Best Delinquent Wife’s Order: Rise Again, Hubby
Chapter 1026: Riding the Wind and Asking the Moon - Desire - Hope for Reason (111)
As long as we don't go beyond the final limit, no matter how we are exposed in front of the Zuo family, at least it will only be a past that can be forgotten, and it will not leave anything on you that you shouldn't have. Traces, this is the only way I can protect you.
Xu Chengfeng's attitude was calm, but his calmness made Zuo Yue's heart surge with raging anger, and she stood up suddenly.
Xu Chengfeng reached out to help her to prevent her from getting up too hastily and getting hurt. After all, she had suffered a gunshot wound.
But Zuo Yue raised her hand and waved his hand away.
What are feelings? Uncle, tell me! Xu Chengfeng, tell me! You hold back every step of the day! You give me hope while letting me see the despair in the future. Is this the protection you give me? ? Zuo Yue's eyes were red: What kind of love is a reserved love? I asked you, don't you want me? You know the answer in your heart!
Zuo Yue, I didn't want to argue with you. From the beginning to the end, I never planned to evade this responsibility. If you want, I will always be by your side, but I will not go beyond the limit.
What's the limit! Go to bed! Zuo Yue suddenly asked loudly.
Xu Chengfeng's face suddenly darkened, his brows furrowed slightly because of her lack of concealment and the scolding smile in her eyes, but he looked at her with a warning look in his eyes: Can you be more sensible?
Zuo Yue smiled: Are you sensible? Do you know what I will do once I really come to my senses?
Seeing Zuo Yue's emotions at this moment, Xu Chengfeng reached out and was about to take her into his arms, but Zuo Yue suddenly raised her hand to push him away and took a step back.
Xu Chengfeng frowned: You want to quarrel with me?
I don't want to. Zuo Yue shook her head: The moment my mother appeared just now, I knew how much time I spent with you was on thin ice. Even when you had no choice but to lie because of me, I suddenly felt that I was As a sinner, I may have just thought that it would be great to be with you. As long as we can love each other, no matter what the outcome is, even if it starts with a bang, even if the ending is not what I want, I am willing to do it.
But I have always reserved it to give me a way out. Shouldn't a relationship be unreserved? But you have always reserved it. I finally know why I can't find a sense of security every day. That's because You use your reason to slap me in the face, and use your thoughts about the future to block my attempts to get closer to you again and again.
As Zuo Yue spoke, her smile grew bigger, but her eyes were still red: Are you coaxing me? What I want is love, not your perfunctory coaxing to calm me down! Nor is it wanting I’m going to drag you down! Make you lie for me!”
But what is it that I have carefully treasured in my hand for so many days? It turns out to be your reserved heart, and it turns out to be your reason hanging above your emotions.
Xu Chengfeng, you ask me again and again if I know what love is? Do I understand what love is? Do you understand? Have you ever loved? Do you know how I feel now? I will fight for it regardless of everything. I tried to save you, but in the end, you gave me a slap in the face with your own hands! I dragged you into the abyss, but you didn't sink at all. You still had a way to save yourself. You used coaxing to salvage me. ! I actually believe it! I actually believe you!
I didn't want to save myself. I was protecting you from the beginning to the end. Zuo Yue, I can't destroy you, understand? Xu Chengfeng's eyes were sharp and forbearing: Like is wanton, only love is restrained! I can't I will destroy you with my own hands.
Zuo Yue's eyes trembled when she heard the word love, and suddenly she didn't know what she was feeling sad about.
She lowered her eyes: So no matter what, you will never have a further relationship with me. Even kissing will only happen twice a day. There will be no more ambiguity or deeper communication. , you can’t give me what I want, the most you can give is this, these restraints and silences, and reminders from time to time to remind me to get out of this abyss, right?”
Xu Chengfeng didn't answer, but it was obvious that it was almost acquiescence.
When Zuo Yue turned around and was about to leave, Xu Chengfeng said calmly: Your mother will ask you to go to dinner tonight. Stay in a good mood and don't think wildly.
Aren't you going to China or Russia? Aren't you going to be busy? Zuo Yue turned her back to him: You go ahead. I will return to Los Angeles after taking the exam in a few days. I won't pester you anymore. I won’t let you continue to work hard every day to make me happy and calm me down. What I want is you, but not you like this.”
After finishing speaking, Zuo Yue wanted to cross the opposite road and leave.
Xu Chengfeng suddenly grabbed her wrist and pulled her back with a little effort. Zuo Yue almost ran into his arms. When she raised her eyes to look at him, there was a smile in her eyes: I'm working very hard. Don't be angry, can you please stop provoking me? Leave me alone for a while!
I will settle the relationship between us as soon as possible, give me a little more time. Xu Chengfeng didn't explain much, just looked at her: You are indeed still young, and I also have some mysteries that need to be solved at the moment. If you are willing Wait, maybe I won’t restrain myself after you turn twenty, but you are only eighteen years old, Zuo Yue, and you have just reached the starting point of your life.”
Zuo Yue let go of his hand coldly: Who told you that I would definitely wait? When did I say that I was willing to wait? Either you refuse, or you give in wholeheartedly. You are perfunctory while still looking for opportunities to let me. The way to find the source of sobriety and reason from this relationship, I'm sorry, I don't accept it! You are using this way to remind me of my childishness and stupidity, and using such a calm way to trample all my passion under your feet, I It’s impossible to accept it, never to accept it.”
Zuo Yue! Xu Chengfeng held her back.
He was already trying to walk towards her.
But she couldn't feel it.
If you're just perfunctory with half of it, it's better to just refuse it, right? Zuo Yue raised her eyes to look at him, and at the same time slowly freed her hand from his wrist: You go about your business, my mother is here today. After all, in Boston, I now know clearly what I should and should not do. I will go with her tonight. As for you, I will not mention a word. I will not let you say anything in life because of me. Third lie.”
After saying that, Zuo Yue turned around expressionlessly and raised her hand in front of a taxi stopped on the roadside, then opened the door and got into the car, closed the door and left directly.
When the driver asked her where she was going, Zuo Yue raised her head and looked at Xu Chengfeng in the rearview mirror.
The man was standing on the roadside in the wind and snow, wearing a plain black suit and tall and tall. His eyes were looking in her direction, getting further and further away, and she gradually couldn't see his face clearly.
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