Antidote

Cheng Ke's long-standing question is "they", which is something that Jiang Yuduo would evade a little when he took the initiative to talk to him, although Jiang Yuduo has deliberately stopped talking about these since the last fight.

Cheng Ke wondered whether Jiang Yuduo had mental problems. When Chen Qing pointed to scolding, he still had doubts. There were too many doubts that he could not explain from his perspective.

It's just that he has always been reluctant to think about these things, especially when he is still thinking of Jiang Yuduo even now, he is even more reluctant to think about it.

When Jiang Yuduo did not answer his questions, he chose to stop asking.

But now Jiang Yuduo's protection beyond his cognition of "friends" has made him a bit overwhelmed.

He thanked Lin Xu for not telling Xu Ding the truth, maybe Lin Xu felt inconvenient to say, maybe Lin Xu didn’t even know what to say, but at least he didn’t need to explain to Xu Ding that he and Jiang Yuzhuo What the **** is going on.

Just as he was unwilling to think more, he was afraid to explain, even if he was driven out of the house, he didn't explain much.

After Cheng Ke's questioning, Jiang Yuduo didn't speak, but just looked at him.

He was not in a hurry. He spent a whole night with Jiang Yuduo, if Jiang Yuduo really could not give him a reason for him to understand... he could not be sure of his "thoughts" about Jiang Yuduo. It can also support him in what step.

He didn't dare to imagine what would happen if he hadn't just come out of the toilet just now.

If Jiang Yuduo went into madness like the last time and did not listen to him, let go.

The cup poked on Lin Xu's carotid artery and Jiang Yuduo's murderous look, he was still afraid of it now.

"You should have seen them," Jiang Yuduo said softly. "Just you don't necessarily know."

"For example?" Cheng Ke asked.

"You stood on the street that day," Jiang Yuduo said, "do you really see nothing? On your left."

It was said that Cheng Ke was cold for a while. He remembered that Jiang Yuduo had asked him this question, but he didn't even know that he had read it by the side.

"I really did not see anything," Cheng Ke said, "You tell me, who are they?"

Jiang Yuduo wrinkled his eyebrows and said nothing for a long time: "They have followed me for many years, I am almost... I can see them every day."

"Is it human?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Who?" Jiang Yuduo froze.

"Are you following people?" Cheng Ke asked carefully, "Or... ghost?"

"You've watched more ghost films," Jiang Yuduo said, "Of course people."

"Who is it?" Cheng Ke asked again, "How many?"

Jiang Yuduo hesitated, lowered his eyelids, and remained silent for a while: "It's me... my father and mother."

Cheng Ke froze, thinking of the puppy Jiang Yuduo had said before, as well as other puppy.

"Did you say that you called them Mom and Dad..." Cheng Ke asked, "Are you kissed?"

Jiang Yuduo still dangled his eyelids, his eyelashes trembling slightly: "I don't know."

do not know.

This answer is not perfunctory. Cheng Ke can see that Jiang Yuduo really does not know, but this "don't know" makes Cheng Ke very confused.

If this memory makes people so painful and scared, most people's answer should be no, not unknown.

This made him suddenly shuddered speculation.

Cheng Ke didn't know how to ask any more. He touched a cigarette and came out to the point, thinking about it and handing it to Jiang Yuduo again.

"Open the window." Jiang Yuduo took the smoke.

Cheng Ke opened a slit in the skylight, and the cold wind rushed in quickly. His body seemed to wake up at this time, and he found that he was freezing and his body was stiff.

But when he glanced at Jiang Yuduo, he didn't seem to feel anything, so he didn't show his teeth, lest Jiang Yuduo take off his clothes again, he couldn't afford such a complex behavior for him.

Cheng Ke gave himself another cigarette, and after half smoking, he asked again: "Then your father and mother... why do you want someone to follow you?"

Jiang Yuduo shook his fingers with cigarettes, and the ash fell on his pants.

He stared down at the tar and looked at it for a while, and took two shots.

