Diary of the Improper Monster Girl Transformation

(Friendly reminder, this acceptance speech has a whopping 12,228 words! Fun!)

At the beginning, please let me solemnly thank all the big guys who gave me their support and life-saving help! My benefactors! My sweet friends!

You can leave more comments to see who everyone came from. "Alien Hotel" Far Eyes (Praise the God of Maya! Yes, family, I survived again, for the third time! And I survived It gets better every time!)

"Arc of Artillery" Count Constantine "All Destinies Are Burned" Cloudy Sky Divine Hidden "Shepherd's Tantra" Do Not Pray for Ten Strings "My Arms Evolve Infinitely" Pen and Ink Paper Keys "My Humanity is in Danger" Pudding is Super Cute "From the Doomsday" "eat The Book Demon "Dulin's Diary" Half-Step Purgatory "Can Only Monsters Be Alright" Gu Xinxuan "Unreality Prevention and Control Manual" Three-person Tower "Traveling, and then the door was blocked by the rich JK" Late Bu Ge "We are all in the cyber era, and we are still here Traditional villain? "Nano Yo-Yo "The Brave Player Who Started by Touching the Corpse" Liang Yi Ming "Return to the Tang Dynasty to Become a Warrior" Empress Wei "The Pope Please Enthrone" General Cute Caesar "Red Mansion: Picking up a Lin Daiyu" I like drinking soy milk, special thanks to "Three Kingdoms" "Swordsman of Shu", the author of "My Horse Just Wants to Die", helped me get three other history authors to recommend chapters!

(In no particular order, I’ll give you a few shout-outs to everyone who made me burst into tears!)

(Dong dong dong dong!!!)

Thank you~I love you~

Love, from minibus! ! !

By the way, I would like to pay tribute to Hao Houmi. The new author (emphasis added) "This Assassin is Aboveboard" has failed every day. It has been at the top of the new book list for several days. He is so strong, and he must be able to withstand the dedication. Let’s sacrifice!

In addition, I would like to express my special thanks to the four leaders Poorsen, Reader 416, Fenglin Wanqiu, and Yuan Xingmu who rewarded me with real money, as well as the many great leaders who rewarded me, voted for me, and continued to read. Guys.

Thank you so much!

Finally, at the strong request of the Operations Officer, I would like to express my special thanks to the Operations Officer for his hard work.

Listen to me, thank you~

Some people say that the author of online articles is like a bus that never stops.

Every day people get on and get off the bus.

People coming and going, going back and forth, going in and out——————

But most of them are buses.

And I'm just a poor minibus.

It's just a minibus with extremely complicated ingredients, a fondness for old jokes and bad jokes, and loyalty everywhere.

You may worry that other authors will cut the book because the results of their new book are too poor, but you don’t have to worry about me cutting the book.

Because we are different! (tremor)

I have been writing books for three and a half years, but I have never cut out any book on the subscription site. No matter how bad my grades are, I insist on finishing the book.

Because the story begins, it should have an ending, whether it is good or bad.

Not to mention that the readers of the subscription site spent real money and should not be let down.

And most importantly, I haven't written a book with this level of success yet.

I can't cut it!

I can insist on writing up to 2 million words for an average order of 1,000. If only I could have a high-quality product————

Wow!

Why can’t I write longer and longer than before? It’s different from those great authors who have been famous for many years and have already achieved success.

They have their own ideas and pursuits, and maybe because of their pursuit and persistence in art, they may feel that their grades are too low and they are not interested in studying. But I am different.

The results that they look down upon, I look down upon!

I like it!

It’s best for a young author like me who is new to the world and short of money to figure it out.

I'll teach you how to do it.

As long as you PUA me with alluring things such as subscriptions, rewards, monthly passes, etc., and whip me, beat me, whip me hard, I will put my head down and write hard.

Enjoy it without getting tired, enjoy it as much as you like.

Family, look at me, look at me!

I'm super active!

I dare say you rarely see a living author as active as me!

I always stick to stickers and never get them right.

The most I can do is grab your first floor and make some sand sculptures of your own. (If you send more,

I won’t compete with you, so it’s great to have more pictures. )

After I finished reading the single chapter, Xiaoba was extremely touched and flattered by the enthusiasm everyone showed me.

A new book has more than 100 monthly subscriptions. I never dared to think about this in the past because it was too unrealistic.

After the excitement, there was an extremely strong feeling of unworthiness. I was a little unconfident and felt that I was not worthy of receiving so much encouragement. I was weighed down by uneasiness and was in panic all day long.

I have been walking on thin ice all day long, not daring to show off my work, and I am timid about updating Liuganzi. I am afraid that if the plot progress is too slow, people will stop reading and get angry and stop reading.

