Asian Girl Completion Manual
Chapter 396 13. The eternal loneliness (5k)
"Renee."
"Uh-huh, what's wrong? If it's further away, I'll take action to take us out of here. It's still very close to the port, and the place we want to go is relatively far away. I guess there will be a lot of movement in the future."
Hearing Fisher's call, Renee on the bow of the boat tapped her cheek with the fingers holding her chin. She thought Fisher was asking her to take them away, so she replied like this.
But Fisher shook his head. After his dark eyes settled for a moment, he stood up, came to Renee, sat down cross-legged, and said to her,
"I have nothing to say about leaving, I have something else to tell you. In fact, Alagina is not just a friend I want to visit, I regard her as the object of my love. When we left the Southern Ocean on her battleship, I had skin-to-skin contact with her; Old Jack didn't ask about our whereabouts in the afternoon, it was just my words, in order to prevent Alagina from noticing the clues."
"Furthermore, I have had other close relationships with people of the opposite sex, including the dragon race Raphael from the Southern Continent, the whale race Jasmine, the demon race Eliog, the phoenix race Valentina, the Elizabeth you have met, and The Aragina I met today, their relationship with me cannot be summarized as a simple 'friend'."
Yes, at this moment in front of Renee, Fisher still confessed all his faults.
And Emhardt, who was huddled behind him and ostensibly reading, but actually listening intently, heard Fisher read out the members of the "Ex-Girlfriend List" he had recorded one by one, and was so frightened that he stopped reading immediately. After reading it, he lied on the ground and became invisible, pretending to be dead.
In fact, from the time Alagina's messenger was intercepted by Renee, Fisher already knew that Renee knew everything about her relationship with Alagina, otherwise she would not have prepared for Karma and the others in advance. Candy was given as a gift, but Fisher still had a sense of luck at the time, which indirectly led to the sharp confrontation between Renee and Alagina later.
Then think back and think about it, if Renee knows about Alagina, then there is no reason not to know about other women. Previously at the Pirate Harbor, Fisher did not directly admit everything but continued to use words, it was entirely because of Alagina. It was just him and Renee now, so Fisher no longer needed to hide.
This time he chose not to hide anything anymore and told Renee everything he had done.
Hearing this, Renee held her chin, and a vague meaning flashed in her purple eyes like fine wine. She made no other movements, and just said,
"I know everything."
".Since when?"
"From the time we met, every time we separated. But I didn't go anywhere else. Sometimes I would go back to my place of residence in the physical world to pick up something. Most of the time, I would go directly back to the spiritual world, where I have my My duties need to be completed, and I need to monitor the pollution in the spiritual world that you encountered before, so I have to leave every once in a while. When I am free in the spiritual world, I will watch you, just like other distant stars watching this The beautiful world is the same, so I know many things about you."
"."
Although he had already prepared for it, Fisher was still a little surprised when he heard Renee admit it. Seeing Fisher's look, Renee's eyes were a little blank, and she continued,
"Don't be so nervous. If I wanted to blame you for being angry with you, I would have had an attack a long time ago. 'These can be blamed on the side effects of the manuals you have', that's how I explained to myself."
Fisher raised his eyes to look at Renee's vacant eyes in front of him, hesitated for a moment and then said,
"But in fact, the completion manual I have is not the real reason. The real reason is my greed. This is my fault."
Holding her chin, Renee's slender legs under the black skirt were raised up. The high heels that originally restrained her feet wrapped in black stockings had completely disappeared without knowing when, only revealing her size that seemed to be wrapped in shadows. With the perfect shape of her feet and plump toes, her fingers kept tapping her cheeks, and she said with a smile,
"Originally I convinced myself, but after what you said, I have to blame you."
Fisher sat upright, looking at her quietly, with a generous look that would lead to death, which made Renee laugh and lightly kick him in the chest, but the force was not heavy at all as always, but it was on his shirt. A little wrinkle fell.
But after that, Renee had no other expression. Fisher raised his eyes to catch up, but saw her quietly looking at the bright moon in the distance. After a moment of silence, she softly said,
"Fischer, I have suffered from the pain of loneliness. I made an oath with the gods not to reveal anything to outsiders, so I have constraints and responsibilities. When I first met you, maybe it was for the compensation in you. After finishing the manual, maybe in order to relieve the loneliness that has always been with me, I made up many, many lies just to stay by your side. Somehow, I always have a lot of little tempers around you, but you tolerate them one by one. The time I spent with you made me feel happier and happier than ever before."
The cold moonlight made Renee's back hazy. She turned her head with a smile on her lips, and Fisher's shadow was still clearly visible in her purple eyes.