"Because I ran away." Jiang Yuduo said.

Run away, it should be when he and Chen Qing met for the first time, escaped from somewhere?

"Then you have been running for a long time," Cheng Ke said, "how did they pay back..."

"It's impossible to run away," Jiang Yuduo interrupted. He spoke very quickly, with anxiety that could be heard with one ear. "They said that no matter where they ran, they would be found, they would be found. "

Cheng Ke didn't speak.

"So they found me," Jiang Yuduo lowered the window, flicked out the cigarette butts, turned his head to look at Cheng Ke, "they followed me all the time."

"Is your father and mother?" Cheng Ke asked, "The person who follows you."

"No, no," Jiang Yuduo shook his head irritably. "People I don't know."

Cheng Ke looked at him and hesitated for a long time before asking again: "Don't you know anyone who follows you?"

"Yes." Jiang Yuduo said.

"For so many years, there have been people who have followed you, and these people, you have never seen before," Cheng Ke frowned, "Does this mean?"

"Yes." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke looked at him and was silent.

"Did you ask?" Jiang Yuduo asked softly.

"You started," Cheng Ke lowered his head, his head pressed against the steering wheel, "Do you think I am one of them?"

"...Yes." Jiang Yuduo answered.

"Why not later?" Cheng Ke asked.

"You can't even beat a gas stove," Jiang Yuduo said, "can't do anything."

Cheng Ke laughed and turned to look at him: "Why do you think they want to hurt me now?"

"We have eaten together and got close." Jiang Yuduo answered.

"Chen Qing is closer to you, right? And your little brothers," Cheng Ke said, "Why are they all right?"

"You are different from these people." Jiang Yuduo said.

Different.

Maybe, it's different.

Cheng Ke lit another cigarette. When he pressed the lighter, he found that his hands were a little numb and pressed two or three times to light the cigarette.

He glanced at Jiang Yuduo.

Jiang Yuduo looked nervous, but his body didn't seem to react to the cold.

"What's the difference between me and these people?" he asked.

"They won't want to ask me this." Jiang Yuduo said.

you do not believe me.

Cheng Ke can also clearly recall what Jiang Yuduo said when he said this sentence, his expression, his eyes, his tone.

Cheng Ke felt confused in his mind. He wanted to know that Jiang Yuduo seemed to be able to answer, but these answers made him fall into even greater confusion.

When Jiang Yuduo was in a certain place as a child, he followed the "daddy and mom" and other children and experienced some pains that he could not mention. Then he escaped from there, and for so many years, "mother and mom" sent in The person who has followed him has always been a different person, a stranger he has never seen.

At first, Jiang Yuduo felt that he was also one of these strangers. After confirming that he was not, Jiang Yuduo found that these people wanted to hurt him.

In Jiang Yuduo's view, Lin Xu should be the one who wants to hurt him.

Cheng Ke felt that his brain was not enough. He still remembers Chen Qing pointing at the scene when he scolded him. He was also reluctant to make such a guess. But now the information given by Jiang Yuduo makes him unable to think at all. understand.

"How do you judge, who are..." Cheng Ke couldn't find the right words.

"I can see it," Jiang Yuduo turned his head to look at him. "It can also be felt. If I see them, they will run away."

"That Lin Xu..." Cheng Ke was interrupted by Jiang Yuduo before he finished.

"I can tell," he said, "I see too much."

Cheng Ke didn't speak.

"Sometimes I get injured," Jiang Yuduo looked out the window. "It's not a very serious injury, they just want me to know."

"Know what?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Can't run away," Jiang Yuduo said, "never can run away."

"Why not call the police?" Cheng Ke said.

"No use." Jiang Yuduo answered quickly.

"Have you reported the police?" Cheng Ke stared at him. "Why didn't the police report that it was useless?"

Jiang Yu grabbed a frown and said nothing.

"Have you reported the police?" Cheng Ke asked again.

Jiang Yuduo still frowned, as if he didn't hear him.

Cheng Ke doesn't know what else to ask, or what else he wants to know.

