Although it's been so late, at least I'm responding to you. It's better than turning a blind eye to all the heart-breaking things you've done. Xu Chengfeng kissed the back of her neck slowly towards her cheek.

Zuo Yue's face felt hot, but her heart was confused and she didn't know what to do. She didn't know whether to push him away or what to do.

She was lowering her head and thinking deeply, not yet able to adapt to this change. Suddenly, Xu Chengfeng's voice sounded in her ears again: Does it still hurt?

Zuo Yue paused for a moment, then suddenly raised her arm and hit him hard on the chest: I'll hurt you, you big-headed devil!

Xu Chengfeng didn't expect that this girl would suddenly be so cruel. He immediately took a step back. When she turned around, she clutched her chest with a pained face, as if she had suffered some internal injury.

No matter what kind of Xu Chengfeng he was facing now, Zuo Yue felt embarrassed in his heart.

The anger she felt before had nowhere to complain now. She didn't look at his face, walked directly into the bedroom, turned around and quickly closed the door.

Xu Chengfeng effortlessly raised a hand and put it on the door, stopping her from closing the door.

Zuo Yue glanced at him and said calmly: Xu Chengfeng, don't think that deliberately attacking me in this way can divert my attention. You should know very well that the problem between you and me is not just Regarding the issue of blood relationship, I never cared about ethics or blood relationship at first. Although I feel relieved now, it does not mean that I can forgive you and my mother for hiding it from me.

As she was about to close the door, Xu Chengfeng looked at her calmly: It was just a temporary measure at the beginning, Zuo Yue.

Whether it was a temporary solution or forced by my mother, it has nothing to do with me! In the past three years, I have almost erased the name Xu Chengfeng from my heart. Now what if you are not my uncle? There are so many people in the world Men are not related to me by blood, so can I just say I love them?

Xu Chengfeng's brows suddenly felt chilly: What do you want to say?

You know very well what I want to say, Xu Chengfeng. It has become a habit to hate someone and forget someone. I have long forgotten how to love you. You are no different from the men who often appear around me now. Once you It's my uncle. Now you're not even an uncle, you're just a man who has nothing to do with me. Zuo Yue's tone suddenly stopped, and his eyes became colder: No, it's a man who had this afternoon with me. man...

Seeing the clear ice in Xu Chengfeng's eyes, Zuo Yue chuckled: You are just an obsession of mine when I was young. Don't take yourself too seriously, Xu Chengfeng.

As soon as she finished speaking, she closed the door forcefully, blocking the eyes of the two people.

Xu Chengfeng no longer put his hand on the door to stop her. The bedroom was dark, and Zuo Yue turned her back and leaned against the door.

Even after taking a shower, I felt as if my whole body was still filled with the warmth of that man.

It was extremely quiet outside the door. Xu Chengfeng was still the man who was never impulsive. She stood leaning against the door for a while, raised her hands and hugged herself lightly, walked to the bed, and then she felt as if her whole body had lost all strength. Fell down on the bed.

The two curtains in the room were not opened. She just sat on the edge of the bed and hugged herself with her hands around her chest. She slowly raised her eyes and glanced in the direction of the door.

Why did she still keep all her feelings and persistence three years ago?

After sitting quietly by the bed for who knows how long, she suddenly turned around and squatted next to the cabinet, opened the bottom drawer of the cabinet, and took out a small box from it.

Opening the box, the seven colorful little dolls in crystal decorative boxes came into her eyes again.

In the past three years, she had thrown these colorful dolls into the trash can countless times, and she had run back and dug them out of the trash can countless times.

Later, it was simply sealed in the corner of the bottom drawer.

She thought she had given up long ago.

But all those things seemed to be just dolls that she had deliberately kept in the corner. When she dug them out again, she felt heartbreaking pain and an unknown sadness.

My thoughts went back to three years ago, half a month after Xu Chengfeng left.

At that time, Zuo Yue had returned to Boston to study, entered a new school, and was in the process of adapting to the new environment.

Xu Yuan took time to come over to accompany her, and even took her to the mall to buy things after school to accompany her for shopping.

Even when Xu Yuan mentioned Xu Chengfeng's matter again, Zuo Yue said: Mom, I'm not a child. Don't always treat me like one. I am a person, a living person, and my feelings are not those of a child. Every family, no matter whether this relationship is too abnormal in your eyes, it should at least have a beginning and an end. But Xu Chengfeng and I never really started, but the final ending ended in such a cruel way. Don't worry, I just have an empty space in my heart. You don't have to worry about me. If I couldn't live without that person, I might not be able to live long ago.

He always sticks to his reason. When he wants to ignore me, he ignores my feelings. When he wants to ignore me, he can slap me in the face with reality. When he wants to leave, he can be so cruel. I will be heartbroken because of the man who left at the drop of a hat, and I will never forgive him because of his ruthlessness.

He thinks that his tolerance and protection of me is the best way for me. He treats me in the way he thinks is right. But mom, I am the one who has been hurt. I don't have any Complaining, but now I also hope that he will never come back from now on, and never appear in front of me again.

I don't want to see him again, ever.

Those are what she once said, and her remaining self-esteem is all the beliefs she has buried deep in her heart to support herself through the past three years peacefully.

Even though she tried to keep some of Xu Chengfeng's properties in Los Angeles, all she wanted in her heart was to keep them, and she never expected him to come back.

Those traces about him are a constant reminder that the man defeated her self-esteem with his reason and indifference, reminding her that she never needs to look back, let alone wait.

Zuo Yue gradually adapted to the darkness in the bedroom, and just looked at the small colorful dolls, then put them back into the box and into the deepest part of the drawer, as if they had never been turned out.

There was no movement outside the bedroom door. I didn't know if Xu Chengfeng was still standing in front of the door. Zuo Yue turned over and lay on her side on the bed, not wanting to care about him.

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