Drifting Towards You

Xie Yunfan frowned and thought for a while, then turned his gaze to Li Xiaoxiao's body, and said slowly, "Xiaoxiao."

"En?" Li Xiaoxiao looked up at him.

"Shall we find a man?" Xie Yunfan said slowly.

Li Xiaoxiao opened her mouth wide and her eyes were full of horror: "You like men too? Isn't Isabella run out of chance?"

Xie Yunfan:...

After Li Xiaoxiao finished speaking, there was a weird silence in the room.

In fact, she knew that he wanted to find someone he loved.

It’s just that, where is it controllable to love this kind of thing.

Besides, she didn't want to love others anymore.

She would rather leave all her emotions and thoughts in her distant hometown, in the illusory time and space, and leave it to the man.

In this way, it's good.

Before going to bed, Xie Yunfan helped her lie down on the bed and tucked the quilt for her.

Immediately, he turned off the light in the room and sat on the side of the bed and stared at her.

After a while, he whispered: "Xiaoxiao, do you hate me?"

Li Xiaoxiao was stunned, stretched out a hand from the quilt, gently held his big hand, and said warmly: "No hate."

Hate is too heavy

.

She has to bear so much love, so why waste her life in hate.

Besides, she understood the pain in his heart.

In those twenty years, she grew up under the careful protection of Simo City.

But he trapped his heart in a cage, unable to escape, unable to forget.

Xie Yunfan was silent for a moment, his eyes were gentle, and he looked at her and said softly: "Then try to like others, OK?"

Li Xiaoxiao showed a bitter smile, and Xie Yunfan kept staring at her.

She is his sister, how could he hope she is unhappy.

As long as... as long as that person is not Simo City, anyone can give in.

The two were silent for a long time, and Li Xiaoxiao whispered: "I'm still young, I'm only eighteen years old, didn't you say that you will support me for the rest of my life? Why do you marry me in such a hurry."

Xie Yunfan slowly said, "Because although it is difficult, I still hope you are happy."

Li Xiaoxiao smiled and looked at him earnestly: "Brother, I am fine now, really fine."

Yes, it's not happiness, but it's really good.

She lives in the same sky with him, she can know his news at any time, she can go to see his photos at any time, and she can live in the memories of him.

Although it may be a little far away from happiness, it is really good.

Xie Yunfan was silent for a long time and said softly: "Go to sleep."

"Yep."

Li Xiaoxiao closed his eyes lightly, and Xie Yunfan kept guarding her for a long time until she fell asleep before he got up and left.

In fact, he knew that she had been thinking about him all the time.

Since she woke up, she promised him that no one had mentioned his name in the past two years.

But he knew that during the first time she often hid in the quilt at night and cried, knowing that she often held a comic book, but had not turned a page for a long time, just in a daze.

He knew she would have nightmares from time to time, and would call that man's name in the dream.

Knowing that she often secretly hacked into government websites to secretly follow his news.

He also knew that the countless times she had spoken to her lips stopped abruptly because she was about to touch the name that he was not allowed to mention, because she was about to touch the deliberately forgotten memory.

He sometimes feels that he is really mean, using these methods and threats to personally ruin his sister's happiness.

But he couldn't let go of the death of his parents, couldn't let go of the death of Xiao Jue, and couldn't let go of the beautiful memories of his youth.