Connor's Hogwarts

Chapter 300 Connor is not here

Rowena looked at the excited young man in front of him and remained silent.

Barro Gwenson was the name of the young man in front of him. He was a student who studied with Rowena after Salazar left, and he was also Helena's most persistent pursuer.

He may be the person who knows Helena best in this castle...

"I understand." Rowena nodded and stopped looking at Barrow, as if he had heard an insignificant news.

"Then wait a minute, you know?" Barrow was stunned: "Then are you going to get her back now? Please take me with you."

"No, let her go. She is an adult and she should have her own life."

"What!?" Barrow said anxiously: "How is this possible! Helena can't take care of herself! We have to bring her back quickly."

Rowena glanced at Barrow indifferently: "Helena is also a qualified wizard. She has the right and ability to choose her own life."

"but.!"

"Okay, please don't disturb me again if you have nothing to do. You can go out."

Barrow, not a man of words, fell silent and exited the room.

At this time, Helga's voice came from the side.

"Royna, isn't this what you want to see? Why don't you tell that Barrow how to find Helena?"

"I don't want to interfere too much with Helena's affairs, and...(shakes head)...Helga, my time is running out. During this last period, I don't want to be distracted by anything else."

"Ah~ I didn't expect you to be the first to leave among us. Do you want to tell Godric and Salazar about this?"

"No, there's no need to waste their time."

"It's not a waste of time to say goodbye to an old friend, right?"

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"Helena, that Barrow's temper is getting more and more violent. He has been corporally punishing students recently. He is also considered your student. Are you going to discipline him?"

".Put him in the dungeon, use these shackles..."

"Eh? Isn't this the kind of material you have always cherished? You actually made it into shackles? What a waste of resources."

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"Rowner, that Barrow, he cut off the chain and ran away."

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"You don't look surprised at all, so is this all your arrangement? Including Helena?"

"No...no, I just...don't understand...you know, I never understand...I thought she could understand..."

"...Not everything can be tested through experiments...Maybe we shouldn't have messed around with you in the first place, Rowena."

"maybe…"

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Helena is autistic.

After discovering her "life experience", it wasn't long before Helena ran out of the castle and left Hogwarts by apparating.

Helena did not control the direction, nor did she choose the destination. She almost used this phantom transformation that exhausted all her magic power without much thought.

A few seconds later, she fell into a forest, completely exhausted.

Fortunately, there were no monsters or beasts in this forest, otherwise Connor thought Helena would be eaten that day.

Helena lay on the ground for a day, and Connor couldn't "tell" whether she couldn't move or didn't want to move.

Later, Helena probably couldn't bear the hunger anymore, so Helena got up from the ground. At first, she didn't know how to find food. Although she had a wand on her, she had never cooked by herself since she was "born", so naturally she couldn't Know where to find food.

Just when Connor thought Helena would starve to death here, Helena turned on a cheat for herself - she put on the Ravenclaw diadem.

Then Connor found that he suddenly understood a lot of strange "knowledge", as if he suddenly had an encyclopedia in his mind. It turns out that the function of the crown is this...

All kinds of miscellaneous knowledge are stored in the crown, and the knowledge of finding food in the wild is naturally also there.

Helena obviously also "saw" this knowledge. She took out her wand and waved it casually, and a fruit tree next to her suddenly became full of ripe fruits.

With the fruits that can satisfy her hunger, Helena will not starve to death here. With the knowledge in the crown, Helena lives alone in this forest far away from the world.

Connor couldn't communicate with Helena, and he didn't know what she was thinking at first. Later, perhaps because she had been alone for a long time, Helena began to habitually talk to herself or to small animals in the forest. Only then did Connor understand some of her thoughts.

"This kind of life is quite good. You don't have to care about other people's opinions. No one will look down on you, or even look at you. It doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want. How free."

"A little lamb? How did you get here? Were you abandoned by your mother too? Maybe you can live with me and I will make you a small house."

"Are you the mother of the sheep? Or the sister of the lamb? Well, it doesn't matter. This is your child. Remember to watch it and don't get lost again."

"What should I do today? Forget it, who cares about what I did?"

