Being too ferocious because of caution

Chapter 663 Qin Zheng's despair

Seeing Qin Zheng's silence, Qin Bai seemed to have known the answer and couldn't help swallowing his saliva.

"Brother Bai... Don't mention Zhao Yi's matter and the matter of Le Marchand Labyrinth to anyone after you go out!"

"It may bring you a fatal disaster!"

Qin Bai nodded like a chicken pecking at rice, then his eyes turned and he laughed softly:

"Brother Zheng, can you tell me about the Le Marchand Labyrinth?"

Qin Zheng stretched out his hand and gently pressed on Qin Bai's shoulder, his tone full of meaning:

"In the future, when you become a senior leader of the Qin family, you will naturally understand some things."

"The only thing I can tell you is... The imperial capital, and even this world, is very different from what you imagined."

"The truth... may cause an unimaginable serious impact on your three views."

"In short, work hard!"

Qin Bai said "Oh" and didn't ask any more questions.

Although he was very curious, he also knew that he couldn't ask what Qin Zheng didn't want to say.

Moreover, the Qin family has extremely strict class control. He does not have enough permission, and there are some things that he should not know.

"This matter ends here. You should practice well and strive to break through the great fierce realm as soon as possible."

"If you need anything during this period, just tell me directly."

Qin Bai nodded and chatted with Qin Zheng about some cultivation matters. After dark, he felt bored and went to eat.

After he left, Qin Zheng took out the previous drawings and observed them carefully.

The lights were dim, and a woman walked into the courtyard and put the food basket in front of Qin Zheng.

Qin Zheng looked up at the woman and said in surprise:

"Mother?!"

The woman looked at him with a smile, but took a step back.

Qin Zheng hurried forward and grabbed the woman's sleeve.

But the next moment, he found that the picture in front of him became blurred, the woman's face became younger, and her smile turned into a little fear.

It turned out that the person who brought him food was not his mother at all.

"Mr. Zheng, are you sick again?"

The girl stretched out her hand and touched Qin Zheng's forehead.

There were beads of sweat on it, but it didn't burn.

Qin Zheng let go of his hand.

"No, I just dozed off and dreamed of my mother."

The girl exhaled, patted her chest, and smiled:

"Then Mr. Zheng, have dinner, I'll come back later."

Qin Zheng waved his hand:

"Why not, sit down and eat together."

The girl couldn't resist Qin Zheng, so she ate with Qin Zheng, then packed up and left.

It wasn't until the girl left that Qin Zheng leaned against the big rock by the lake, panting, holding his head that was about to split.

"Has the backlash begun..."

"I'm still so young...I should be able to hold on for a few more years..."

Qin Zheng clenched his fists tightly, trying to resist the piercing pain in his head.

But the pain came quickly, but went away slowly.

It was like a worm, gnawing at his brain bit by bit in his head.

Pain!

It hurts so much!

Qin Zheng was panting, bloodshot eyes bursting, blood dripping from the corners of his eyes.

"God, give me another year... No, half a year!"

"Half a year is enough!"

In the midst of severe pain, the phone rang. Qin Zheng tried hard to wipe the blood from his eyes. In the thick red, he could barely see the incoming call.

It was his fiancée, the plump white Jiang Shuran.

After hesitating for a moment, Qin Zheng answered the phone, and tried to keep his voice calm:

"Shuran, what's the matter?"

Jiang Shuran was silent for a long time before saying:

"Brother, are you sick again?"

Qin Zheng took the phone away, took a deep breath, and then put it close again:

"No."

"Don't think about it."

Jiang Shuran whispered:

"Brother, you can't fool me."

Qin Zheng's throat moved slightly, and after a while he only said:

"Shuran, don't do stupid things."

"The thirty years of life you lent me... is already the limit."

"No matter how much, it's just a drop in the bucket."

Jiang Shuran gritted his teeth and said:

"Thirty years is not enough, I will lend you another thirty years!"

Qin Zheng smiled bitterly:

"What nonsense are you talking about..."

"You and I are originally a marriage of family interests. You are willing to lend me thirty years of life, which is already something I owe you..."

Before he finished speaking, another wave of pain like a sea wave hit deep in his head!

Qin Zheng's hands trembled, and he almost lost his grip on the phone.

Jiang Shuran shouted angrily on the other end:

"I want to borrow! I want to borrow!"

"What a marriage of family interests... It's so ugly! It's so ugly!"

Qin Zheng collapsed beside the stone, his body shaking violently, and he wanted to say something, but it was difficult to speak.

But not long after, a pure force rippled from the depths of his skull, like a spring breeze blowing on his face, warm and emitting, and soothing Qin Zheng's pain at a very fast speed.

He is fine.

Looking at the phone that was still on the phone, Qin Zheng's heart was filled with strong guilt.

"Shuran..."

He spoke softly, but an extremely tired voice came from the other end:

"Brother Zheng, I'm sleepy..."

"I'll rest first, and we'll talk tomorrow if there's anything."

Beep——

Jiang Shuran hung up the phone.

Looking at the dark screen of the phone and looking at himself in the mirror, Qin Zheng clenched his fists tightly, and a sense of powerlessness filled his heart.

His head didn't hurt anymore.

But I find it hard to breathe.

Thinking of his father and mother's instructions, the almost bleak future of the Qin family, and Jiang Shuran's childish but loving eyes, Qin Zheng felt a strong sense of suffocation in his chest.

A light rain fell from the sky.

Qin Zheng collapsed by the lake, closed his eyes, and tried to breathe the smell of soil in the air.

His expression was calm.

It was this feeling of despair.

So strong.

From childhood to adulthood, he could not resist it.

When his father and mother died, he could still cry and howl.

But today, he couldn't make a sound.

Until the light rain turned into heavy rain, Qin Zheng was soaked all over. He opened his eyes and let the rain wash away the blood in his eyes.

In his mind, there were family infighting, infighting among the four major families in the imperial capital, infighting among the human federation...

And outside the tattered fence, the greedy eyes staring at the lambs in the fence...

The despair became stronger and completely engulfed Qin Zheng.

He actually laughed.

Like crazy.

"Fuck your mother."

Qin Zheng cursed at the world.

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PS: Second update.

It's very early today!

I may continue to write in the evening, but I may or may not post it.

I want to save some manuscripts.

Good night in advance, my dears!

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