From the beginning, all his doubts may have been answered in his heart. He just carried the ostrich-like mood, not much to ask, not even a slight fluke, after all, he had a long time for Jiang Yuduo There is no "thought" about anyone, and if you don't know something, you can continue in a confused way.

Even if it is just "friends".

He even told Jiang Yuduo that Jiang Yuduo was not worried.

If there is no scene today, if it is not that he has to face the reality that Jiang Yuduo may actually hurt completely irrelevant people...

Now these seemingly asked questions are the same as those not asked, and the answer is no different from the unanswered conversation, and suddenly he wakes up in fear.

With his final struggle, he looked at Jiang Yuduo: "Can you tell me..."

"Don't ask." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke paused, but still said: "I want to know..."

"Don't ask." Jiang Yuduo said.

Cheng Ke gritted his teeth: "Tell me what the puppy is doing."

Jiang Yuduo turned his head violently, rushed over from the co-driver, grabbed his collar, and yelled, "I tell you not to ask!"

Cheng Ke wanted to open his hand, but failed, Jiang Yuduo's entire arm was shaking, but his strength was so amazing that he couldn't pull at all.

At this moment, fear flooded like the darkness that the lights outside the car flickered but could not be illuminated.

"Jiang Yuduo!" he also shouted, "Release!"

"Don't ask if I said it! Don't ask! They will know! They will find you!" Jiang Yuzhuo stared at him, "Puppy training! Puppies are fighting! Puppies are hungry! Puppies want to sleep! But puppies Can't cry, can't talk..."

Cheng Ke felt a little out of breath and wanted to lift Jiang Yudao away with his knees, but Jiang Yudeu suddenly got up, and his knees had already been pressed on his legs first.

"The puppy is scared," Jiang Yuduo's voice began to tremble, and his eyes were red, "I'm scared."

"Not afraid," Cheng Ke said a little harder, "You are safe now, no one will hurt you, no one can hurt you."

"I'm afraid." Jiang Yuduo's voice lowered.

Cheng Ke touched the door with his hand back, grabbed the doorknob, and pulled the door open suddenly.

He fell back and Jiang Yu grabbed the collar of his hand and slipped away.

Cheng Ke's legs were still in the car, and he fell to the ground with his shoulders. When he struggled to get up, Jiang Yuduo had already got off the car from the assistant and walked around to the side of the car.

Cheng Ke felt that in a second, Jiang Yu's pocket knife might pierce him.

But Jiang Yuduo didn't take the knife, just grabbed him by the clothes and picked him up from the ground and held him in the car fiercely: "Do you know why I don't want to tell you?"

Cheng Ke tilted his head back and bumped into the car, suddenly feeling dizzy.

"Because you don't believe me," Jiang Yu snatched up before him, saying word by word, "Cheng Ke, you don't believe me, you won't believe anything I say!"

"Yes!" Cheng Ke shouted, "How do you believe me!"

Jiang Yuduo stared at him, panting.

"I believe you want to protect me, and I believe you don't want to hurt me," Cheng Ke said. "But all my dangers are brought to me by you. If you change someone, I'll be far away!"

"Then why don't you hide!" Jiang Yuduo shouted almost at the tip of his nose.

"Don't ask!" Cheng Ke also shouted, not knowing whether the rampage in his body was anger, fear or confusion. "I said I had an idea for you!"

Jiang Yuduo did not speak, staring at him for a long time, and finally released his hand, leaning on the car behind him: "Do you think I am sick?"

Cheng Ke glanced at him and said nothing.

"Someone said this before, but he never saw him again," Jiang Yuduo said. "You think so too, but you didn't say it."

Cheng Ke coughed twice.

"I know you don't want me to follow you," Jiang Yuduo's voice slowly became calm. "I don't want you to find me following you, but..."

Jiang Yu grabbed his head and paused for a long time.

"No one can have an accident because of me," Jiang Yuduo said, "I'm afraid."

