doesn’t make any sense.”

As she spoke, her footsteps began to move towards Zhujue.

Zhu Jue hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed Qin Yanran's arm with one hand, and clasped the other hand tightly on the railing.

Taking a big step across this narrow space, Zhujue almost fell down. Fortunately, he adjusted his position in time to steady his steps. But even though he stabilized his steps, his movements still seemed very forced.

Seeing her hand being grasped by Zhu Jue, the bitter expression on Qin Yanran's face turned into pain. She wanted to leave this world, but she also didn't want Zhu Jue to feel chilled by Zhu Jue's good intentions for her.

Zhujue's original intention was to help her save her, which she knew very well, but this help was exactly what she needed the least right now.

The more Zhujue stops her, the sadder she becomes.

After so long, the first person who cared about her was the last person she needed...

"Why do you have to stop me!" Qin Yanran shouted directly.

As Qin Yanran became more excited, her arms began to break away from Zhu Jue's hand. Although her realm is very low, she is still a cultivator and has greater strength than ordinary people.

Zhu Jue was holding on to Qin Yanran with almost all his strength, and his whole arm was sore from Qin Yanran's efforts.

"You obviously still have expectations for your life! Why don't you stick to it!" Zhujue also shouted loudly.

"I have never had expectations for myself!" Qin Yanran retorted.

"If not, why are you willing to go out of your home for four years and come to school! Yesterday in the classroom, you said that you came to school just to find a quiet place for yourself, but where is the quiet in the school? There will only be More people see you! Instead, you hear more words that disgust you!”

After Zhu Jue finished speaking, the struggling Qin Yanran suddenly stopped. She lowered her head, gritted her teeth tightly, and let Zhu Jue hold her arm. She didn't jump off the rooftop, she just stood still.

Zhujue continued: "When you said that sentence in class, I said that being quiet is actually good. I recognized the point in your words, but you lowered your head. You didn't know what you were saying at that time. How disappointed you were! And you haven’t spoken a word since then!”

"You didn't come to school just to give yourself a quiet place to live. The room you stayed in for four years is much quieter than the school! You are giving yourself a chance. You want to get out of your own world. In fact, you are very Know that a quiet environment is not what you want! Because silence basically means loneliness! So you don’t dare to admit that you want to get rid of it!”

"I believe that if a person is not extremely disappointed with the world, then she will never choose to commit suicide. Since you came to this school because you still have some expectations for your life, then about your suicide tonight There are only two reasons for this. Either the people or things in this school make you despair, or something else happened to you tonight, and this incident made you give up on your expectations. "

A lot of Zhu Jue's words were thrown out by him in one breath, which made him breathe a little quickly.

Qin Yanran, who was standing next to him, still lowered her head. He couldn't see her expression. He could only see her clenching her teeth tightly and her body trembling slightly. She was getting more and more excited.

"If what I said is wrong, I'm sorry. The time I spent with you is really short. I can only notice so much. If there is enough time left for me, I am willing to patiently get to know you. The past will help you solve the problem you want to solve." Zhujue gasped and added the last sentence.

Seeing that Qin Yanran didn't speak, Zhu Jue's hand tightened. He was afraid that Qin Yanran would jump down as soon as he let go.

After a long time, Qin Yanran loosened her clenched teeth and finally spoke: "You really don't have much wisdom, but what you said is right. I am really afraid of quiet places..."

When Zhujue heard that he had guessed everything correctly, he couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief: "I don't care if I'm smart or not in your eyes, I just want you to get rid of the idea of ​​committing suicide."

"If you are a smart person, you should leave me alone! What can you do to save someone like me? Isn't it common sense to fend for yourself!" Qin Yanran's voice trembled slightly.

"No way, I might not be very smart before I lost my memory." Zhu Jue said casually.

After saying this, the two of them were quiet for a moment.

Qin Yanran was silent for a while, then asked: "Do you really want to know my past?"

"As long as you are willing to talk to me, I am willing to listen to you no matter what you say." Zhujue said.

Understanding the problem and then prescribing the right medicine is the solution.

Moreover, Qin Yanran has not left home for four years, so it would be a good thing for her to open up and talk more.

Qin Yanran nodded, but she still didn't write down the last three words. She put away her phone and turned her sad face towards the bright moon in the night sky.

With her lips and teeth moving slightly, she talked about the past.

"As long as I can remember, I have only seen my mother in photos. They told me that my mother left this world after giving birth to me. As a child, I was envious of other children who could go shopping with their mothers. , but the people who were with me at that time were some servants. On the contrary, the other children were very envious of me being born in the Qin family. "

"When I was fifteen years old, my family tested my cultivation talent. Since that test, no one has been willing to get close to me. They all said that I was not my father's biological child. They also said that I had bad luck. Anyone who comes to me will lose their cultivation... From then on, I didn't have much time to come back to see my father, it was like he disappeared, and I never saw him again. "

"I was still in high school at that time, and things about me quickly spread in the school. I remember that from that day on, the girls who used to be around me all avoided me, and the boys who once wrote me love letters , began to spread bad things about me behind my back, and the tutor who valued me stopped paying attention to me. I became completely isolated in school, and I began to be afraid of going to school. I no longer believed in the boys' claims of love. and love, and no longer believe in the so-called friendship between best friends.”

"One day I came home from school and found that all the photos of my mother in the house had been burned. The only thing left about my mother was the blue bracelet on my wrist. I heard that my mother liked the color blue very much during her lifetime. So I also like this color. ”

"Later, because I was afraid of going to school, I didn't dare to go to college after high school. I went to the company where my mother used to work, but I was made things difficult for me everywhere. One day, I was harassed by several people in the company. I set a trap, which cost the company a lot of money, and my family forced me to quit my job.”

"After I quit my job, I returned to my own house. I went from being afraid of going to school to being afraid of all the people outside. I didn't dare to leave the house. I was afraid of hearing those insults against my mother, but I didn't have the energy to punish them and shut them up. I huddled in the house alone. I was afraid of being alone, but I was even more afraid of the people outside. For four years, I could only keep company with my computer during the day. I would always turn up the volume of my headphones because no one would talk to me. At night, I was afraid that I would think of too many bad things after insomnia, and I had to take sleeping pills to fall asleep."

"... Speaking of the past, I am nothing but a coward."

At this point, Qin Yanran stopped talking.

Zhu Jue could see that there were tears falling from the two tear marks on her face.

During her speech just now, her throat would often swallow tears, and her voice was trembling, but she didn't cry.

She held back the emotion of crying out loud, and narrated her past with tears.

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