Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

Chapter 1902: The power of the great devil

When Subaru Okiya was puzzled and wanted to explain, Fukuyama Shimei turned to beside Subaru Okiya and put his hand on Subaru Okiya's shoulder.

Subaru Okiya froze, looking at Shimei Fukuyama suspiciously.

"I mean your whole body, don't be too tense," Fukuyama Shimei felt the momentary stiffness under the palm of his hand, and patted Okiya Subaru's shoulder helplessly, and continued walking, "Just now I always thought you were smiling a little bit. reluctantly……"

Koshimi Nanatsuki and Dr. Agasa cast curious glances at Subaru Okiya.

Okiya Subaru bit his head and followed Fukuyama Shimei forward with a calm smile on his face, "It's not too hard, right?"

Shimei Fukuyama looked at the smile on Subaru Okiya's mouth, shook his head and sighed, "It's not very appropriate to say 'reluctantly', it should be said that your smile is more formalized."

Okiya Subaru: "..."

Just say 'you're laughing so fake'!

Very good, he is a little flustered now, worried that his mask will be all taken off.

No, don't panic, think about how to explain this problem.

"You are probably thinking, what reason can you find to explain the past?" Fukuyama Shimei looked at Subaru Okiya with an even more helpless expression.

Okiya Subaru: "..."

this……

Dr. Fukuyama is a little scary.

Leon-Lao turned his head and curiously observed the frozen smile on Subaru Okiya's mouth, "Unlike me, who can only analyze criminal psychology and criminal behavior, Dr. Fukuyama has contacted more people of all kinds, and is better at analyzing non-criminals. Psychology, I also know how to use behavioral psychology. I just felt that this Mr. Okiya smiled strangely. Even though he looked gentle, he lacked gentle warmth. After listening to Dr. Fukuyama, I realized that this was indeed the case. Some formal smiles."

Subaru Okiya raised his hand and pushed his glasses, the corners of his mouth did not keep a smile anymore, he tried his best to show a three-point helpless and seven-point calm expression, "I'm used to it."

The gaze from Fukuyama Chiaki.

Fukuyama Chiaki: "..."

Nervous, this kid is nervous again.

It's a pity that this kid is so short-sighted that he can't see the pupils in his squinted eyes, otherwise he can accurately tell whether it is because of lying or because of anxiety.

Okiya Subaru: "..."

This kind of searching gaze made him uncomfortable.

He was wrong, and asked Dr. Fukuyama to pay attention to Conan, okay? It's really not good. It's better to talk to Mr. Leon about Mr. Chi's problem.

Fukuyama Shimei quickly restrained his urge to dig into Subaru Okiya's psychology, and explained in a soothing tone, "I know that suddenly saying this will make Mr. Okiya feel embarrassed, even embarrassing..."

Okiya Subaru: "..."

I know and say it!

"But in some ways, you and Mr. Chi are the same type of person," Fukuyama Shimei led the way to the office, and when he turned his head to talk to Subaru Okiya, his eyes became more serious and more sincere, "regardless of his demeanor. , whether it is indifferent or gentle, all of them have a similar sense of tension. When he first entered the hospital, I thought he was nervous because he changed the environment, but later I found that after he adapted to the environment, he still had the same tension on his body. That tension, which is also different from a lot of people, doesn’t come from inner panic, but from distrust of the environment.”

Okiya Subaru: "..."

This time, he can honestly answer: it is indeed because of habit.

But he is used to being vigilant because of his identity as an FBI agent. Why is Mr. Chi? What makes you feel insecure about your surroundings?

Is Mr. Chi's mental illness so serious...

Seeing Subaru Okiya's thoughtful expression, Fukuyama Chiaki continued, "I reached out and patted your shoulder just now. I've done this to Mr. Chi before, and the two of you have the same reaction. Reach out to, or rather reject, unfamiliar people who are too close to you."

Conan recalled the incident when Hattori Heiji reached out and touched Chi Feichi and was slapped away, and thought about how Chi Feichi was always far away from him and his uncle when he was in the hot spring with Chi Feichi, and expressed his approval in his heart.

That guy Chi Feichi really hates being touched suddenly, but Chi Feichi can still take him to bathe and sleep, which shows that his relationship with him is not someone unfamiliar with, and it is much better than with other people, right?

Thinking of this, he was inexplicably proud.

Chi Feichi must have felt it. He really regarded Chi Feichi as a friend!

With his intentions and long-term relationship, Chi Feichi felt that he was more reliable than the Hattori guy.

"I think it's probably because we have all learned self-defense, right?" Subaru Okiya tried to make up for himself, "Although my skills are not as good as Mr. Ike, I have also learned a little self-defense skills. After training, there was a period of time. You will feel that anyone who suddenly touches you is an opponent.”

"No, no, that's not the same at all," Fukuyama Zhiming said with a candid smile, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with him, he just wanted to correct a certain pink hair's misunderstanding, "I've seen boxers who specialize in professional events, they only Precautions stem from touches in the blind spots of the line of sight, rather than rejecting frontal touches, and some people are even happy to hug and hook up with friends.”

Conan nodded silently.

Indeed, it doesn't make sense to use "practiced self-defense" to explain, and Mr. Kyogoku will not reject frontal touch.