"I have lived for a long time, and I take many things lightly. All the constraints and concerns that people debate in the world are just a snap of my finger for me. I know the suffering of loneliness, and I also know that it is impossible because of me. Being around you for too long will tie you up and lock you up, so I have always tacitly approved of your encounters with other women."
"I thought that as long as there was mutual affection, enough tolerance, and a tacit understanding of remembering each other, that would be enough, but I ignored something that I naively thought I would never have - jealousy."
Renee's smile faded little by little, and her hands fell on the wooden board of the bow, letting the night wind blow through her black hair and swaying the bright reflection in the water.
"When I see your sincere feelings for them, I will always feel jealous uncontrollably. I will always compare my relationship with you with your relationship with them. If there is any difference, I will always feel jealous in my heart. Anger will inevitably arise, a feeling that cannot be controlled by reason, just like today."
"Alagina helped you when you were isolated and helpless. I know your friendship with her. I had already decided to return to the ship alone today, pretending not to know anything and let you and her She was reunited, otherwise I would not have brought you to Pirate Harbor on purpose. Aren't you curious about why it was such a coincidence and why the day we landed was the day she came back? Do you even have time to send a letter to Na Li? "
"I have obviously arranged everything rationally, because I have been separated from you for too long and I feel that I owe you, so I want to do this, even if you don't know it is my arrangement. But, somehow , after landing ashore, seeing your anticipation of meeting Alagina and your nervousness of fear of my discovery, that inevitable jealousy arose again."
Although her words were still so calm, Renee's eyes looked pink under the cold moonlight. She seemed a little confused and puzzled. She also seemed a little unwilling and remorseful, but at this moment, she still looked at Fisher in front of me,
"All kinds of sentimental thoughts that are beyond my imagination are ignited along with jealousy. It's obvious that she had her own little thoughts when she saved you. It's obvious that she relied on my help and arrangements to meet you. It's obvious that this is you. Time that belongs to me. With this thought, I don’t want to leave anymore. I blame both her and you. Doesn’t it sound weird and funny?”
"But as I thought before, no matter how jealous I am, after all, I have not stayed by your side all the time, and of course I am not qualified to assume that I would do better if I were here. This is my fault. Next time, if I make a decision, I will stick to it and don’t make any mistakes. How about pulling the hook?"
Under the moonlight, Renee smiled and stretched out her little finger to Fisher in front of her.
Obviously, as long as he reaches out and makes a promise according to Renee's wishes, the conflict this time will be ignored lightly, and she will consciously step away next time, not giving him the risk of exposure.
But Fisher could never reach out his fingers to grab her little finger.
He lowered his head and did not stretch out his fingers. Instead, he stretched out his right hand to grab her catkin, wrapped it up bit by bit and carefully, and retracted her little finger. Renee, who was holding her right hand, was slightly stunned, looking at Fisher in front of her, not knowing what to say.
Until the blowing night wind intensified her body temperature and felt the fragrance that he had been searching for for a long time and was so close at this moment that he could finally confirm it was real. Fisher took a deep breath and suddenly spoke,
"You don't owe me anything, Renee."
"You have never been by my side and have not provided you with any help. In other words, I have never been by your side and have not provided you with any help. On the contrary, I have never given you any promises. , I haven’t even established a decent relationship with you yet. The things you gave me are far inferior to the things you gave me. I asked you to carve magic spells for me. Even going to the theater took you a long time before you were willing to go. You are often in I say I dislike you, but I haven’t said any decent sweet words.”
"The reason for this is because I never thought that you would never leave and that you would always stay by my side. But it wasn't until you suddenly disappeared that I suddenly felt scared. I was afraid that you were in danger, and I was afraid that you would blame me for what you did to me. Your suspicion, fear that you will never come back. Now that you are back safely, I should make up for the regret I had for you before. I want to express my love for you, but for some reason, I can't express it easily in front of you. "
"I wanted to kiss you, I wanted you to stay by my side, I wanted you to be happy and safe, but I didn't expect that you would feel wronged because of my greed. This is already my fault. So, Renee, don't be right. I made this promise that this is not what you should do, it is what I should do, really."
Fisher lowered his head. He was not a shy young boy. He never knew how to restrain his greed when it came to feelings, but he stopped in front of this lady.
For this reason, he is willing to respect her pure youth, cherish her timidity, and tolerate her concealment and deception towards him.
Maybe even Fisher himself didn't know why this almost infinite preference only bloomed for the woman in front of him who had a perfect tacit understanding with him. Why did he, who was so decisive in dealing with feelings before, have such hesitation at this moment?
Maybe he already had the answer, but he just refused to say it. It was only now that they had been separated for a long time that he wanted to tell her loudly.
