Asian Girl Completion Manual

Chapter 771 Elizabeth·Don’t See You

"Your Majesty Isabel, calm down, calm down!"

"Step aside!"

"Lord Elizabeth has already given instructions that no one is allowed to enter except the personal maid serving inside."

"I said, get out of the way!"

".yes."

Deep in the Golden Palace, Isabel had completely transformed from a young girl into a mature adult. Isabel, who was wearing a white uniform, pushed open the court officials on both sides of the door. She was about to kick out her sister's bedroom in anger, but she seemed to be unable to do so. I couldn't bear it, so the movement froze in mid-air.

Isabel gritted her teeth and finally did not kick the door, but gently stretched out her hand to push the door open.

The light in the palace was dim, the air was dull, and a sense of twilight spread.

Every time she came here, Isabel couldn't help but frown, feeling both annoyed and distressed.

"call"

But fortunately, the windows inside were ventilated, so the hanging curtains were rolled up from the cracks in the windows that leaked light, and the emaciated figure sitting on the bed was revealed.

Looking at the figure, Isabel opened her mouth. Just as she was about to speak, a clear female voice came from under the curtains in the living room,

"Your Majesty Isabel."

Listening to the female voice, Isabel was slightly startled, and turned to look at the figure. She was about to say a name, but suddenly changed her mind and changed her tone.

".Yu'er, I'm sorry to bother you."

"No trouble."

The figure behind the curtain nodded and looked like the personal maid that the inner court official outside the door had just mentioned.

Isabel withdrew her gaze, looked at the thin figure sitting on the bed behind the curtain, and called out,

"elder sister."

".What are you doing here?"

Listening to the hoarse voice, Isabel became even more angry. She glanced at the direction where the fish was standing, quickly walked to Elizabeth's bed, and opened the curtain to reveal the bed. scene on.

But he saw a woman with dull but neatly combed blonde hair sitting on the bed wearing a white robe that was too large for her. She wore a white ribbon to cover her eyes. She could not see anything but still looked in the direction of the window sill.

Her skinny arms stretched out from the side of the quilt that covered half of her body, but even so, her top and bottom were still kept spotless, and she seemed to have been cared for attentively.

Isabel looked at Elizabeth in front of her, took a deep breath, and asked hoarsely,

"Sister, you clearly know why I came."

Elizabeth's head lowered slightly for a moment, and then she replied,

"I said, if you don't see me, forget it."

"Enough! How long do you want to give up on yourself like this? Why don't you see Fisher? He has come so many times over the years, and you just shut up all of them? He has come back safely, and he has told you that he already has one There is a way to cure your eyes. What do you mean by shutting him out and saying that you would rather die if he insists on coming in?"

But Isabel couldn't bear it anymore. She tore off the bed curtains with great anger, causing the wall above to make a "sizzling" tearing sound, which clearly showed the anger and unwillingness in her heart.

"You have to have him kneel on the ground and beg you humbly, or completely ignore you to feel at ease, don't you, sister?!"

"."

But no matter how Isabel, who has been the king of a country for a long time, tells this to Elizabeth in front of her hoarsely, she always looks out the window motionless, obviously she can't see anything, and it still seems like she can't hear anything.

"Kick everyone out of your palace. Even when I see you, I have to ask for your permission. In the past six years, there have been hundreds of maids. I just lie on the bed every day. I do nothing, even go out for a walk." What are you doing if you don’t even want to leave, sister?”

As Isabel spoke, she couldn't stop choking. She covered her face and forced herself not to look at the remains of her sister who was no longer emaciated on the bed in front of her. She sobbed,

"You are just seeking death, and you are ruining your life like this, aren't you?"

"."

Elizabeth just looked at the window sill, as quiet as a sculpture that could not hear her words at all.

"Obviously time is so precious and everything has finally passed, but you just can't get over that hurdle. It was like this before and it is like this now. Sooner or later you will regret it again."

Isabel wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. In fact, she knew where the knot in Elizabeth's heart was better than anyone else, but it seemed that the knot in her heart was about to become a knot wrapping around her sister's neck, leaving her helpless.

Since everything ended, Fisher came to see Elizabeth five times and three times, but Elizabeth refused them all.

When the meeting failed, Fisher sent letters one after another, even if Isabel read them to her.

Isabel could only watch her sister's condition getting worse day by day, watching her become depressed and gloomy, until one day she left her. How could she not be angry?

Isabel took out Fisher's letter asking for a meeting from her arms and said to her,

"Fischer has already said in this letter half a year ago that this is the last letter. If you don't reply, he may never bother you again. You need to think clearly."