When Jiang Yuduo said this "fear", his emotions were gone, calm as if nothing had happened, and calm was not even as calm.

"Who was in trouble?" Cheng Ke asked.

"He said, you are safe now," Jiang Yuduo looked at him. "You are safe now... I didn't remember who told me."

"Remember now?" Cheng Ke asked.

"No," Jiang Yuduo said, "I think he is dead... there is no safety, it will not be safe..."

Cheng Ke felt his breath pause for a moment.

Even when Jiang Yuduo was talking about puppies, he was not as shocked as he is now. He didn't think of Jiang Yuduo's experience and death.

The man who wanted Jiang Yuduo to believe he was safe was dead.

Cheng Ke didn't believe in those "them", but he didn't know why, he believed in Jiang Yu's past that he refused to mention.

"How did you die?" he asked.

Jiang Yuduo did not answer, but just repeated it again: "He is dead."

Cheng Ke didn't ask any more, he was exhausted, and he didn't even know if he had any "ideas" for Jiang Yuduo.

"Will you move away?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

Cheng Ke didn't speak.

"Will you?" Jiang Yuduo looked at him. "You are afraid."

Cheng Ke glanced at him: "No."

"You are scared," Jiang Yuduo said, "I can see that I know what it is to be scared."

"I'm afraid to be normal," Cheng Ke said, "but I'm tired now."

"Go back then?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

Cheng Ke hesitated and turned to open the door.

He didn't know why he stayed with Jiang Yuduo in this situation, but he still got into the cab.

After starting the car, he felt relieved when the heater came out.

It took a long time before driving out.

Along the way, Jiang Yuduo didn't speak, but lay down on his chair.

Cheng Ke didn't say anything. He originally thought he was full of doubts. If he asked one by one, he might not be able to finish this night.

But now the doubt is still there, but he has no courage to ask any more.

He only wanted a proof of nothingness from the beginning.

He just wanted Jiang Yuduo to prove that his judgment was wrong.

But in fact, he knew at the beginning that Jiang Yuduo couldn't prove it.

Those who no one has seen, who will never reappear, are only strangers, and everything is decided only by Jiang Yuduo's "I Can See It".

Cheng Ke felt that the whole person was sinking, and the steering wheel could not be held.

After finding a parking space downstairs and parking the car, he looked at Jiang Yuduo who was lying in the co-pilot.

Jiang Yuduo still closed his eyes, as if asleep.

Cheng Ke originally felt that he was a little numb and had little power to fear, but at the moment when he wanted to wake Jiang Yuduo, he found that he was still afraid.

He was afraid that Jiang Yuduo would suddenly jump up and suddenly grab his collar.

He believed that Jiang Yuduo would never hurt him, but if Jiang Yuduo stabbed him, he would not be surprised.

"Are you here?" Jiang Yuduo asked softly with his eyes closed.

"Well." Cheng Ke responded, and stopped when he wanted to open the door.

Jiang Yuduo's voice was a little wrong, weak and erratic.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Ke turned on the roof lights.

"No." Jiang Yuduo still closed his eyes and lay still.

After the light came on, Cheng Ke saw his face clearly, pale, his eyebrows tightly twisted, and large beads of sweat hung on his forehead.

"Jiang Yuduo?" He hurried over and touched Jiang Yuduo's head. "Where are you uncomfortable?"

"I am dizzy." Jiang Yuduo answered in a low voice.

"I'm dizzy again?" Cheng Ke jumped, hesitated and then gently pulled his arm, "I'm lying on your back?"

"Do not move," Jiang Yuduo said, "can't move."

After saying this, he curled his eyebrows and made no sound, keeping his previous position motionlessly.

Cheng Ke froze for a while, and opened the door of the car: "You wait for me for a while, you are lying here, and I go to get the bed quilt."

"Don't worry about me." Jiang Yuduo's voice was almost inaudible.

Cheng Ke didn't speak and got out of the car.

When taking two bottles of water from home and holding the bed quilt back to the car, Jiang Yuduo was still the same as before.