After a few days of respite, when I didn’t expect that I had given up, I unexpectedly received a recommendation from Sanjiang,

The situation has improved slightly.

Although I still don’t think I deserve everyone’s love, but I also understand that everyone will support me only if they are willing to believe in me.

You must be smarter than me, and you must have your reasons for doing this.

So maybe, I'm okay?

Well, no matter whether I can do it or not, I still decide to believe in everyone and myself.

Work hard!

I will try my best to make things right, but I won’t make things worse, I won’t mess things up, I won’t supervise them, and I won’t make them unfinished—I’ll make a written statement!

In the future, even if I need to take a leave, I will not stop updating, but will only update 4,000 as a leave.

I will try my best not to write the characters and stories too pale, and do my best.

I will not write hatred based on misunderstandings, or write love based on sex, and I will not make any disgusting plots, absolutely not!

My ability may be insufficient, but at least my attitude will be very correct.

Anyway, I will definitely correct any mistakes. Thank you for correcting me. I think all the reasonable ones you said have been corrected. Thank you! ! !

Next, here comes the key point, about the rules for adding more chapters after the book is put on the shelves:

1. [Add more chapters for the first order]

The first order is very important for this book, and it affects the editor's estimation and subsequent recommendations. It is very important, it is really important!

Therefore, for every 100 first orders, add 1 chapter.

500 first orders will add 5 chapters, 1000 first orders will add 10 chapters, 2000 first orders will add 20 chapters, and so on--"-

It looks exaggerated, but in fact, the first orders are not expected to be very many. I will be very grateful if I can owe more than ten chapters, and I can still bear it.

Of course, I think the more the better.

If there are so many that I can't update them and can only pay them back slowly, that would definitely be the best.

But this is not up to me, but to your strength.

If you have the ability, you can tire me to death!

2. [Rewards for extra chapters]

It's better to increase the amount when it is put on the shelves than before. The alliance leader will temporarily increase the amount of extra chapters from 3 to 4.

Silver Alliance---If it really works, add 14 chapters!

In addition, I will also count the five alliance leaders who have been rewarded before, and add 5 chapters for extra chapters!

Add one more , from the time of listing to the end of the year, scattered rewards will accumulate, and every time you exceed one leader, you will get 2 more chapters.

This offer will end on December 31 this year, and after that, the leader will get 3 more chapters.

3. [Monthly ticket plus chapter]

Normally, 200 monthly tickets will add one chapter, and 10 chapters have been added this month.

After listing, an additional chapter will be added. After 2000 monthly tickets, it will be changed to 100 monthly tickets plus 1 chapter, and after 5000 monthly tickets, it will be changed to 50 monthly tickets plus 1 chapter.

This offer will also end on December 31.

4. [New Book Monthly Ticket Ranking]

I didn't dare to think about this, but everyone voted so much in the past few days, which gave me some confidence.

If you can enter the top 20, you will get 5 more chapters.

If you can enter the top 10, you will get 10 more chapters.

If you can enter the top 5, you will get 20 more chapters.

For the third place, you will get 30 more chapters.

For the second place, you will get 4 0 updates.

1st, add 50 updates.

Having said that, after taking a look at the big guys in the front, I think it’s better not to think too much, but I’ll write it down anyway.

5. [Monthly ticket total ranking]

If you can enter the top 100, add 10 updates.

If you can enter the top 50, add 20 updates.

Beyond that are monsters among monsters, you can’t defeat them even if you try your best, so don’t expect it for now.

Anyway, I will definitely add extra if I really have it.

6. [Average subscription and additional updates]

For every 100 average subscription increase, add 1 chapter, starting from 0.

2000 average subscriptions plus 20 updates, and being able to produce high-quality works is equivalent to adding 30 chapters.

In summary, we can make a rough analogy:

If you can get 1500 first subscriptions, reach 2000 average subscriptions by the end of the month, and the monthly tickets reach 2800 votes, you will be rewarded with two alliance leaders, and make up for the previous 5 leaders added 1 update each, the top 10 in the monthly votes list of new books.

The total additional updates are:

15+20+18+8+5+10=76 updates. It seems that there are so many that I can't pay them off in this lifetime, but it's not true.

I plan to update 10,000 words a day after the release of 6,000 basic + 4,000 additional updates.

These 76 updates will at most allow me to update 10,000 words a day for 38 days, which is just over five weeks.

But that's all!

It seems a bit desperate to describe it this way, and I am indeed desperate.

Most old readers know the pressure on me.

I don't have any material desires, and I don't want to buy a house or a car. I'm not in a relationship now, but my family needs me to support it.

