Chang’an Peasant Girl

   Chapter 2619 Return to Tianyun (188)

   "It's okay. You're okay, nothing is more important than you."

   "But I feel so cruel that I killed my own child... I'm so sorry for the child..."

   "The mother-in-law also said that this is impossible. Even if you don't kill it, the child will not survive."

   "But killing it by yourself is two different things than it can't live."

   "Isn't it impossible, if you don't destroy it, you may be in trouble."

Su Xin was silent for a long time before she said again: "Actually, when you said that I had an accident and you went with me, I decided to kill it, but I just couldn't summon the courage and felt cruel, I never thought about it. One day I will abort my own child. Although I am sorry for the child, you, my parents, my brothers, and other people who care about me, don't have to worry about me anymore."

   Especially parents.

   They've already sent me once from a white-haired man to a black-haired man, and I can't let them send me again.

   The last two sentences, Su Xin stayed in her heart.

  Tao Mingye said, "Stop talking, your voice is hoarse." During the day, she cried so hard that her voice became hoarse.

   "But I want to say."

   "Then talk about it." He also felt sorry for her, but since he wanted to talk, let her talk.

"Yeah." Su Xin first responded lightly, then said, "When I'm healthy, I'll enter the palace and apologize to the third brother, I shouldn't treat him like that, my attitude is wrong, even if I'm angry with him Speaking of you, I should also tell him well, he is my brother, he takes care of me, but I don't take into account his feelings at all."

   "Yeah," Tao Mingye nodded, "the third brother should have been very sad when he left. He even said that he would burn more paper money on the day of your death. It shows that you really hurt him."

   "Father said that I don't know what's good or bad. I think about it too. The main thing is that I still rely on him to love my sister and won't care about me. That's why I'm so presumptuous. I must apologize to him when I look back."

   "The third brother is very generous. As long as you apologize, he should let it pass."

   "Alas." Su Xin suddenly sighed, "I have to change my temperament. Sometimes I don't take into account other people's feelings."

   "You are all for me." Tao Mingye blamed himself. "You've always been sensitive about my affairs."

   Since she married him, she has been protecting him, taking care of him, and cherishing him in her own way. Seeing An Yiqing talking about him like that, her natural first reaction was to protect him first.

   "It's also because I'm not in good health," Tao Mingye blamed himself even more, "I was always protected by you, so that no matter what happened to me, you would always protect me first."

   "Xianggong, what are you blaming yourself for?" Su Xin took his hand back, "I'm used to protecting you, but it's not your fault that you're not in good health. Stop doing this, ah?"

   "Yeah." Tao Mingye nodded, not wanting Su Xin to be uncomfortable following him.

Su Xin then continued: "As for my habit of protecting you, I don't think I need to change it, you are my husband, and I am so good at it, it's normal to want to protect you. However, when you're healthy in the future, You don't need me to protect you so much, think about it, I still don't want to do this, but I want you to be in good health, it is better for you to be in good health, so that I don't have to worry about your health every day."

   "I'll protect you when I'm healthy." Tao Mingye said very seriously.

   (end of this chapter)