Asian Girl Completion Manual

Chapter 763 63. Meaning

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In the dead silence and darkness, under the impenetrable emptiness, Fisher's consciousness was particularly ethereal and foolish, but in that empty nothingness, he seemed to feel an unprecedented tranquility, as if he was running on the boundless The wilderness gives up everything wantonly and seems to carry everything.

Until that moment, he seemed to hear the call of some existence or the cry of despair.

"Why. What is the meaning of this universe? Almighty and Supreme Lord, please tell us this group of mayflies struggling under your majestic power, and tell us the meaning of your birth into the world."

The cry stopped him and made him open his eyes.

What caught his eye was a deep darkness.

Fisher's eyes gradually changed from the scattered, star-like light back to pupils similar to those of humans. The sound made him uncomfortable, but it drove him to sit up and look around.

"Whoa. Whoa."

The surroundings are extremely quiet, except for the everlasting sound similar to the waves lapping on the shore, and the faint whispering of singing.

And he was floating in the center of this darkness, suspended above the boundless ocean of darkness but never falling.

Fisher lowered his gaze and looked at his chest, where his soul had returned to its original state, and he could also feel that there was a nature that seemed to be innate in the depths of his soul.

【none】

"You're awake, honey"

Along with the sound of the tide receding, a familiar female voice echoed in his ears, causing him to raise his eyes and look forward.

In the dark depths ahead, some kind of indescribable existence was wandering there, only a pair of huge but blurry blue-gold eyes looked at him.

If you look carefully, it seems that they are not eyes, but two mirrors that encompass countless stars. It is like picking out all the galaxies that exude the fire of civilization in the vast darkness and igniting the flames of soul and consciousness.

What the "flame" plays when it burns is an extremely complex song.

And the existence behind this pair of huge blue-gold eyes is the so-called true body of Heller and Tsuki.

"【ocean】."

"Haha, it's not wrong to call me that. Legend has spread many names about me. Those ancient ones who have passed away and the cowards who still exist will occasionally spread my existence."

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There was a brief pause, and the darkness seemed to squirm, and then, a woman wearing a white robe and short golden curly hair walked out of it.

That appearance was all too familiar to Fisher, it was an angel named "Helaire".

Heller walked up to Fisher with bare feet and a smile. Her pair of real blue-gold eyes gradually overlapped with the huge and blurry blue-gold symbol behind her, occupying almost all of Fisher's sight.

Her white palms stretched out from her slender white robe and hugged the hem of her skirt. She sat down sideways like a lady, smiled at Fisher and said,

"It should be easier for you to talk to you with a face that is more familiar to you."

Looking at the angel in front of him, Fisher inevitably looked back behind him. There was nothing there. The so-called new world had gone away from him, leaving him alone here.

He slowly withdrew his gaze and asked Heller,

"What about all the gods outside the walls?"

"All dead."

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Heller smiled and held his chin, and the darkness around him gradually dissipated, revealing the environment of the universe outside.

But outside, the broken and unrecognizable corpses of countless huge gods were piled together. Because their huge masses attracted the surrounding celestial bodies, collisions broke out in a short period of time, followed by countless fireworks that were more brilliant than fireworks. times the light.

"Don't look at me like that. I'm very gentle and I won't do it unless necessary. However, knowing that you and I exist is a poison that accelerates the end of this universe."

But here, deep in the darkness of the ocean, everything remains silent.

"So, now that it's all over, we can finally talk for the first time."

The surrounding darkness covered the destructive scene outside again, shrouding them in it. Before that, Heller's soft moon-like voice came, pulling Fisher back from his thoughts.

"Yeah. We can finally have a good talk."

Seeing the scene outside, he finally relaxed a little. He also sat cross-legged in front of Heller, raised his head and looked directly at her always smiling face,

"I just can't imagine that a real god like you, with such unimaginable power, is looking for just a partner like me? Even if the nature of my body is the same as yours, there are some reasons for this. It’s so ridiculous and ridiculous.”

However, Heller who heard this just shook his head calmly and said,

"Seeking a partner? My dear, you seem to have made something wrong. You don't need me to seek it. We were born to be partners before your consciousness was born. Even if your soul does not appear, you and I will always be together. This It is unquestionable and will not change.”

Fisher opened his mouth, as if it was difficult to understand her words, so he could only ask,

"Then why."

"Then why do so much more?"

Heller smiled slightly, but the expression on her face gradually took on Fisher's incomprehensible divinity. Her eyes seemed to burst out with extremely ancient meanings, just like a song or a lyric,

"Dear, this world is a throne for you and me, a throne that you and I take turns to hold and create. But from the beginning to the end, we have never been separated. No matter who is in charge, sitting on the throne is at the same time The two of us.