And I chose the most desperate way to make more money some time ago - double opening.

And it's two sites, two Western fantasy books with completely different ideas, it's funny.

Then at the beginning of this month, after this book started to improve, I finally made up my mind to temporarily seal that one and increase the basic word count of the update to 6,000 words.

In October, I wrote two books at the same time, this one has 150,000 words, and that one has 120,000 words, totaling 270,000 words, with more than 9,000 words updated every day.

Looking back, wow-

---that was simply not a life for a human being.

If I had not opened two books at the beginning and only wrote this one, I would have 120,000 words in my manuscript now! What a heavenly life that would be---It's a pity that there are no ifs in life, only moving forward.

Is the pressure on me great?

Very much.

Do you accept your fate?

No.

Hard work may not necessarily get a satisfactory return, but without hard work, you will never get a return.

As for my life, love, etc., just let it go.

When everything is settled.

When I no longer have to suffer and be confused for a living, someone will naturally come to love me.

Once, I was in love, working and studying, and writing and updating at the same time.

But now, the six-year relationship is over, I have graduated from school, and I have quit my overseas job.

The money I earned during the two years of being stationed in Africa was used to help my family fill the holes left by the past. I paid back forty or fifty, and I still have the last dozen or so left to pay back, which is almost enough.

Ah————If I had known that it would be so difficult to work full-time, I wouldn’t have resigned and returned to China early.

Anyway, in my current life, apart from being able to write down some stories and leave some stories behind, there seems to be nothing left.

Just code words.

Then just keep your head down and type.

Create stories and leave something worth remembering.

There's no need to worry that I'm going to fall apart, that the book is not going to die, and I'm not going to let that happen.

I don't have any other great qualities as a person, but I keep my promises.

The main theme is to exchange sincerity for sincerity!

It is no exaggeration to say that my ability to withstand stress is super strong!

(akimbo)

[What follows is a 6,300-word history of blood and tears in Minibus’s twenty-five years of life so far. It’s a little tragic, but still exciting? In short, there is sadness ahead. If you don’t want to see it, you can just drag it to the next dividing line! 】

When I was four years old, my father died of leukemia, and my mother and I depended on each other.

I actually have no memory of my father. More than 20 years have passed, and I only remember the last time I saw him.

And he went downstairs with a cane to take me to buy ice cream.

Also, he was an irresponsible father and husband who failed to arrange his posthumous affairs and did not let down other outsiders, but only my mother and me.

(Okay, I admit, in my previous novels, I often had the male protagonist kill off the "father" role with his own hands. It was indeed influenced by reality, huh.)

When my father passed away, the treatment for leukemia had already consumed all the family’s savings, and we were left destitute except for no debt.

Later, my mother felt that one person could not help me grow up, so she found a partner, hoping to give me a childhood with a father.

Then, before I was six years old, my grandfather kicked us out of the house for this reason. Even though my mother fell to the ground and cried bitterly, she never looked back. I only found out about this when I grew up. My mother never mentioned it even when I was a child. In other words, she didn’t want me to resent my grandfather when I was young.

By the way, my grandfather, this old man, asked my father to secretly sell a house of more than 100 square meters in the train station to him to pay off his debts. He later refused to acknowledge the matter, and the money and The house was no longer there.

And my grandfather once said that he would leave the old small house he lived in to me, but later he also left it to the step-grandmother who moved into the house less than a hundred days after my grandmother died.

That step-grandmother didn't allow me to visit my grandfather, and she even threw away all the photos my father had left behind.

After my grandfather passed away a few years ago, she went around telling relatives who didn't know the truth that I was unfilial. She made it seem like we deliberately didn't visit my grandfather, which was outrageous.

She also changed her house later and has been unable to be contacted since then, or she dared not appear in front of us.

Continuing with the previous topic, later on, my mother and I had no place to live and had to start renting a house.

My mother and my partner also separated after I graduated from junior high school. In fact, I didn’t need his existence, but of course that’s a story for another day.

In the more than ten years from the age of four to seventeen, everything was relatively peaceful. I did not suffer any grievances in life. My mother did her best to give me a life that was no different from my peers.

I am also quite economical. I am a homebody. I don’t like to go out and I never take extra classes.

Oh, except that I have allergic asthma + allergic rhinitis + a bunch of messy allergens, which makes me weak and sick all year round, everything else is fine.

(Mold++++, Dermatophagoides farinae++++, House dust mite++++, weed++, peach++, pollen+, peanut+,

Wheat flour+, corn flour+, halibut+, animal epidermis+, red pepper+, grasses/cereals+, hay dust+----I am allergic to all of these, and there are some allergens that I can't remember. )

My studies were pretty good, and my performance peaked during my freshman year of high school. At that time, arts and science were not divided into classes, and I got seventh grade in the entire school year.