Cheng Ke carefully covered the quilt on him, then lowered the window, started the car, and turned on the heater.

He didn't know why Jiang Yuduo suddenly fainted, maybe it happened, maybe it was the emotional reason.

According to Chen Qing, I can only wait, maybe an hour or two, maybe get tomorrow morning.

It doesn't matter if it doesn't. He is here with Jiang Yuduo or lying on the bed. The result is the same. He can't sleep tonight.

He took out his phone and wanted to talk to Chen Qing, but after thinking about it, he put the phone back.

Chen Qing can be said to be a two-ribbed knife to Jiang Yuduo. This is to know that he is dizzy and will definitely run over and then squeeze in the car together... Cheng Ke has no energy to face Chen Qing again.

Thinking of Chen Qing, Cheng Ke was a little confused.

Chen Qing sometimes seems to be irreconcilable with IQ, but Cheng Ke also knows that he is not a complete fool, but he and Jiang Yuduo have been together for ten years, but he has never doubted that Jiang Yuduo, even because of His speculation became angry.

If Chen Qing, or even the little brothers who followed Jiang Yuduo, didn't help Jiang Yudou hide... These people don't seem to have the acting skills and the reason for such hiding... When Yu Duo got along with Chen Qing and them, there was nothing more suspicious than "they".

When Jiang Yu snatched him last time, Chen Qing said that this has not happened for many years.

Cheng Ke frowned, he didn't know if he could understand it that way, because of his appearance, because of the appearance of his "different" person, Jiang Yuduo began to have such anomalies so frequently.

Jiang Yuduo said before that, Chen Qing and the little brothers, "they are okay", that is to say, only he will be okay.

Cheng Ke rubbed his face a little anxiously, inserted his fingers| into the hair and gave it a few hard scratches, holding his head and not moving.

This night passed quickly.

Jiang Yuduo said that the more time passes, the slower it passes.

Ignoring time itself, time passes quickly.

When Jiang Yuduo moved slightly around him, Cheng Ke glanced at the time, and it was more than four o'clock.

"How is it?" Cheng Ke asked.

I was shocked when I made a sound. The sound seemed to squeeze out of the stone cracks filled with sand. It was dry with a whistle.

"What's wrong with you?" Jiang Yuduo turned his head, "like a screaming chicken."

"Fart your fart," Cheng Ke said, his voice still blowing, "Are you still dizzy?"

"Much better," Jiang Yuduo sat up slowly, holding the quilt, "I don't want to vomit."

"Drink water?" Cheng Ke asked.

"Huh." Jiang Yu nodded.

Nodded, it should not be dizzy. Cheng Ke took the bottle of water, unscrewed it and handed it to him.

Jiang Yuduo tilted his head and poured half of the bottle, then wiped his mouth, turned his head and smiled at him.

Cheng Ke also smiled.

Jiang Yuduo's smile made him very unpleasant.

"Are you hungry?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

"Not hungry," Cheng Ke said.

"Are you sleepy?" Jiang Yuduo asked again.

"No feeling, it should be not sleepy." Cheng Ke said.

"Oh." Jiang Yu snatched his head and hugged the quilt, as if he didn't know what to say.

Cheng Ke did not know what to say.

He is a passable person. Once dangers and troubles pass, he will no longer be entangled with why, what to do, how, he grows up so often, it is so confusing.

But now, when Jiang Yuduo was so crowded in the car, sitting tired and relaxed, he couldn't get over and over again.

"Cheng Ke." Jiang Yuduo called him.

"Huh?" Cheng Ke turned his head.

"Can I still be your friend?" Jiang Yuduo asked.

Cheng Ke felt his breath stopped.

"We are friends," he said.

Jiang Yuduo seemed relieved, and then he smiled and asked, "Do you want to move away?"

Cheng Ke was silent for a while, watching Jiang Yuduo whisper: "If they...that is, those who follow you, if they know that we haven't come very close, or...no contact, do you just ...Don’t worry about me...insecure?"