"."

However, Elizabeth turned a deaf ear. She was silent for a moment and just said calmly,

"The state is busy, so go ahead and do it."

".good."

Isabel took a deep breath, gritted her teeth, and tore up the letter in her hand bit by bit, tearing away a corner of the dull air in the palace.

Until the pieces that were so broken that they were unrecognizable fell to the ground bit by bit, Isabel finally stood up and turned towards the door.

Her expression was sad, and she could not help but turn her head and glance in the direction of Elizabeth's personal maid Yu'er behind the curtain. She opened her mouth and whispered again,

"Excuse me, Yu'er."

"Your Majesty Isabel, please walk slowly."

Isabel finally walked out of the palace without looking back. The inner court official who dared not listen to the movement outside the door breathed a sigh of relief and slowly closed the door.

"Kakakaka."

Silence returned to the dull room again, and the fish behind the curtain walked out as if without footsteps, walking towards the place where Isabel tore up the letter just now.

Elizabeth cannot see, but her ears are extremely sharp, and because of her self-abasement, her personality has become increasingly eccentric.

Not only could she not make a sound around her, but she couldn't move around at will. Isabel must be satisfied and take good care of her sister, but she was not allowed to do this or that. It was simply not a human thing to do.

In the past few years, Isabel has hired countless maids to take care of her. Most of them could not last more than a few days before being kicked out by Elizabeth, or they resigned under the pressure.

As Isabel said, Elizabeth was heading towards her own end.

But I don’t know if she got out of desperation. Six months ago, Isabel recruited the maid who is now serving Elizabeth from nowhere. She actually stayed with Elizabeth for half a year, so that Elizabeth, who was picky in every way, could not find a way to drive her away. reason.

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Just at this moment, there was a slight breeze in the silence. Although Elizabeth did not hear the footsteps, she knew that it was Yu'er who was going to use a broom to sweep away the fragments of the letter that Isabel tore up.

She looked at the window, suddenly waved her hand, and said hoarsely,

"No need to sweep."

"No need to sweep?"

The fish's voice was soft, like a whisper, and just hearing it made Elizabeth feel sleepy.

Elizabeth turned her head and looked in the general direction of the fish with eyes that could no longer see.

Originally there was a curtain outside the bed, but Isabel had just pulled it down, so she was no longer isolated from the fish.

"Let me get you a glass of water."

Elizabeth forced herself to sit up a little, shook her head and said,

"Talk to me."

"."

Yu'er was silent for a moment. Elizabeth didn't know what she looked like, but she could guess that her expression at this moment should contain surprise.

"Okay, sir, what do you want to talk about?"

"I don't know. Just say something, okay?"

"."

However, as if she was used to being by the quiet Elizabeth's side, she couldn't say anything she asked Yu'er to say casually at this moment.

Elizabeth looked at the deep nothingness in front of her and said softly,

"Then let's talk about what Isabel said just now."

"me?"

"Well, tell me the truth. Don't worry about anything. Do you think Isabel is right?"

"I don't quite understand, because... well, I know very little about your affairs. I only heard some specious rumors from other people. Even what I heard from you and Her Majesty Isabel was half-informed. I just seemed to know that you didn't want to see me. How can a person dare to speak nonsense?"

"Isn't it enough to know this?"

".Is that person important to you?"

Elizabeth's skinny hands held a corner of the quilt, she lowered her head and said without thinking,

"Well, that person is the most unspeakable secret of my youth. When I was with him, it was the most beautiful time I have ever experienced. The emperor's concubine passed away from me when I was young. I have never felt the love of others. Such a big The royal family has made me walk on thin ice for more than ten years. People say that it takes more than a day to freeze three feet. But the grudges of those ten years, when I met him, I felt that it was not important anymore.

"When I was young, the thing I wanted most was to stay with him for the rest of my life. Have a family with him, a real family. I don't need him to be rich or powerful. Even if he has nothing, I am willing to do my best. , follow him without expecting anything in return.”

At this point, Elizabeth paused for a moment, then smiled sadly and said,

"It's a pity that such beauty, the beauty I want to capture will eventually dissipate. My family, wars between countries, and various fates have led me to the opposite side of him. Maybe it is all fate that makes it so I feel so wronged. In fact, it’s also because of myself, my selfishness, and my unwillingness.

"So, my desire to stay with him forever turned into a weapon to hurt him; my desire to get closer to him turned out to be a ruthless and cruel thing that pushed him away."

Beside the bed, Yu'er was silent for a moment and said,

"You must have done a lot for him."

