After the villain gave up, the heroines came one after another

When Li Xinzhi walked out of the office door quickly, he quickly went downstairs and walked out of the Lin family villa through the back door of the garden according to his plan.

In the public parking garage on the national highway not far away, there was a fully fueled motorcycle waiting for him.

He will use this motorcycle to rush to the steam station 80 kilometers away, and before twelve o'clock, board the ancient train to Baijing, the first metropolis in Donglu, which belongs to the autonomous city.

In today's digitalized world, this conservative traffic style is often able to evade tracking and quickly integrate himself into the crowd, as long as he arrives in Baijing.

There, he will fully digest, rebuild, and wash everything about himself as Lin Xinzhi, and use three months to turn himself into another person, that is, Li Xinzhi.

As for why he is still stubborn and uses the name Xinzhi, it is because of his own pride. In his previous life, he used this name to climb from hell to the top.

This is an achievement that a rootless person like himself can be proud of, and a name that he must never abandon.

When he walked into the garden courtyard, except for a few ultraviolet lamps, there was no one around. The servants were busy in the hall because of today's banquet.

Now, Lin Zike should have revealed his identity and accepted the warm family love, and Lin Qingxue should have thrown herself into his arms.

As if he didn't want to let himself think too much, Li Xinzhi continued to move forward and walked into the only path among the flowers. It was the only path that didn't require stepping on the flowers, and it was also the only way to the back door.

"……What a dream."The flowers in the courtyard are as complicated as brocade, but even in the dark, Li Xinzhi also knows the location of the flower. That was when he was 13 years old.

He accompanied Lin Qingxue to plant the"Forget-me-not". At that time, he put a lot of effort in order to keep the flower alive, but he finally succeeded and made Lin Qingxue smile.

He still remembers that Lin Qingxue's smile at that time was as shining as the sun. To be honest, he is a person with poor photography skills, but he can always remember it.

Every time Lin Qingxue smiled, it has been deeply projected in his mind. He can't forget her.

He still remembers that when he was fourteen years old, he accompanied Lin Qingxue to the Louvre and saw the painting he always wanted to see,"Mona Lisa's Smile", but he thought it was no big deal. Because Li Xinzhi knew that he had met his own Mona Lisa.

But from then on, the gears of fate began to turn. He always had a premonition that he would lose Lin Qingxue, and he was always tormented by this feeling of losing.

However, he could finally let it go, forgive himself, and stop worrying about gains and losses.

Li Xinzhi gently stroked the purple petals, as if saying goodbye. As long as he crossed the hidden back door behind the atrium, he would have a new life.

Shaking his head with a wry smile, Li Xinzhi continued to move forward. However, when he was about to hold the door handle, he suddenly smelled a familiar breath, and the voice that he could not forget sounded behind him.

""Xinzhi!" Li Xinzhi looked back and saw Lin Qingxue, her face covered with tears and a little embarrassed, but still beautiful. She was panting but still tried hard to call him.

"Snow Clearing……"Li Xinzhi was a little surprised. Shouldn't she be in Lin Zike's arms at this time? How did she find him, and him, who had rich experience in anti-tracking.

Seeing Lin Qingxue's legs weakening due to exhaustion, Li Xinzhi wanted to go forward to support her, because she remembered that Lin Qingxue was famous for her weak physique. She felt as tired as if she had run a marathon after running a hundred meters.

But thinking that she must have known the truth, he had neither the position nor the courage to support her, so he turned around. He took out the prepared key and wanted to unlock the back door. As long as he left this door, he would be free and would never have any intersection with Lin Qingxue again. But because he felt guilty, he couldn't insert the key correctly.

""Xinzhi!" But when he was a little anxious and wondered why he couldn't open the door, Lin Qingxue rushed forward and hugged him tightly from behind, trying her best to stop him from leaving.

Li Xinzhi found for the first time that Lin Qingxue, who was so weak, was so strong that she clung to him tightly like an octopus.

No, should I say that he still had some memories of her, was still attached to her tenderness?

"Why are you leaving? From the beginning, I felt that you were leaving. Why?"Lin Qingxue was a little incoherent. Because of fatigue and confusion in her brain, she could only ask illogical questions.