There are not many students in our school, only 300 students in a grade. I also received some scholarships and certificates. (Probably there was a scholarship, I can’t remember exactly, but there must have been a certificate.)

(By the way, my high school was still a general high school when I was in school. Now it has evolved into a key high school. Well, I can also call myself a graduate of a key high school.)

At that time, I also held a small position as the deputy director of the Student Union Organization Department, and participated in organizing school activities when I had nothing to do.

It was also the first time I had a girlfriend - although she ended up breaking up with me after she fell in love with me less than eight months later.

Life was pretty happy at that time, until I learned about the real situation at home in my second year of high school—my mother was about to collapse because of money problems.

To put it simply, when my mother was living with her later partner, her credit card was stolen and money was used to repay the project payment.

After they broke up, that person gave me money in installments for a while, but after my mother broke her bones in the winter and was unable to go out during my freshman year of high school, this person disappeared from the world and was never heard from again.

Later, I learned that he used the project money to get married and have children, and his life was quite prosperous.

By the way, his eldest son, who is one year older than me, went to military school. It’s really ironic when I think about it.

My mother didn't tell me about this at first, but she didn't confess to me until the hole in her credit card grew bigger and bigger, and she couldn't hide it anymore.

I was called upon by several banks, so I borrowed money from friends and relatives.

To be honest, this tragic news has a little impact on a student preparing for the college entrance examination.

In the winter of my second year of high school, my mother and I were sitting in the square. She said that she didn’t have enough money in her pocket to buy a piece of soap.

My mother said she was sorry for not giving me the life I deserved.

She was probably so depressed at that time that she couldn't see any hope. She wanted to die and her debts would be wiped out. Of course I didn't let it go, and finally persuaded her to come back.

There's no point in escaping. You have to pay back the money you owe.

But what can a child who is not yet under age do besides say these great truths?

Go alone and be a lone hero to get your money back?

Do I have the money to fight the lawsuit? I need to go to school.

Some things are easy to think about and easy to write in an article, but it is unrealistic to actually do them.

Later, with the character I had accumulated over the years, I borrowed 8,000 yuan from dozens of classmates.

After getting through the most difficult period at the time, all these were later paid back with no difference.

At this point, a life of extraordinary poverty began.

In the last stage of high school, due to rent problems, we moved between four or five places to live. While studying, I endured the torture of life.

I also withstood it and endured it with my mother.

Although I haven't completely withstood it, my performance has still been affected to some extent.

In the end, my scores in the college entrance examination were average. Because of the collapse of mathematics, I, a science student who usually scored 110 points in mathematics, only scored 80 points in the college entrance examination mathematics. In the end, my total score was only 13 points higher than the first-tier exam.

That year, I scored 480 in the first class of science, and I scored 493, which was neither high nor low. I couldn't get enough of the good first class, so I had to choose between the second class and some first class.

In fact, two classmates with the same score as me went to our local 211 University, which is under military management.

One of the majors had just enough points, but my health was always bad, so I had no choice but to give up.

Later, when I was choosing a school, I was too sad about mathematics, so I chose a language major that didn’t require me to study mathematics.

I reluctantly chose Arabic. Well, I had only one purpose in choosing this. After graduation, I would earn money to support my family with a wealthy family in the Middle East and get out of my current predicament.

After school started, I discovered, hey, don’t tell me, the Arabic glyphs are really unique and fun to learn. Such joy only lasted for half a month, and then only painful torture remained.

Painful vibrato, self-study every morning and evening, strict examinations, a college student has winter and summer vacation homework, CET-4 in Albanian major (only allowed to take the test twice, if not twice, there is no chance), CET-4 or CET-6 in English as a sophomore Talent test, graduation thesis written entirely in Arabic·

Because of money problems, I once achieved the feat of eating instant noodles for a month for only 300 yuan. Later, I continued to eat normally because I felt it was really unnecessary...

Later, I got a girlfriend and my life became happy for a while.

In my junior year of college, with the help of my relatives, I studied abroad in North Africa for eight months on a self-funded scholarship, and saw some different scenery.

I had the honor to take a photo with Ambassador Wang, who was the Ambassador Extraordinary and Plenipotentiary to the Republic of Tunisia at that time. He was really super elegant and had extraordinary bearing.

(Ambassador Wang later became the spokesperson of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, and now he is the ambassador to the Kingdom of Cambodia - wow, the value of this photo is still rising!)