But Elizabeth only shook her head, as if she didn't remember all the sacrifices she had made for that person. She just whispered,

"I must be a very selfish person. I did a lot of things that hurt him. All these things, if you really want to say it, it's all for myself."

"Why do you say that?"

"It's because I want to ask for the warmth and love from him that I never got. It's because I can't bear to lose him, so I want to get him back hysterically, I want to get that time back. In order for me to get that back I deceived him time and time again, and put him in danger time and time again. It was obvious that he almost couldn't come back, and it was obvious that he was seriously injured, but he still couldn't bear to watch me leave.

"Isn't it like this now? Both I and Isabel know that he really wants to see me and it's all because of me. It's me who's afraid. It's me who has done all this. I'm so despicable that I'm afraid to face him. .”

Elizabeth lowered her head. Hidden in silence and stillness over the years, she began to interpret sentences little by little in her heart. It was very painful for her to open up a little bit of her vulnerability.

"I don't know how to repay the consequences of my selfishness. Even my own fear and stubbornness can't overcome it."

And vulnerability is fragile precisely because of its pain.

As expected, just thinking of this made Elizabeth tremble with sadness.

The fish in front of her seemed to have fallen into a longer silence. When she spoke again, she only asked,

"My lord, I have gotten to know you roughly. Do you want to hear my thoughts on what Your Majesty Isabel said earlier?"

"Okay, tell me."

Elizabeth couldn't see the fish, so all she could hear was her soft, lullaby-like voice. She whispered,

"Sir, if you don't want to see me, then just disappear."

"."

In the darkness that Elizabeth couldn't see, the maid's voice came one after another,

"Although I don't know much about the past between you and that person, I just feel that if you love someone, you will never care about who has given more and who has given less, let alone debt. Regarding repayment, I firmly believe that he only wants you to live a good life. If facing him again will reveal your scars and make you feel guilty and miserable, then that's it, that's fine.

"It's a shame to say that Her Majesty Isabel is wrong, but there is another point I think Her Majesty Isabel is right about. You should indeed take good care of your health and go out of the palace. Even if you don't want to see him again, please Be sure to take care of yourself and take good care of your body.”

Elizabeth was sitting and lying down. After hearing the words, she seemed to turn her face more precisely towards the direction from which the voice came.

However, in the darkness, she still couldn't see anything and could only hear the maid's voice.

Along the void where she couldn't see anything, under the broken curtain next to the bed, there was no longer a vague figure. Instead, there was a black-haired gentleman with a sad and wry smile.

Every word of the soft female voice came entirely from the mouth of the black-haired gentleman.

The afternoon sunlight that filtered in through the slightly opened window illuminated his face particularly clearly.

It turns out that the fish who has been able to take good care of this woman whose soul is riddled with holes in the past six months is none other than Fisher Benavidez, whom she has been thinking about day and night.

Due to the seemingly absent tacit understanding and the emotions that were no longer harmonious a long time ago, their years have been transformed into what they are today.

It’s just that you don’t see it, it’s just that you don’t say anything

Listening to the voice of "Yu'er" in front of her, Elizabeth didn't respond, just nodded, and didn't say whether she agreed or not.

She slowly lay on the bed again and covered her delicate body with the quilt.

She opened her mouth and said softly,

"I'm sleepy and want to take a nap."

"Okay, sir, I will be watching over you."

"Well, I'm sorry to trouble you."

Elizabeth's body relaxed little by little. In the past six months, Fisher had watched her fall asleep by her bedside many times, and even knew how she would react after falling asleep.

Why do you say guard her?

Because she would have nightmares night after night.

Sometimes I would wake up sobbing, sometimes I would be so frightened that my hands and feet would cramp, and sometimes I would be so weak that I couldn’t breathe.

At this time, the fish next to you will always hand you a cup of hot water at just the right time, and wait until you drink the hot water before asking,

"what time is it now?"

"It's still early, sir, please continue to rest."

Repeatedly, day and night.

It seemed to be the same today, as time passed by minute by minute, and it was not until a long time passed that Elizabeth could fall asleep.

As Elizabeth's breathing calmed down a little bit on the bed, under the gaze of Fisher's eyes, her brows furrowed slightly again, and she was covered with a thin layer of cold sweat, and her breathing began to quicken a little bit.

"Woo"

The nightmare comes again.

Fisher lowered his eyes a little, gently picked up the fan on the side, and brought a little breeze to her, hoping to dispel her nightmare.

But this time, it seemed that because of the previous quarrel with Isabel and the letter that Isabel tore into pieces little by little, the nightmare continued to deepen.