"We are partners who are naturally opposite, naturally independent but blend with each other and become one with each other. Whether you are conscious or not, whether I exist or not, from beginning to end, you are the same to me, and I am the same to you. ”

Fisher's pupils narrowed little by little, and it seemed as if Heller in front of him had finally taken off the layers of masks he wore in the world, and announced this theorem in a straightforward voice.

"You don't know that outside the fence, there is a magnificent world that is trillions of times more magnificent than the world created by those few little guys. Even light can't run to the end in its lifetime. Starting from an explosion, all things grow. , space and time have been finalized since then. The powerful creatures were born with the power to distort the world, and pursued the unknown with curiosity; while the weaker ones gathered together and lived on the celestial body that could carry their civilization, looking at it day and night. Shining light from the sky, near or far.

"All of this today is due to my authority. The current universe is my era. But before this universe was born, you once controlled it."

Heller waved his hand, and everything around him began to distort, and the existence of everything began to be deconstructed and annihilated, leaving only darkness and the increasingly bright nature of his chest.

"In that unimaginably long time, before I detonated the singularity and formed all of this, you, the blind and foolish [Nothing], controlled annihilation with nihilistic and extremely powerful laws. That universe was extremely bright, but it was much brighter than this moment. The universe is trillions of times quieter. It collapses all the time. Rather, collapse is the essence of that universe, and nothingness and meaninglessness are the sounds there."

In a world filled with nothingness and everything around him, Fisher felt as if he was being melted. It was not melting in the physical sense, but his entire existence was collapsing.

It was an era of extremely chaotic dimensions, no order, and full of annihilation and light.

But it was in this environment that he unexpectedly felt an unusual sense of familiarity and intimacy, just like what he felt when he was sleeping, running in the wilderness until he completely melted into the tranquility of the wilderness.

Until, a shrill voice exploded in his ears,

"Why. What is the meaning of this universe? Almighty and Supreme Lord, please tell us this group of mayflies struggling under your majestic power, and tell us the meaning of your birth into the world."

Fisher suddenly woke up from that state, and the nothingness around him slowly retracted into Fisher's chest, making the universe shrouded in darkness return to its fullness.

That is, a kind of fulfillment called [existence].

"But as I said, we have always been partners together. Therefore, no matter in my time or in your time, our mutual qualities will exist at the same time. Just like the universe outside the barrier is full of annihilation, in In your era, [a] civilization was also miraculously born.

"They struggled hard in your stupid and blind nothingness, spending an incalculable amount of time and using the precious 'consciousness of existence' from generation to generation to accumulate the courage to live. In the end, after struggling for billions of lives, they I came in front of you and questioned your authority with a painful voice. They used your nothingness to end your nihilistic and foolish rule, and my rule was also born in their demise. Now there are countless kinds of A period of consciousness, civilization and gods.”

Fisher frowned, as if he felt an unprecedented feeling from Heller's soft words.

The universe that is constantly annihilating, blind and ignorant represents "nothing", but its mere existence represents "being", so consciousness and civilization were born from that gap.

And that consciousness changed the king on the throne by destroying the previous universe, and finally came to the era of "being".

"These civilizations and gods that exist in the universe are constantly moving, reverberating, and colliding into songs day and night, and most of the time I just listen and listen to their beauty. The powerful gods want to ask the world about their intentions. Explore its mysteries and ask for its meaning. As everyone knows, [existence is meaning].

"You are right. It is precisely because Lamastia understands this that when they created this world, I only planned to stand by and watch it naturally come into being and die naturally. , nothing more.”

Fisher looked at Heller and couldn't help but ask,

"Then, why do you want to destroy the barriers?"

Unexpectedly, Heller winked his left eye slyly and said with a smile,

"One yard for the other, they took you away for their guilt, and as punishment, I broke down the barriers. And, making this already precarious ship more dangerous also makes the song more interesting, doesn't it? "

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Sure enough, this is His nature.

Fisher sighed and asked again after being speechless for a moment,

"But why did you put my nature in that sea of ​​souls so that Lamastia and the others could take it away without knowing it? And why can the soul contain my nature?"

"Well, everything in the world will be swallowed up by your authority and then fall into nothingness, only consciousness can suppress this. It's not because the souls I created have such great power, but because those souls are a poor imitation of my singing. Of all things in this world, only I who coexist with you will not be swallowed by you."

Helaire's blue-gold eyes approached Fisher little by little. Those eyes were like the sea, trying to melt Fisher.

"I will often change the flow of souls that accommodate you, because it is not only a restriction on your authority, but also for those souls that block you. They also have the right to enter the flesh and write their own lives. After a certain period of time, I will let that soul free, and then temporarily recruit another soul to wrap your nature.