Confused, lost, and desperate. Today, Helena has no direction, no purpose, no pursuit. From the moment she learned that she was a "Ravenclaw", she had lost her "self".

In the past, she thought that she was Helena Ravenclaw, the daughter of Rowena, the eldest lady of Hogwarts who could get whatever she wanted, and that she should live in the enviable eyes of the world." Princess".

She was satisfied with her role, and all the joy, anger, and sorrow came from it. At that time, her dream was to become an outstanding witch that surpassed her mother Rowena.

Although Helena did not act on her "dream", she clearly knew that she was "alive" at that time.

But later, her mother told her, in fact, you are nothing, in fact, you have nothing, you are not even a person, you are just an artifact, a container of the soul!

From that moment on, Helena's world collapsed.

Helena has a strong vanity. Strong vanity means that she has stronger self-esteem than the average person. But when you erase her entire "human" existence and deny everything about her .Her twisted self-esteem was completely shattered.

Helena couldn't accept this result, so she chose to escape. Escaped to a place where no one was around, so no one would care about who she was.

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Until one day, a shackled man found Helena.

"Helena! Helena! I finally, I finally found you!" Barrow came to Helena. He was in ragged clothes and had shackles on him. He didn't know what he had gone through before he came here. What.

"Are you... Barrow? Why are you? Did my mother ask you to come to me?" Looking at the man who suddenly appeared in front of her, Helena's dull eyes regained a little bit of their brightness.

In fact, Helena, who was wearing the crown, felt someone approaching her, but she didn't expect it to be Barrow.

"No, no, Professor Rowena didn't let anyone look for you. I accidentally discovered that when I put on these shackles, I could sense your presence, so I looked for you!" Barrow finally saw you! People who think about it day and night are very excited.

But when he finished saying this, the look in Helena's eyes disappeared again.

"Is that so? It turns out mother didn't ask you to come. It turns out I'm not important at all..." Helena murmured to herself.

"Helena! Come with me, we can find a place to live together. I will treat you well." Barrow felt that he was getting closer to his dream...

"No, you can go alone, Barrow, I don't want to leave here."

Barrow's smile froze on his face: "Is this... like this? Then I will stay and take care of you... We can be the same as before..."

"No, Barrow." Helena looked at him with her lifeless eyes: "I can live very well here by myself. I don't need your help. You can go back by yourself."

Barrow's fists clenched and then unclenched, his face became a little ferocious, he gritted his teeth and said: "Why? Why? Do you hate me so much? Don't you know my thoughts? Don't you even have one?" Are you unwilling to give me even a small chance?!"

Helena's dull eyes became even more confused: "Opportunity? What opportunity?"

"..." Barrow said tremblingly: "Don't you like that I have always loved you?"

"Love? What is that? Do you mean that you like me?" Helena asked.

"..."

"Of course I know you all like me. I'm so beautiful. Isn't it natural for me to be liked?" Helena said.

Barrow stared at Helena, his face becoming paler: "Then...then what do you mean to me..."

"To you? Are you asking me if I like you? I'm sorry, I have never liked anyone. I can't even understand what [like] is like." Helena shook her head and turned around:

"Okay, you go back, I won't leave, and I don't need you to stay."

Helena was talking to herself, but she didn't notice that Barrow's eyes behind her were red, and he murmured with a ferocious expression: "So it's like this...It turns out that's like this...In that case..."

Barrow pulled out the dagger from his waist and rushed towards Helena with a roar.

Helena turned around in shock when she heard the roar. What she saw was a terrifying face and a shining silver dagger...

Seeing that Helena is about to die here...at this moment...

"You are such a big-headed ghost!"

"Helena" yelled violently. She slapped Barrow, who was rushing towards him, and then took the dagger from his hand and stabbed it into Barrow's body.

The operation is smooth and smooth, and the skill is as strong as a divine help.

"You didn't expect it! Voldemort, I have recovered my memory a long time ago! I have been waiting for you, you idiot, for a long time! Die for me!"

Helena, ah no, it was Connor. He finally couldn't bear it anymore and let out his own roar in this weird and oppressive fantasy.

The anger on Barrow's face turned into panic in an instant, and his face began to switch between two different faces strangely. In the end, he only had time to yell: "No--"

Then this long illusion suddenly shattered.