Aristocratic Shocking Love: The First Lady

In my mind, there are some sour memories of old and new intersecting violently.

Gu Youli's body tensed up involuntarily.

Yu Feibai raised his body and looked at Gu Youli with serious eyes: What's wrong with you?

His face was still calm, but his heart seemed to be crushed by a heavy hammer, and he was so suffocated that he could hardly breathe.

Gu Youli pretended to be indifferent, raised his hand and stroked his hair lightly, his eyes flickered and said: I... I'm a little thirsty, I want to drink some water!

Saying that, she lifted the quilt, got out of the bed from the other side and walked out of the bedroom.

Glancing at her water glass on the bedside table, she sensed something was wrong with Yu Feibai, and immediately got up to follow.

He didn't step out of the bedroom, but just stood at the door and looked at Gu Youli in the living room.

The light was warm orange, and Gu Youli's face was frighteningly pale.

She didn't go to drink water immediately, but picked up the bag she put on the sofa, opened it with trembling hands, then frantically began to search, and finally took out a bottle of medicine!

Yu Feibai was startled.

Yu stepped forward to stop Gu Youli, not allowing her to eat.

But then he stopped in his tracks, turned around and went back to the bedroom, as if nothing had happened.

But this night, he was sleepless all night, with his eyes open, looking at her silently. And although she closed her eyes, as if she was sleeping, Yu Feibai knew that she should be awake.

Because she has no nightmares! !

The sun rises in the east, and the morning light gradually closes.

The weather is fine today, the snow has stopped and the sun is warm in the sky.

Yu Feibai went shopping for vegetables, and Gu Youli lay on the rocking chair on the balcony basking in the sun, and fell asleep while basking in the sun.

When Yu Feibai came home with vegetables, he saw Gu Youli's peaceful sleeping face lying under the sun.

He took out a thin quilt from the bedroom and prepared to cover Gu Youli.

With drooping eyes, she was almost scared out of her wits.

Lili~ Yu Feibai called Gu Youli in a low voice.

The sun shone on her pale little face, making her look almost transparent, as if it would disappear at any moment.

Gu Youli, what are you doing!! Yu Feibai was a little out of control, his voice was cold and angry.

He suddenly reached out and grabbed Gu Youli's wrist, then pulled her into his arms.

Locked tightly, motionless.

At the same time, there was a bang, and a fruit knife fell to the ground.

Yu Feibai lost his usual calmness, his voice trembled, and there was a threat of panic: How could you do such a thing, how could you! Gu Youli?

He hugged Gu Youli tightly, as if using all his strength to embrace the whole world.

As long as he thought of the scene just now, when she held the fruit knife in one hand and put the sharp blade on the arm of the other hand, he felt that he had fallen into the boundless darkness.

Gu Youli was awakened suddenly, not knowing what happened.

I only know myself, being strangled so hard to breathe,

What's wrong with you? Gu Youli blinked and asked puzzledly.

Looking down at the fruit knife on the ground, he instantly knew that Yu Feibai had misunderstood.

She wanted to explain immediately, but the warmth and sourness came to her heart first, he was trembling, he was afraid, she could feel it!

I just peeled an apple and ate it, and I didn't want to get up when I got comfortable in the sun, so I fell asleep with a fruit knife! Gu Youli's eyes were full of tears, and his smile was stained with love.

She stretched her arms around his waist, and slightly turned her head to touch his face: I can't bear you, I won't miss you!!

Yu Feibai's eyes gradually deepened, and his voice was uncertain: Really?

Gu Youli raised his hand with a smile and made a swearing gesture: I swear that I will never commit suicide, because I don't want to be wronged, I don't want to die, I don't want to die at all...

Yes, she didn't want to die.

She lives in a day when she may know her own death limit, and cherishes every day, how could she want to die!

Just now she was really, she was so comfortable in the sun that she didn't bother to get up.

It is estimated that Yu Feibai misunderstood because they accidentally leaned together to find a support point while sleeping.

Sure enough, it is very dangerous to hold a knife while sleeping, and you will hurt yourself if you are not careful.

Remember!

Yu Feibai looked unpredictable, looked at her silently for a while, and then said: Then you have to remember what you promised me, don't think of committing suicide, you must stabilize your mood, overcome anxiety, and ...don't take any more medicine!

Hearing this, Gu Youli was startled severely.

Immediately, she chuckled, said a perfunctory Yeah, and then quickly changed the subject: You bought the food, then I'll go to the kitchen...

After finishing speaking, she gently pushed Yu Feibai away and turned around.

Just two steps away, Yu Feibai's voice came from behind: Yu Li, I know you are secretly taking medicine behind my back, I saw it, but I didn't throw your medicine out like last time, because I want you to lose it yourself!

Gu Youli bit her lip and didn't turn around.

Yu Feibai continued: I don't want you to kill people, and I don't want your hands to be stained with any blood, but I didn't protect you well, I made you suffer, and made you sleep badly every night and have nightmares when you sleep, That's why you have to take medicine again as a last resort.

If I could, I would rather not have everything, because you have dominated everything about me, I am happy when you are happy, and sad when you are sad, now I feel a deep sense of powerlessness, you are like quicksand in the palm of my hand, One day it will disappear completely in the palm of your hand! !

Gu Youli's eyes were full of tears, and his heart was surging, sore and painful.

She turned her head slowly, looked at Yu Feibai, tears kept falling. Feibai... Yu Feibai...

Yu Feibai smiled faintly, looked at her eyes as deep as the sea, and continued: I don't know what happened to you before, and I won't ask you if you don't want to tell, I just want to tell you that everything in the past The past has passed, and the future me will face with you. I will hold your hand tightly. When you encounter traps and pits, I will hold your hand and jump over them. When you are lost and lost, I will hold your hand tightly. I will hold your hand to find the right direction. When you are about to fall off the cliff, I will hold your hand and pull you back. In short, nothing will happen. I will be by your side and bear it with you!

Gu Youli looked at Yu Feibai with blurred eyes: Yu Feibai, why? You want...

Yu Feibai interrupted her: Why do you know very well!

Gu Youli raised his hand to cover his mouth, and tears rolled down from the corner of his eyes: I know, I... I... I have something to tell you, my past, but I can't tell! I really I want you to know, I want to tell you too, but I don’t know where to start... I am a...

The man who has lived two lives!

Gu Youli's heart collapsed after saying a few words.

She couldn't say anything after that.