"These souls come from different civilizations and have not been cleansed. The one that wraps you now comes from a nearby civilization. You have lived with this civilization as the background since birth. When Lamastia stole you, I was preparing to replace this piece of soul and set them free. But seeing that Lamastia and the others let these souls return to physical life within the fence, I will not let that world off with this guilt. "

As a final note, Helaier slowly stood up and brought the topic back,

"Let's go back to the original question, dear. It is precisely because you, as nothingness, have never been born with consciousness in countless reincarnations in the past. When you were in charge of the universe, everything was always blind and stupid, but it burst out differently in this universe and this time.

"This may be an opportunity, dear. In the next time, I will take you to feel the [meaning] of the existence of the universe. After a long time, perhaps some changes for the good can be made. In this way, when the power is in your hands and the universe returns to chaos, everything may be different.

"So, I emerged from the dark and did not hesitate to interfere with the operation of the universe rudely, just to take you away. ”

Faced with Helaier who was now telling everything clearly and honestly, Fisher had some half-understanding.

This was normal. After all, from his perspective, he could not instantly understand Helaier's intention from such a macroscopic perspective of the universe.

He also understood that it was precisely because of this inner confusion that Helaier had the reason to take him away.

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But the thought had been squeezed to his chest, but something was blocked, so he could not easily agree.

He suddenly thought of Rafael, who was still waiting for him to take his soul back.

He suddenly thought of Jasmine, and it was not easy for him to have the opportunity to make up for her past regrets.

He suddenly thought of Valentina, who had just agreed to go to see the colorful whales together.

He thought of Alagina again, who had been waiting for him to take responsibility and give her a home; and as for Elioge, she was probably looking forward to seeing him when she woke up.

His past regrets with Elizabeth Before he could explain, he did everything to pull her back from her mistake. Was it just to punish her?

He had seen how she moaned her name in the tent with a thousand holes in her body, hoping that he could reach out and save her when she lost her eyes and had difficulty walking.

Renee

Yes, there was also Renee.

He was the only person she was familiar with and could rely on in that world. After he left, she didn't know anyone in that world. Even the Lamastia, who seemed like an enemy or a friend, were all dead. Was he going to leave her there like this?

This.

Fisher opened his mouth and looked at Helaier who gently reached out his hand. He gritted his teeth and stroked his chest.

There was no restlessness of [no] authority, only the sound of a constantly beating heartbeat,

"Bang. Bang. Bang."

"I"

Fisher's eyes trembled slightly, and then he gently raised his head and looked at Helaier, whispering to her,

"I don't want to go anywhere. "

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Helal's body did not move, but behind her, in the endless darkness, the indescribable huge thing in her eyes suddenly surged.

But feeling the creeping darkness in front of him, Fisher remained motionless. He just sat upright and looked straight at Helal in front of him.

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In front of him, the human-shaped body remained motionless like a puppet. After a long silence, Helal in front of him withdrew his hand again.

The divinity in her blue-gold eyes with a smile became deeper and deeper, but it did not bring frightening pressure.

She squatted down gently, sighed and said,

"Well, maybe this kind of accident itself is also a meaning of existence."

"What do you mean?"

"Remember the game we played ten thousand years ago?"

Helal just smiled and asked back.

"Game? "But Fisher quickly recalled the details of the time, and he tentatively said, "One price, three gifts"

Helaire nodded with satisfaction, then counted on his fingers, reminding Fisher,

"Yes. Ten thousand years ago, in order to ensure the timeline of your birth of consciousness, it was no longer possible to force you away. So, I gave you two gifts to help you and the world overcome the difficulties. One is [Prophecy of Doomsday], and the other is [Infinite Authority]."

As the last index finger that was still standing stayed in front of Fisher's eyes, Helaier also added,

"Originally, within the timeline of my observation, it was impossible for you to discover my true intentions in any case, so in the end you would not use conspiracy to force my last incarnation to appear to save your soul. Therefore, according to the original In the timeline, there will still be one incarnation of me left within the current barrier, and my last gift is to take out the incarnation and preserve that world. When the three gifts are fulfilled, you should also leave with me. price."

Yes, in fact, until the last moment, he always thought that the ocean was coming towards the nature in his body.

Although there are some contradictions along the way, these contradictions cannot be explained, and most of them can be excused by cherishing the nature.

If I had to thank someone for letting Fisher figure out the hurdles involved.

Fisher couldn't help but reach out and touch the [Asian Girl Completion Manual] on his chest that had become shriveled and only had a book cover left.

Immediately, his gaze became firmer.

He must go back.

"But now, you win this game, my dear, as part of the promise, I can tell where the world wrapped in fences is now. At that time, Azan Ross designed the strength of His own hiding for this small world, but it was not It's as simple as staying where you are. You have the blessing of Ajahn Rose. Before I send you to the fence, the fence will show up and let you pass. As for me, I have to catch that coward."

