"But after a thousand years, I finally crawled out, Hongyan has turned into bones, I went back to look for him, he was still the same him, but he had long forgotten, and there were people who stayed with him in the world."

"I don't regret it, this is my choice."

Don't regret it? Really? I have suffered from dry years, just to stay with that person for a few years.

After being persistent for a thousand years, in exchange for others, won't you shed tears?

"Then I died again. The second time I crossed the bridge, the soup was the same as the old people, and Meng Gu was already a mother of Meng. She boiled the soup and asked me, is it worth it?

"I smiled but said nothing and was about to jump into the river, but Madam Meng stopped me and gave me a bowl of soup, but it was only half a bowl."

"I drank that bowl of soup, and I also drank it several times later.

There is only half a bowl of Meng Po soup, which means that you have only forgotten half of it?

So what did you forget? What memories did you leave behind?

"I forgot the pain, the pain, the hatred, the sadness, and the fear, and I only left his good, and only my love for him.

 …”

If you only keep love, you can stick to it no matter what, but like that...

It's just sweet poison at all and...

The girl showed an intoxicated expression and said in a trance.

"The feeling of forgetting is really good, fluttering like a fairy, really, it's like there is no dirt in the body anymore, it's refreshing.

She looked at me with a dazed smile, and suddenly grabbed my wrist and asked.

"Hey, I'm curious, how do you feel now?"

"I do not know what you're talking about!

"Didn't you forget everything? Ah, sorry, if you forget everything, you'll even be aware of the fact that \'I forgot\', let alone feel it.

"Who are you!'

I tried my best to shake off her hand, but I couldn't shake it off.

She narrowed her eyes and smiled.

"..Who am I? Don't you know very well yourself, don't you remember me? No, you just pretended not to remember

"This is not Wangxiang Terrace, the Naihe Bridge you just crossed was not the Naihe Bridge, the river was not the Wangchuan, and the road you walked was not the Yellow Road, those places no longer exist, and even the King of Hell has become the owner of the hot spring hotel. .

Splitting headache.

The angle of view is spinning.

"Here is your memory... your dream.

dream.

dream.

Thousands of dreams span a single night.

\'I' is 'you', Bai Yuhui.

The rain has stopped.

The other side is as red as blood 5

The white girl smiled faintly.

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Chapter ① and ⑤ The Thousand Years of Reincarnation

"It's nothing strange, it's better to say that you didn't find it strange, after all, we look the same.

It's not that I didn't find it, it's just that I deliberately didn't look directly at her face.

Maybe I don't want to be 'face to face' with her subconsciously.

Because she is me.

We have the same appearance, it's like looking in a mirror.

This is the memory of the past life that the senior said.

I thought I didn't fall asleep, but in fact, I fell asleep and entered a dream state? I don't remember at all, where did the dream start? Did meeting the senior also happen in the dream? Or - in the morning I didn't wake up at all and was lost in a dream from the very beginning?

No, no, if that's the case, maybe even earlier...

I lowered my head and covered my face, the scenery I saw through the gaps between my fingers became infinitely blurry, and I couldn't tell what a dream was.

is reality.

"Compared to that kind of thing, you should be concerned about the things in front of you."

I looked up at the other me.

"Is it a dream or reality, the answer is obvious, to meet 'self' like this, t

It only happens in dreams.

So, don't you think it's more important to distinguish now... me and you, which one is the real one?'

When I saw someone who looked like me say such words with my own eyes, I just felt that the blood was flowing backwards and I was horrified.

Don't talk about the feeling of kindness, only the fear is left.

Perhaps this is why it is popular among the people that when an individual sees his "Clone J, it means that his lifespan will end."

Because after seeing it for real, no matter who it is, it will have an idea.

'Would she want to replace me?

"Hey."

She looked up at me and asked.

"There is a paradox called the Ship of Theseus, you know?" The Ship of Theseus, you have heard of that famous paradox. Presumably, the wood in Theseus' ship decayed over time, replacing the decayed wood with new wood, until all, if not the original ship, at what point was it not the original ship anymore?

If a new ship is built with old parts taken from the ship of Theseus, which of the two ships is the real ship of Theseus?

"What do you want to say?"