I worked as a foreign language (Chinese + English + Arabic) tour guide there several times, leading a seven-day and six-night tour group. As an Arabic and English tour guide, I shared food and accommodation with domestic tourists (this was really profitable). When I arrived), I saw some scenery that I had never imagined before.

In a tent hotel in the Sahara Desert, a person shivered while wrapped in a blanket, fighting against the air conditioner with extremely poor hot air efficiency, and saw the dazzling stars in the lightless desert.

I went to see a filming location for Star Wars, saw an oasis with clear springs deep in the desert, visited residents living in caves, and also saw the ruins of the Colosseum in ancient Rome.

What I remember most is when I explained the history of various exhibits to tourists in the museum that was renovated from the ancient palace——

(I’ll just insert this photo into the article. If you are curious and want to see the others, I will post them in the comments later. It would be a bit weird to include too many pictures myself. Although I have talked so much, it is still a bit... Weird·——.·)

The first time I went with the tour group, I was working for free, which was also a waste of experience. The second time I worked as a tour guide, I also made a small amount of money, which was quite generous for me at the time - more than 3,000 yuan.

I thought I could work as a tour guide a few more times, earn some money, and help lighten some of the burden on my family.

But unfortunately, due to the epidemic, we finally had to return to China early with the help of the embassy. My plan to do a work-study program after finishing my studies there was scuppered.

Oh, yes, I was locked up in a hotel for two weeks after returning to China. In Chengdu in May, the room was on a dozen floors. The room was facing the sun. The window could only be opened a crack, and the central air-conditioning was not turned on------my place At that time, I could barely survive by taking eight showers a day (no exaggeration). It was not until I got a large floor-standing fan that I felt better.

Later, after the quarantine ended, I went to a local branch of Volkswagen for an internship. I was accepted into an administrative position because I looked good at the time (the original words of the female leader who interviewed me) and passed the CET-6.

There was no complicated work. I just sorted out the warehouse and helped employees resign. There were shuttle buses in the morning and evening, and I was provided with a meal at noon. I was paid 2,800 yuan a month. I interned for three or four months and got an internship certificate.

But just when I wanted to continue my internship to gain experience and earn money, I was urged by my instructor to go back to school. But there was nothing to do when I went back. All the classes were over, which was very confusing.

It was also during this slightly free time after the defense that I started writing my first novel in my life, a pseudo-pseudo-pseudo-DND Western fantasy novel written by Amber, the kind of Saint's Catastrophe.

(Just like that, Xiaoba's life was completely ruined.jpg)

At that time, I only thought about earning some royalties to reduce the burden of life. I didn't think much about it. I imitated the books I liked at the time, thought of an opening, and published it directly.

Because I was worried that I was not good enough as a newcomer, I didn't dare to come to Qidian. As a result, I successfully wrote one million words and finished it. In the end, I wrote fifteen chapters for the extra chapter.

Maybe it was because of the memory filter, but it was my favorite of the four books I had read so far, and it might be the most spiritual one. Now this book has the same feeling as before, and I am very happy to write it!

At that time, I should be braver and come to Qidian directly.

Later, the performance of that book was pretty good, and many people joined the group to encourage me.

My confidence swelled a little when I was about to give up, and I continued to write.

(Yes, Xiaoba took another step towards the abyss.)

And I haven't been able to get the money for that book for a long time, Le.

Well, I can only say that I was really writing for my dream at that time, and I was quite happy to write.

After that, I graduated at the age of 18. During that time, I relied on online interviews, and finally relied on my study abroad experience and good English level to get a few good offers.

The most impressive thing was that I was asked to go to Iraq to dig for oil, and to ride in a bulletproof car in and out of the park - I didn't dare,

I finally declined.

In the end, I coveted the high salary of the expatriate, and found a large private company in the capital. I started the job training after graduation in July, and was sent to the East as a permanent resident in early August.

Because it is a permanent resident, I can only return to China once every six months (in fact, I can only return once a year due to the epidemic), so the income is quite considerable.

To be honest, the English of black brothers is really difficult to understand. After I went there, I first adapted for a month before I got used to it.

And their body odor problem also exists, but fortunately, the black managers in my office often take a shower and then change into a strong perfume. I am also allergic to fragrances, and I will have a headache after smelling it for a long time---·

Because it is a branch company jointly owned by the local national TV station, the level of Chinese there is almost one level higher than the local blacks. My job level at the time was a manager, but for black people, it was probably a higher level director, and also a small leader.

By the way, another management trainee who worked with me at the same time was studying chemistry at Tsinghua University. I was in the marketing department and he was in the sales department. We lived in two rooms of the same house for half a year. Later, he went back to Tsinghua University to continue his postgraduate studies.