Fisher's heart couldn't help but be clenched, and a sense of excitement that seemed to spurt from the depths of his soul surged into his heart, making his body tremble.

But Heller in front of him seemed to be a prophet, filling in the next words,

"But dear, you should know that the time limit for returning will not be forever."

The surrounding darkness slowly dispersed like clouds and mist, revealing the vast universe outside that was bursting with light in destruction. Beyond that, there were countless stars scattered across the universe, among which there might be sparks of civilization or hidden ones. I don’t know how many extremely powerful gods there are.

Heller looked outside at the celestial body that was undergoing annihilation, and his smile gradually turned into a blank expression.

"Just like this universe, even if we are as powerful as you and I, we cannot avoid the moment when it comes to an end; just like all lives understand that one day in the future, the nightmare called 'death' will come to your door, dear. "

The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and she withdrew her gaze from the splendid annihilation, and turned to look at Fisher, who was also looking at the annihilation in front of her.

"You are a [human] now because you have been put into the human body created by the transferred person since you were born. But your soul and the nature of your body determine that one day you will escape from this world. Identity. But now, when you are only thirty years old, everything you care about will turn into ashes over a long period of time. This is an inevitable truth of the universe determined by the nature of your body. However, this is not the case for you alone. , you will be as eternal as me.

"So, when your heart becomes empty because of the death of everything, that's when I show up to pick you up and leave that world.

"Even if you knew the result earlier, would you still go back, my dear?"

Hearing this, Fisher's eyes couldn't help but lowered slightly, and the corners of his mouth curved a little helplessly, but perhaps because of a little reluctance in his heart, he couldn't help but joke,

"My heart has become empty because of death. You mean, after Rafael and the others disappeared? You know, I am a greedy person. Maybe I will keep looking for someone else in the infinite years to come. How about a new love to fill the void in my heart? Then I will never leave with you."

But Heller seemed to have seen through everything, she just said nonchalantly,

"If you want, just do what you like because I know that the hole will never be filled by then. Only by returning to my side will you feel satisfied. And even if you still don't believe it, my dear If the evil place chooses to try, for the time scale I mentioned that we will be together, it is just an insignificant period of time."

As he listened, the smile on Fisher's face couldn't help but fade a little.

And until the end, the smile on his face gradually turned into a touch of relief, and he immediately spoke, more sincerely than ever before.

He said,

"You're right. After all, I have changed my ways."

"Haha. So, do you still want to choose to go back, my dear?"

This time, there was no other color in Fisher's eyes. He just nodded more decisively,

"Ah, I want to go back. Maybe this is just a small period of time for you, maybe even the miniature world within the fence is just like this. However, all things are born with their own meanings. Since now My soul and nature are trapped in human beings, so let me search for the full meaning of human beings for the time being.”

Heller smiled, but the image that Fisher was so familiar with gradually began to become distorted, like a mirror, gradually dissolving into darkness.

But when it was time to leave, the smile on her face was still there,

she said,

"Human?"

Then, the entire universe seemed to become smaller in front of His darkness, and the body of the ocean in the darkness dragged Fisher across everything in an instant.

The countless distant planets and galaxies around him suddenly changed in an action that was close to teleportation. When they stopped, the ocean brought Fisher to a space that seemed extremely empty and nothing existed.

But when the ocean stopped here, Fisher knew that in this space that seemed to have nothing in front of him, there was a [new world] wrapped in a huge fence.

The darkness in front of him gradually dispersed, forming a huge passage, and at the end of the passage, as if sensing Fisher carrying the blessing of Azan Ross, the fence gradually flashed with golden light, gradually lighting up this dark universe.

Fisher's heartbeat quickened a little bit, and his steps seemed to be drawn by the tangible golden light, and he walked uncontrollably towards the gradually opening golden fence.

His face was illuminated a little bit, but at the end, he turned back and looked behind him.

Behind him, in a sticky darkness, a pair of indescribable things that looked like blue and golden eyes quietly watched him.

Then, the ocean said to Fisher with a smile,

"Go, savior, enjoy everything you have won, and write a new chapter for it now."

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Fisher looked at the darkness behind him. He originally wanted to say some farewell words, but for some reason, the words reached his throat and disappeared silently.

It was as if he knew that this was not a farewell.

Maybe as the ocean said, they would never be separated, so how could they say goodbye?

So, before leaving, he smiled and whispered to Helaier behind him,

"We will see you later."

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The ocean did not respond, but just like that meaningful angel, he watched him leave quietly with an unfathomable smile.

The golden light gradually swallowed Fisher and brought him back into the world where he was born, causing him to gradually disappear in the golden light and never be found again.