It's nothing, but don't you think this is very similar to our situation? I'm a 'boat made of old wood that was replaced', 黡

"The new ship"

"There is no need to use a boat as an analogy, as long as people go through this process, metabolism will constantly replace batch after batch of fines.

"Then you are still you?

There is no doubt that my past experiences belong to me. Although it may be different from my past self, this situation should be called 'growing up'.

"Are you still you in the previous life?"

"Just like the metabolism of the body, reincarnation is actually the metabolism of the soul, but I secretly keep it every time.

- Partially only.

Even so, I have no way to answer yes, because the me of the previous life is in front of me now.

Obviously they are all of the same nature, but I can't get the same answer---I'm hesitating.

"Because the so-called past life is standing in front of you, so you can't answer?"

Seeing through my thoughts, is it because she is me?

"This is not a rare thing. People who have experienced reincarnation must have such a situation. Even if they have not experienced reincarnation, it is not uncommon for a person to split into two people. Many women around him have had such a situation. , after all, the people who will be around him are some strange mentally ill women, hehe." He was talking about the senior, are the women around the senior all mentally ill? Maybe it's just another me who is belittling them in disguise.

I had seen them in school before. They were all beautiful girls who were so beautiful that they would eclipse the women around them, and they had a prominent family background. They were rich women who came, and rich and beautiful girls on active duty.

It is even more difficult to get the favor of one of them, but the senior was able to subdue them all, and even erect a harem openly, which makes people wonder if the senior is brainwashed.

"But do you know what the general result of such a split is?

"Either reunion or...

She didn't go on, but I already understood what she wanted to say.

"Either one of them disappeared, didn't it?

Another I came to me and smiled, poked my index finger into my chest and said.

Then, tell me your answer, Bai Yuhui.

Ask yourself 'self'

"how do you want to do it?'

I shook my head to answer.

"I don't know... When the senior said to erase my past life memories, I reflexively ran away. But I don't know why I ran away. Maybe it's because I want to restore those past life memories?

,but.

"If accepting you makes me no longer me-.-

"Why do you feel that you are no longer yourself?"

"You said you drank Meng Po soup."

"Yes, I drink it every time.

"Then forget the negative emotions and keep only love.

"That's right, I only keep love.

"Where did those negative emotions go?

The other one fell silent, but her reaction confirmed the answer in my heart.

"Where have the forgotten negative emotions gone? Have they disappeared? No, of course they are still there, it's just turned into a curse, a strong curse

Wrong. "Neither the senior or the new health teacher, they said that they didn't know where the strong curse on me came from, how could it be?

On the other hand, I didn't make meaningless concealments anymore, nodded and admitted.

That's right, that curse was separated from me by drinking Meng Po soup.

"Since this is the case, then your love is simply artificial love, isn't it!?

When you remove hate, you only have love, and when you remove hate, only love remains. \'Small situation

In this way, if the so-called past life memory is such a distorted emotion...

I, I'd rather not have experienced--

The other I passed by my side and walked again, on the bridge.

"Did you know? There have been countless life and death on this Naihe Bridge. There are countless bitter lovers in the world. I am not the most special one.

"Many people make promises on this bridge that they will continue their life in the next life," "life and death will not be separated," and so on, but do you know what the results are like?

"At the end of fate, we forgot our previous promises, and we will be strangers in the next life, and we will never meet each other.

"The love, hatred and hatred of a lifetime, the ups and downs of a lifetime, will be completely forgotten along with the reincarnation.

"That's not because I drank Meng Po soup.

"Do you think that because you drank Meng Po soup, you forgot it?"

If you don't drink soup, you will wait for thousands of years in the Wangchuan River. How many people have jumped over? Maybe it's too many to count, so this is the color of the river.

Those white bones are all people who lost themselves in the scouring of the Forgotten River, and they may have made promises for life.

But also forgot.

"Even if you do climb out, the person you want to see will have a new relationship, a new woman, a new name...why come?"

The other me seemed to be laughing at myself, shaking my head and laughing dumbly

"Then why do you think I want to keep jumping into the river?"

Years of waiting in exchange for betrayal and missed appointments, why are you still obsessed?

This has even gone beyond being obsessive and obsessed, no matter how stupid or stupid people are, they will die after experiencing such a thing.

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