My later work was to be in charge of the GG part of the branch company, and find others to put GG on our channel.

It was just that I didn’t go to discuss cooperation in person, but arranged for local managers to go. Well, there was also a part of the reason that I didn’t know too many people and couldn’t negotiate.

I also had many magical experiences. I was the first party behind the scenes of the local talent show, went to the home of a local senior official to build relationships, and had two wisdom teeth extracted in an African hospital. I attended some relatively large event dinners, arranged press conferences, and helped the embassy contact multiple media for interviews...

Although it was tiring, life was actually quite exciting.

In those two years, I made some money. I gave all the money I earned to my mother and asked her to negotiate with the bank for installment repayments, and I started to pay them back one by one.

It also allowed her body, especially her waist, to finally stop working and have a good rest. In this way, the family's financial problems were basically solved - mostly, not completely.

It seemed that everything was getting better, and life was about to enter a new chapter.

I also met my girlfriend's parents at that time - although the meeting at the dinner was not pleasant, they almost wrote their disdain on their faces.

Relying on the relationship between work and football broadcasting at the time, I got a few genuine Dortmund jerseys for her father, bought her mother a massager endorsed by her favorite traffic star, and got a set of stamps issued in East Africa at the 1997 stamp exhibition. That meal cost more than a thousand...

Well, I actually prepared it very carefully, but it's a pity that they don't look down on my family background, which is not surprising.

Compared with a young man who started from scratch, they prefer a young man from a well-off family, except that her mother likes ABC very much, which makes me want to complain a little.

But as parents, they hope their daughters don’t have to suffer. I think it’s understandable that they have such a view. I am not happy about it, but I can understand it.

Although I didn’t want to bring my suffering to anyone, I never let her suffer with me in the past six years. It was me who always paid.

After staying in East Africa for two years, my girlfriend said that she couldn’t stand being in a foreign country. Only when we came back could we have a future.

I was a little shaken. I really didn’t want my six-year relationship to end because of something like this. In addition, I was physically and mentally exhausted, so I submitted my resignation while I was on vacation back in China.

Oh, and it’s also because the company has delayed wages for two months or three months. Anyway, I’ve had enough.

The company deducted tax from my salary but refused to pay it, causing me to have no tax refund for three years -——·

Then there is the matter of wrangling with the company to obtain provident funds - I have reported this, but we are still waiting for progress.

Later, less than half a year after resigning and writing a book at home, my girlfriend broke up with me.

According to her words - she has no hope, and her youth cannot wait that long.

Although I really want to say "My youth is also youth!", "My life is also life!" and so on.

But the matter has come to this, and it is difficult to reconcile the broken mirror. After all, there is no waste or talk, and finally they broke up peacefully on last year's Double Eleven.

Yes, it feels very subtle to be single again on Singles' Day.

After that, for exactly a year now, apart from going out with friends to relax, I stayed at home and wrote books.

Well, the road to writing a book is not very smooth either————

The early results of the previous book had just improved, but Qidian changed the recommendation system and introduced AI

to evaluate the effect.

Halfway through the second round, I had read enough, but because the book title and introduction were not engaging enough, I was given a recommendation in advance.

Yes, that book didn’t even get through the second round of recommendations at that time -·

The Xianxia genre itself doesn’t have high requirements for reading. I also have a certain reader base, so I can get four rounds of recommendations no matter what I want...

As a result, I was cut off from recommendation because of such childish reasons - the mechanism of half-way recommendation is no longer available, and I am one of the very few victims.

Of course I was very reluctant at the time, but I also didn’t want the eunuch to cut the book, so I continued writing regardless.

That book eventually reached 2 million words with a good score of 1,200 average subscriptions.

Among them, I persisted for a month and got the "10,000 words a day" badge (a total of 2,160 works were obtained)!

Well, compared to the first book at the starting point, the one with 1,500,000 words written at 1,000------there is still a slight improvement in terms of word count and performance.

You can only say that I am really stubborn.

Later, it was an endless cycle of thinking about new books, writing new books, being rejected by editors, and thinking about new books again - back and forth, a nightmare cycle.

After wasting two months like this, I finally felt like I was about to collapse.

Because of overeating, people have evolved into a super-large fat man who is 1.84 meters tall but weighs over 200!

I finally realized the seriousness of the problem. I had to get back to my true nature and write a Western fantasy to reward myself and maintain my mental happiness.

Although the starting point of western fantasy is very cool now, and it is far inferior to urban, fantasy, and fairy tales---but I can't help but like it.

And, if I don’t take pictures anymore, I can’t do it anymore. I’m really afraid that my mentality will explode.

I don’t want to torture the editor anymore. I went to him directly for signing after 6,000 words, and I just jumped on it...