"Qingxue...you should know the truth now. I don't have the blood of the Lin family. That Lin Zike does. You don't have to force yourself. Go find someone you really like.……"

Under this question, Li Xinzhi sighed and helplessly asked Lin Qingxue to let him go. He was really tired and no longer had the courage to like others.

"So, you want to leave me for this reason, Xinzhi, how long have you not looked me in the eye, not looked at me?"

Listening to Li Xinzhi's words, Lin Qingxue couldn't help but began to tremble, but still forced herself to respond to Li Xinzhi in a sobbing voice.

Listening to Lin Qingxue's response, Li Xinzhi remembered that he hadn't looked Lin Qingxue in the eye for a long time since he read it. That's because...

He was worried that if he really looked directly into Lin Qingxue's clear eyes, he would not be able to help crying.

At that time, only when he recalled the days with Lin Qingxue could he feel that he was alive and had the urge to cry.

But when did he become such a bloodless and tearless person, who could cry for justice and for the lofty ideals of nothingness? Why would I want to snatch and trample on the lives of others? When did I become a person who would feel pleasure at the pain of others? I am not much different from my past self. For my own benefit and satisfaction, I can use my understanding of my grandmother to hurt Lin Xuemei who loves me.

I am no longer the simple Lin Xinzhi, but Li Xinzhi, who is like a demon and tramples on others for the sake of his goals and progress.

Therefore, I can only stay away from them to make them happy. Otherwise, I, like a hedgehog, will definitely hurt them.

"Xinzhi... I don't deny that Zi Ke existed in my heart, but now I want to spend the future with you."

"Do you still remember that forget-me-not? It was you who stayed with me at that time that allowed me to plant it."

"When I am sad, you are the only one who cares about me"

"Every time I see you, I feel at ease"

"The day you kissed me for the first time, I was so excited that I couldn't sleep"

"Don't you want to accompany me to see the peach blossoms? Don't we still have many tomorrows?"

But in this numb mood, Lin Qingxue sobbed, intermittently, but firmly, speaking her true feelings. She was almost begging now. The shyness and feelings that she once was ashamed to speak were conveyed to Li Xinzhi's ears without reservation. Now, she just wanted Li Xinzhi to stay with her.

Li Xinzhi accepted Lin Qingxue's crying and courtship with an expressionless face, but his heart was in turmoil. Even if he used all his measurements and tricks, he could hear that there was nothing false in Lin Qingxue's words.

It was strange to say that Lin Qingxue in the previous life had never lied to him. He once hated her for being so ruthless. Even if it was hypocritical, couldn't she let him have a fantasy? Now he understood, because Lin Qingxue would not lie to him.

But even if he heard Lin Qingxue's courtship and retention, it was too late. If possible, he wanted to hear her voice at every node in his previous life that made him most painful.

In That banquet where he lost everything, at the most desperate moment, under the night sky where he was about to gamble his life, when he decided to sacrifice others for the sake of profit, when he felt empty because of revenge.

Unfortunately, everything was gone. He was the only one shedding tears, looking at the sky with hopeless appeals, but in the end, he couldn't even shed tears. His empty heart was gradually occupied by greater desires and ambitions. He abandoned his feelings and then welcomed success. So under this surprise, he made big mistakes step by step.

Sometimes, Li Xinzhi wondered if he still loved Lin Qingxue, or if he was just pursuing her because of his possessiveness and sense of loss? Even at the end of his life, he couldn't figure it out.

Maybe, even if he had returned to that world, he would never be able to return to that kind self. He had completely become a demon king who only brought pain to others.

So Li Xinzhi slowly turned his head and wanted to see���A girl's face, to test whether I have really become that kind of person, the kind of person who is not qualified to be saved and can only take a one-way bus to hell

""Ah!" But when he looked at Lin Qingxue's face for the first time in this reborn world and met her eyes, his heart, which was filled with loneliness, hatred, dissatisfaction and disbelief, could not stop beating.

Now Lin Qingxue's eyes were only on him. Even if his mind was full of fear and disbelief, they slowly dissipated under this serious gaze.

Ah, is this the feeling of being loved? How long has it been since he felt it? It's like a dry pool finally welcoming a clear spring.