Okiya Subaru: "..."

Hey, he seems to be being roasted on the fire here, this kid still has a bystander attitude of "listening carefully, analyzing and expressing approval", what about the good alliance?

"That's why I said that you and Mr. Chi are similar in some respects, both maintain a tense attitude towards the external environment, and the same is not easy to accept others, even if it is a gesture of goodwill from others, for both of you, acceptance also requires Longer than normal people, not to mention compared to the kind of cheerful people," Fukuyama Chiming said with a serious expression, "I suddenly exposed you just now, just wondering if I can get someone from you that can make you feel better. You don't have mental illness or mental illness, but Mr. Chi has it. If he can accept me and tell me his true feelings, I can help him better."

Subaru Okiya thought that Fukuyama Chiaki probably never thought that disguise was a very important person to him, and silently forgave Fukuyama Chiaki's debunking behavior, thought about it seriously, and showed real helplessness, "This question... I also I don't know the answer."

How to make yourself accept others quickly?

This question is too difficult for him.

He still remembered that Mingmei confessed to him that day, saying that he had known his identity for a long time. He was moved by Mingmei's tolerance and feelings for him at that time, and now he thinks of a question after reflection.

Has Mingmei been waiting for him to take the initiative to reveal her identity?

For Mingmei, this should be something that he has been looking forward to and will feel at ease, because it represents his trust in Mingmei.

He can explain it. He didn't say it at the beginning. At first, it was really defensive and distrustful. Then, in addition to the need for the undercover mission, it was also because... Worrying about Mingmei's inability to accept his lies and worrying about losing it.

At that time, he didn't notice what Mingmei had been looking forward to, and he didn't explain it in time, and it was too late now.

For this reason, he is willing to help Mr. Chi, and with his friendship, he doesn't want Mr. Chi to have such a regretful and guilty day like him in the future.

But after thinking about it, he really couldn't go against his heart, and he didn't know how to make it easy for him to trust and accept others.

"Yeah, how can I ask you to clarify a problem that even a psychiatrist like me can't solve? Everyone's personality is different. You belong to the more cautious type. It's not surprising that you have such a mentality." Shimei Fukuyama didn't expect to get an answer from Subaru Okiya, but he just tried it, and he didn't feel much disappointed if he didn't succeed, but he was full of emotion, and he smiled at Subaru Okiya, "I sometimes want to sigh, I am young now. People are thinking more and more, unlike us, who were always a little slow in thinking about things, and often rushed over in a daze.”

Dr. Li nodded silently.

Yes, he also felt that when he was in his twenties and thirties, his ideas were far less than those of young people today.

"It's a good thing to know how to think. Smart people think a lot, and thinking makes people smarter, but smart people are also very easy to get sick," Fukuyama Chiaki smiled at Subaru Okiya. I am dissatisfied with this behavior, but I also want to talk to Mr. Okiya. Living in this world, it is a good habit to know that restraint is a good habit, and it is okay to wear a mask to live. Take me as an example. I will wear a mask of kindness, and I will wear it into the blood and blood, and truly become a part of myself. I was a very impulsive person when I was young. Now I can't see it at all? As long as you think you are worthy of yourself, it doesn't matter if your smile is formalized. But in an environment where you feel safe, you can try to let yourself relax a little, relax and stop thinking about something beautiful and hopeful, once in a while, it can make your life easier, there are Instead, you will be able to make more calm judgments, and not make yourself regret that your defense hurt others in the future.”

Subaru Okiya felt that the deepest shadow in his heart was being poked, and he seriously thought about Shimei Fukuyama's suggestion, nodded and said, "I think I should try."

Fukuyama Chiming laughed, "I don't want you to come to the hospital to find me another day. With a patient like Mr. Chi who is difficult to accept others, I already have enough headaches!"

"I don't think I'm going to get to that point~www.NovelMTL.com~ Okiya Subaru said this, but he doesn't have a clue in his heart. He recently let himself relax, but he didn't really relax for a while, not because he wanted to. The matter of the organization is to think of Mingmei, and it really won't do him any good if it goes on like this, "By the way, has Dr. Fukuyama told Mr. Chi these words? "

"No, his situation is different from yours. On the surface, he doesn't even bother to show your formal smile," Fukuyama Zhiming said helplessly, "He has some emotional problems, on the one hand, he can perceive and understand Emotions of oneself and others, and, on the other hand, being a little sluggish and numb in one's own emotions, is one of the states that many people with mental illness have."

"Mr. Chi's problem is more likely caused by schizophrenia," Leon Law couldn't help but join in the discussion, turning his head to Fukuyama Zhiming, "According to what you told me, it seems to be a partial negative symptom, but phantom symptoms. Listening and imagining are also positive symptoms, is it a mixed schizophrenia?"

"Forget it, but he didn't get extremely angry or anxious about a little thing, and he didn't keep laughing alone. Because of this, I suspected that he had other mental illnesses or mental illnesses, and because of the complicated situation, plus his I can't accurately judge my defensiveness." Fukuyama Shimin paused and looked at Dr. Aga, "He shouldn't have been extremely angry, anxious, or laughing all by himself recently, right?"

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