Not only her expression, but also the muscles of her limbs began to tighten. As her chest rose and fell slightly, in her hoarse and weak voice, a name seemed to emerge from the deepest part of her heart.

"fee"

"Fisher"

"I'm so scared where you are."

"Fisher Fisher."

The endless nightmare was like torture, bringing unbearable torture to the already weak Elizabeth on the bed, which made Fisher struggle beside the bed.

He looked worriedly at Elizabeth on the bed, who was in great pain from nightmares. He wanted to help him, but he was afraid of revealing his secret, which would further frustrate Elizabeth's fragile soul.

He was only worried because of her previous words "I would rather die."

"Fisher Fisher."

But in front of him, his lover's low call, that pale face, and those thin and extremely cold hands made him intolerable in his heart.

He opened his mouth, took a deep breath, and then resolutely reached out his hand to Elizabeth, who was still sleeping.

For the first time in the past six months, he did not use the power of the life replenishment manual to tamper with the skin and voice he was in contact with. He just couldn't bear the nightmare of his weak lover on the bed.

So, Fisher gently reached out his hand and gently grabbed her right hand that was placed on her side and exposed outside the quilt.

The coldness in his hand was wrapped by his endless warmth, and when he felt the thin and bone-like palm, Fisher's tongue trembled slightly, and he was speechless for a moment.

But immediately, without disturbing her sleep, he grasped her hand bit by bit.

"Don't be afraid, Elizabeth."

He took a deep breath and said softly to her in his own voice,

"I am here."

His voice was like magic, and under the heat of his body temperature, the nightmare seemed to be driven away easily by him.

Even her trembling limbs regained their composure, and her rapid breathing returned to regularity little by little.

Seeing her gradually becoming normal, as if she could finally fall asleep, a big stone finally fell to Fisher's heart.

He couldn't help but look at her current face, and finally, in order not to disturb her light sleep, he wanted to let go of her hand. In this way, when she woke up, the person who had stayed by her side for the past six months would again be there. The "fish".

However, when he was about to let go of his hand, another cold hand suddenly came up and clasped the back of his hand tightly.

"."

Fisher's pupils narrowed slightly and he slowly raised his eyes little by little.

But in front of him, Elizabeth, who was lying on the quilt, turned her head, covered her eyes with the ribbon, and looked at him with a pale but as old face.

That deep sleep, those frightening nightmares, all disappeared without a trace

Elizabeth, it turned out, was not asleep.

Only the face she turned sideways, the only face she couldn't see.

"Eliza"

Fisher subconsciously spoke in a fishy voice, but Elizabeth's hands grasped his palms with little force.

She opened her dry lips, and a hoarse voice finally came out of her heart,

"Fisher, I'm sorry."

With Fisher's rank and the power of the unpredictable life to complete the manual, the concealment should be seamless.

However, even if he couldn't be seen, even if he couldn't be touched, even if his voice was completely different from his, after being with him for half a year, that tacit understanding also pointed the way for Elizabeth.

She knew that that person might always be by her side.

He said, if it embarrasses you, then just disappear. As long as you can live a good life, that is enough.

That moment may have ignited her courage and made her determined to face everything in their past, good or bad.

Therefore, Elizabeth's voice trembled, as if she was suffering, and just as she had confessed before, she had committed such a mistake, and it was so scary for her to confront the person she loved and the one who wanted nothing but to face what she had committed.

But holding her lover's hand tightly, she still said the long-overdue call and apology.

She said, I'm sorry.

Obviously it was just calling his name softly again, obviously it was just such a simple apology, the grudges and resentments that had been entangled since their youth seemed to have completely disappeared.

Looking at Elizabeth who seemed to have mustered up all the courage to hold his hand, Fisher opened his mouth. As his throat surged, a tear fell first instead of his voice.

The tears gathered more and more, and seemed to have weight, making him lower his head uncontrollably.

He just reached out and hugged the skinny Elizabeth on the bed, hugged her tightly, held her in his arms, buried his head in her blond hair and cried,

"That's great, Elizabeth. That's great."

Feeling the breath of her lover, the heartbeat that she had been asking for for so many years, and the warmest embrace, Elizabeth seemed to recall the urge to cry many years ago.

She hugged the person in front of her tightly. I don't know if it was an illusion, but from the edge of the ribbon, a teardrop like a gem slid down.

In the silence, that vulnerability, that guilt, that hot love all fell down the teardrops.

That is their unique treasure.

It's just that you don't say anything, it's just that you don't see it.

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