Finally, there is the current book.

The character design is similar to the first book. The male protagonist looks like a paladin, but he is as charming as a succubus on the inside. He is evil but not lewd. I really like this setting!

I originally wanted to just follow the old path of that book and drive around with monster girls - but due to some well-known reasons recently, I can only restrain myself and restrain myself.

Iron Fist of Love: You are not allowed to be jealous!

Me: Okay, okay, I’ll be honest!

To be on the safe side, I also published my previous copy of Amber Flow, Kill, Kill, Kill, Waste, and continued to do so for a month.

In the end, I chose one of the two and kept writing this book until now.

call...·

Unknowingly, I have talked so much about my slightly exciting but most of the time boring and even miserable life.

Ah, it’s free content that doesn’t cost money anyway, so just let me lalalalalala—”

Those are boring words, everyone, please don’t listen to them.

Believe it if you want to, and it doesn't matter if you think I'm being miserable, I can understand it.

Anyway, this is my life, there is nothing to hide.

The information is all true~

If I have to say it---I actually omitted a lot of details and concealed some parts that would make people physically uncomfortable.

For example, there was a story about a man who killed about fifty little cockroaches in the middle of the night in a cheap rental house in late high school. —··—

I can only say that fortunately in the Northeast, cockroaches are much smaller than those in the South.

For example, when I was in Africa, the mosquito net was so angry that I got up in the middle of the night and killed forty mosquitoes with an electric mosquito swatter—

Let me put it this way, I am not among the best, but my abilities are not bad, and I can still make some money.

I am twenty-five years old, and I have earned almost fifty yuan two years after graduation. Although I have paid off my debts with no penny left, and I am still in debt, I still earned a good amount.

Maybe I still don’t earn enough, and I often lack some luck.

I hope I can get out of trouble in the future.

I hope that day will come soon, grandma. When I become famous, I will write an autobiography and call it "How Steel Was Tempered - My Struggle"

happy.

【End】

How about it?

After reading this, do you think I am pretty awesome at Minibus?

It’s hard to say anything else, but at least my ability to withstand pressure is full.

Happy.

In short, after saying so much, I’m not actually complaining, or emphasizing how pitiful I am.

Really not.

Because that’s meaningless.

Sympathy can’t make readers buy in.

This is a subscription site. Readers are already doing their best to give a first order out of pity. If it’s really too bad, no one will waste money to subscribe to a piece of shit.

People are willing to support me, not because they feel sorry for me, but because they think the story is not bad and don’t want the story to end so hastily.

Rather than feeling sorry for me, people are more sorry for the book. I know this very well and will not be presumptuous because of everyone’s love for the book.

I really feel like walking on thin ice now, and I dare not make any omissions or carelessness at all.

I can actually not say these, but after hesitating again and again, I finally wrote it out.

The motivation is not that complicated, it’s just because I have been holding these things in for too long and there is no one to talk to.

I want someone to listen to my story.

"That's not a dark history, that's the way I came." Although it sounds a bit childish, it's true.

Looking back at every step in the past, there may be times of despair, and sometimes I almost collapsed, but I finally got out of it.

But when necessary, the top pressure cooker must also be deflated, otherwise it will really explode.

Although my life so far can be said to be full of misfortunes and bad luck, there are also some wonderful and bright places, which are not so embarrassing.

Is it worth watching?

At least, except for feeling a little sorry for myself, I have not let anyone down.

I have been worthy of everyone in the first half of my life. I have a clear conscience and am proud of it.

At the age of 17, I don't think my life is ruined, and I will not feel that way at the age of 25.

No matter how hard it is, I have come to this point. Not only have I not been defeated, but I am still doing things that sound incompatible with such a fate, such as chasing dreams.

I didn't let my mother collapse, pulled her back from the abyss, and took on the responsibility of the family alone.

Still pretty cool, right?

Looking back over these years, I increasingly agree with one point of view: live on, everything can turn around.

Just like the oldest joke in the world says, no matter where you go, you are all moving forward.

Lift your legs, move forward, as long as you walk, you are moving forward.

In fact, from these words, it can be seen that although I have a miserable life, life has not left me with much negative energy.

Or, I don’t allow it to remain in my life.

Life itself is already very bitter, don’t torture yourself anymore, just smile.

I personally have basically no hostility, never quarrel with others, and my emotions are always in an extremely stable state.

Maybe it’s natural, maybe it’s because I’ve been unlucky for a long time, anyway, my mentality is mainly peaceful, and I don’t write those emotions into the book.

I am a person who has experienced suffering, and it is impossible for me to praise difficulties.