Tears flowed unnaturally, but Li Xinzhi, who discovered his behavior, felt scared. He subconsciously wanted to turn his head back, not wanting Lin Qingxue to see him crying, which would bring back many terrible memories.

But Lin Qingxue hugged him tightly, not letting him leave, and made him look directly at her, with rare stubbornness and toughness.

"Xinzhi, you don't like me anymore?" Lin Qingxue looked directly at her fiancé and asked directly about his feelings for her.

"Maybe, I love you more than you think."Under this sincere gaze, Li Xinzhi gave up and spoke his heart out, just like Lin Qingxue had never lied to her, he also had never lied to Lin Qingxue.

""Xinzhi, are you very lonely?" Lin Qingxue felt distressed and stroked Li Xinzhi's face, which was a face full of deep loneliness.

Just like a tightly crumpled piece of paper that could never be smoothed out, Lin Qingxue didn't know what he had been through to show such an expression. Was it because of her?

"Yes, I just pretended not to care."Li Xinzhi responded. He could also feel that Lin Qingxue was also afraid of loneliness and wanted to be close to him.

But he also felt that if anyone of them took the initiative to find Lin, it would only add to the scars.

"If you want to leave, then take me away. For you, I can give up everything."Lin Qingxue said, and it was enough to make his past self feel moved. If it was his past self, he would definitely hold her hand, but now, he couldn't do it.

Because a person's life cannot walk into the same river. He has the free appearance of a sixteen-year-old, but the inner self is in his forties and has experienced the vicissitudes of life.

Even if he has the ability and property to make Lin Qingxue happy, can what happened in the past really be erased? Can he really accept Lin Qingxue's love without any grudges?

Li Xinzhi didn't know either. He only knew that he was no longer the simple Lin Xinzhi who could only make those around him happy.

""Oh, can you give me a kiss?" As if he had made up his mind, Li Xinzhi whispered his request in Lin Qingxue's ear while looking at the night sky.

After listening, Lin Qingxue hesitated for a moment, then closed her eyes, waiting for Li Xinzhi's kiss.

Li Xinzhi plucked up the courage and kissed Lin Qingxue's cherry lips. At this moment, he felt that time had stopped, as if all the pain had disappeared.

At this moment, he could feel that he was valued and loved by others, just like a child who had been lost for many years. Li Xinzhi finally saw his original intention again after thirty years.

It was a hot kiss, a kiss that made him indulge in it, like bathing in love, crossing the distant time, or the future, and making him feel the real salvation.

Yes, love is a magic that can defeat everything. Li Xinzhi felt that the obsession had finally come to a day when he could let go. He could finally let go of Lin Qingxue's hand. As long as he knew that he had been loved like this, it would be enough.

""I'm sorry, Qingxue. I hope you can live a happy life. Thank you for appearing in my life." After slowly releasing his lips, Li Xinzhi whispered his final apology in Lin Songxue's ear and pressed the anesthetic needle hidden in his palm on Lin Qingxue's back.

""Ah!" Unable to call out, the weak Lin Qingxue soon fainted. Li Xinzhi held Lin Qingxue in his arms and gently placed her on the chair in the atrium.

Taking off his coat, Li Xinzhi covered Lin Qingxue for the last time, because she could easily catch a cold. His journey was full of danger and insecurity, and he must not let Lin Qingxue follow him.

So just now, he lied to Lin Qingxue. What he wanted to say was not"give me a kiss", but"one last kiss"."

"Good night, my princess, goodbye." After caressing her cheek for the last time and kissing her smooth forehead for the last time, Li Xinzhi left Lin Qingxue.

This time, the door opened easily. After looking back at the home where he grew up for the last time, Li Xinzhi walked into the darkness without looking back.…………

"Ah!"It was like I had a very long dream, and I woke up from that long dream. As if instinctively seeking comfort, I subconsciously looked around, wanting to see him by my side.

However, he was no longer by my side. There was only darkness and the occasional falling stars in the night sky, and the creaking iron door blown by the breeze.

He was gone, and only his coat with body temperature and the residual warmth of his lips proved that he was by my side.

However, I knew the reason why he did this, that he was heartbroken by a stupid woman, because from that long dream just now, I remembered everything.

"Nobuyuki……"I hugged his coat, breathed his scent, and imagined that he was still by my side.