But the courage to vent was still not enough. Fisher squeezed Renee's hand, and after thinking for a long time, he just whispered a simple word that he had never said to others. He said,
"I really like you, Renee."
Renee's pupils widened little by little as he held her hand, as if she finally saw a crack leading to his heart in the reserved gentleman in front of her. The enthusiasm that burst out from it overshadowed the desire for reproduction that he was good at using as a reason. The most sincere love given to her.
Renee opened her mouth, and a touch of pink that was completely different from the cold moonlight spread along her neck until it covered her beauty. She looked away as if to dodge, but kept looking at Fisher in front of her in her peripheral vision. She did not break away from Fisher's hand, but held it tighter.
"Don't use these words as a cover to calm me down. I'm not angry anyway, so you just said it."
Renee couldn't continue talking as she spoke, because Fisher in front of her was still looking at her quietly. It turned out that what she said at the moment was a cover for her to avoid shyness.
"Okay, I get it. You used words like this that I've never said to anyone before to trick me, but... I'm very happy. However, if this is the case, don't expect me to restrain my jealousy in the future, especially Yes. Especially when I'm next to you, don't even think about trying to please both sides. Otherwise, you know, even those women put together won't be enough for me, so you'd better keep them away from me."
Fisher smiled slightly and let go of her hand. Looking at Renee in front of him, he agreed,
"Okay, I promise you, Renee."
Maybe Renee is really special to Fisher, so much so that he unilaterally agrees to give her a different and eternal preference for her, but in any case, he doesn't want to lose Renee again.
The blushing Renee looked at Fisher after hearing this. While rubbing her hand that he had just held, she turned to look at the sea in the distance and said,
"Okay, okay, let's go rowing. We have to set off quickly. Don't forget that you are being chased by death."
Fisher nodded and regained consciousness, took the oar, and took the boat closer to the open sea.
"Okay. Speaking of which, Renee, it seems you haven't told me how to escape the death chase. Where is our destination?"
"Um"
Renee tapped her pink cheek, turned her head to look at the deep moonlight in the distance, then pointed to the north and said,
"The Eastern Ocean is an extremely vast sea area, spanning the northern and southern hemispheres. A long time ago, near the extreme south of the Eastern Ocean, there was a towering tree called the 'World Tree'. At the foot of the big tree, there was a long-lost The Eastern Continent; and in the sky spanning thousands of miles north along the central axis of the Eastern Continent, there is a sky fortress called [Sanctuary], and that is our destination."
After hearing those familiar words, Emhardt, who was hiding behind him and pretending to be dead, immediately flew up. He came to Renee extremely excitedly and said in disbelief,
"Wait a minute. Are you talking about the Holy Land? The Holy Land where the Saints live? Does it still exist here? Oh my god, I still vaguely remember the scene there, but I don't remember that I am How did you leave there and live in this world? Well, Miss Renee, can you tell me what happened in the sanctuary? I really want to go back and have a look, please."
Behind him, Fisher silently picked up the oar and took the boat to the distant sea.
Looking at the extremely excited Emhart in front of her, Renee held her chin and said to him,
"I was just about to say this. Emhardt's Sanctuary collapsed in the subsequent mythical war. It fell from the very high sky to the sea. The Lock of Heaven and his angels were not spared. To this day, it has not shown its true appearance in front of living creatures.”
Renee said as she reached out and submerged into the sea. As she gently cut the sea surface, they quickly entered the gap as they had come. The boat quickly passed over the strange things in the gap. In the projection of the surrounding spiritual world, countless eyes arranged irregularly like stars seemed to be watching them.
Soon, they left the gap between the spiritual world and appeared out of thin air in the middle of a strange sea area.
There was obviously nothing around, but Fisher had a familiar feeling. He still remembered that when he was at the sycamore tree in the north, there had been strange spatial turbulence caused by the roots of the world tree, and it was the same here. , he also felt the existence of space turbulence.
"Is this the Sea of Storms?"
Fisher recalled what Aragina had said to him this morning. They were blocked by space turbulence on their way to find the Sea of Storms.
Looking at the turbulence in the space in front of her, Renee's expression became a little solemn.
"Well, when the Sanctuary fell, countless relics on it all fell down. Many relics exerted their effects at the same time, making the current Sanctuary extremely dangerous. The one with the most obvious effect is the angels' imitation of the World Tree. An experimental object created by the root nature, it wrapped up the fallen sanctuary, forming the space turbulence in front of us now."
"The space turbulence formed by this kind of space relic is irregular. Many lucky humans can enter it through the gaps in the space turbulence and see the full picture of the current sanctuary, so this place has a new name, [ Sea of Storms].”
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