But I want to say to every friend who has experienced difficulties in the past or is experiencing difficulties:

"You are great! You are your own heroes! We are all the best!"

Finally, I get back to the point. I have talked so much, but the core point I want to express is:

This book is really, really, really important to me now!

I can't cut the book!

Impossible!

Absolutely impossible!

Believe me!

I will definitely finish it well, that's it.

Please, help me write a masterpiece, so that my life won't be so tiring, please!

In the closing remarks of the last book, I wrote: I have encountered a lot of malice from others, and I have also felt a lot of kindness.

I am indeed a little unlucky. I always meet the wrong people in my life, and I can't say I have a good life.

But I am also lucky.

I have received help from too many people, and I have come to where I am today with difficulty.

I am fortunate to be born in this country, grow up here, and meet everyone in my life.

In my life, many people have helped me,

there are national, social, friends, relatives.....—big and small help, supporting me not to fall down.

When I was a minor, I received the state's minimum living allowance; when I was admitted to university, I received financial aid from caring people in the society; after university, I received scholarships.

When I was in the most difficult time, my friends also helped me. Believe me, I did not let any of them down.

I am especially grateful to my close friends. It was their existence that kept me spirited at many critical moments.

Love you! Thank you~

Maybe looking back now, the help was big or small, and the money was more or less, but no matter what, it was all very life-saving for me who was helpless at that time.

This favor is very heavy.

I know very clearly that I have come to this day with the help of everyone.

Before repaying these favors, I will not fall down easily.

When I was younger, I was reluctant to mention these things because of my so-called self-esteem, but now I will no longer hide them.

All that happened in the past has shaped me into a mentally healthy person now, and I will repay this favor to those in need in the future.

Also, dear readers, you are my breadwinners, but you are more than just my financial backers.

You are my friends, and you are like my dearest relatives and brothers whom I have never met.

You know my story, have read my writings, and understand my spirit, even though we are separated by the Internet.

We are just friends.

I try to take every comment from everyone into consideration, which helps maintain my mental stability. If you don’t scold me, well.

Of course, if one day you really can’t find me, I will definitely bow my head temporarily under the pressure of life, and work hard to make a living and support my family. Maybe I will go to Africa to live permanently.

I will fight with life until I settle down and then come back to pursue my dream.

However, I think that kind of situation is unlikely to happen.

The current situation of this book looks good, or rather, it is far beyond my expectations.

I never dared to think that I could have so many monthly tickets!

I am grateful for everyone’s support and reading, the rewards from every big guy, and the complaints and corrections in every comment.

Finally, I was able to get the recommendation of Sanjiang, which was entirely due to everyone’s preference and the trust of the editor, so that I, a rookie, had the opportunity to get it. Thank you again and again.

If this book can be successfully produced, it can at least solve 80% to 90% of my current problems, and I can create with more peace of mind.

I have loved reading online novels since I was a child, and online novels have indeed changed many of my ideas. Like many people, I have always wanted to write a novel to describe the world in my heart.

Later, I did so. Although it was not smooth, I still like writing novels.

I really like writing novels, otherwise I would not be so bad and stick to it for so long.

This matter depends on your support and help.

So!

In any case, let's stride forward!

Even if fate makes us bow our heads, even if life is always full of sadness.

But what does it matter?

As long as we are not completely defeated, we still have hope.

Please stride forward, my friends.

Towards a brilliant victory, or towards a grand end.

Don't turn, don't bow your head, stride forward!

Charge!

Charge! !

Charge! ! !

This time, I don't want to end with "But I just don't want to turn!"

I have used it too many times and have proved it too many times. I was excited and said a little incoherent. I said too much. Please bear with me~

Finally, I want to end with a sentence that I like and was touched by recently.

"No matter your origin, education, or family background."

"As long as you dare to be yourself bravely."

"There will always be someone who loves you!"

Thank you for liking the story I wrote.

Thank you for seeing me at this moment and at some point in the future.

I really, really appreciate it.

Thank you for loving me.

My dear friend, if no one loves you for a while, please don't worry.

Wade through the long river of malice and you will eventually be embraced by kindness.

As long as you don't give up.

There will always be someone who loves you!

Take a step back and say that you at least have a grateful love from me.

Thank you!!!

Love you!!!

From Bahren on November 14, 2024!

I almost forgot the main thing after saying so much.

It will be available at 12 noon tomorrow. I will still update at 6 pm. The first chapter needs to be posted manually, so it will be a little later than 6 pm.

It will be available tomorrow. Please give me the first order. Please give me the follow-up order! ! ! ! !

Hehe, listen to me. By the way, if the first order can be 3,000, I will try wearing proper women's clothes once after I lose weight, right?